Edward do you think that you could go by my house and get the journal that Jesse gave me? I asked.
Sure. Do you want it now or can I pick up after school tomorrow? Edward asked.
After school will be fine. You don't have to stay here and watch tv with me. You can go to Bella's house if you want. I said.
I can't go back till she is ready for bed. Edward said.
Oh. Does dad know I am sick? I asked.
Yeah; he said to tell you to get better. Edward said oddly.
Your lieing. I said.
No I am not. Edward said very unconvinceing.
Are too. I said.
OKay; I am lieing. Edward said.
What did he say? I asked.
Josh asked what Carisle was giving you for bronchitis. Edward said.
Oh my word Edward; did he say anything about me? I asked.
No he did not. Edward said.
Go figure! I said.
It's okay, we love you. Edward said as he wrapped his arms around me.
I love you too. You feel good. I said laughing a little bit.
Your fever must be going away. Edward said as he felt my head.
Yes! That means I will bee getting better! I said.
Edward smiled as I laid my head on his shoulder.
Here is the remote. I said as I handed it to Edward.
I don't care we can warch Wizards if you want. Edward said.
Okay cool. Are wizards real? I asked.
NO why would you think that? Edward asked.
Because you are real or am I dreaming? I asked.
Your not dreaming and there not real. Edward said with a smile on his face.
But you are real. How come there not real? I asked.
Because that is just a tv show. Edward said.
Well; it would be cool to be Alex Russo! She so pretty. I said.
You are more like her than you realize. Edward said.
How? I asked.
You both sort of dress the same. You act the same way. But there is a huge difference. Edward said.
Cool but Alice dresses me like this; not me. How are we different? I asked.
Well you are much kinder and you are beautiful. Edward said.
Not right now. I look like crap. I said.
You are still beautiful. Edward said.
Edward your doing it again. I said.
Doing what? He asked focused.
You are making me fall in love with you... Again. I said.
Sorry. Edward whispered almost to low for me to hear.
It's not your fault; I just can't find another person that perfect except for you but your taken. I said with a smile.
I could fix that. Edward said.
I don't think so. They might be a vampire and before I know it I will be one of you. I said.
None of us would let that happen. Edward said.
You never know. I said.
It. Would. Never. Happen. Edward said so I could hear he would clearly never let it happen.
You never know. The future can change. I said.
And Alice will always be there to perdict it. Edward said.
I just sigh. I nothing else to say.
The other day or couple of months ago Jesse mentioned something about werewolves. I said.
Yeah what about them? Edward asked strangely.
I want to meet one. I said.
No. Edward said.
Why not? I asked.
Because they are far to dangereous to me around. Edward said.
How? I asked.
They can just get made and shift. They will attack you and hurt you. Edward said.
So they are evil. I said making a statement.
They only protect their people from vampire that drink human blood. Edward said.
So there not evil. I said.
No; but you are not allowed to he friends with one. Edward said.
You can't tell me who to be friends with. Your not my boyfriend any more. I said with a small smile that was groing on my face.
I know but it would be for the best if you wasn't. Edward said.
Okay, fine, whatever. I said.
Ugh; the last time I was the close to Edward; he was kissing me. Gosh, I wish he was still my boyfriend. Life is so not fair. I thought to my
self.
I will be right back. Edward mumbled.
Where are you going? I asked.
I have to go see Alice and Jasper for a minute. Edward said.
Okay. I said.
I wonder he heard my thoughts. Oh! I could listen in on his thoughts!!
She needs someone to take care of her, to protect her. Edward thought.
I couldn't hear anything else. They were just speaking not thinking they just spoke.
Edward came back into the room.
What was that about? I asked.
Nothing; just a question. Edward said.
I hope he wasn't setting me up. That would be kind of akward.
Edward got back on the bed.
What were you thinking a minute ago? I asked.
Nothing. Edward said.
Your up to something. I said accusingly.
You don't know that for sure. Edward said.
I will in a minute. I said.
Edward kept thinking about Bella.
I give up. I said and put my focus back in the tv.
Carisle came into the room and checked on me.
How are you doing? Carisle asked.
Could be better. I said.
Right, I am working on that. Carisle said smiling.
I love my family. I thoughtto myself.
I going to check you temperture. Carisle said as he got the thermoter out.
Okay. I said.
He stuck in my mouth and waited about a minute.
Your temperture is almost back to normal. Carisle said.
Cool. I said.
Edward you need to go so Scarlet can get her rest. Carisle said.
No; Edward can stay. I'm not a bit tired. I said as I held back a yawn.
Yes; get some rest. Edward said as he got out of the bed.
Please stay. I begged.
No can do, I should he getting to Bella's any ways. Edward said.
Okay. I said disapointed.
I will see you in the morning. Edward said as he kissed the top of my head.
Alright; bye. I said.
I didn't want to go to sleep. I didn't feel like sleeping. I wanted to stay up and talk to family. I laid in the middle of my he'd. Half was hot from where I was laying and than the other half was cold. That was where Edward was laying.
I went to sleep even though I didn't feel like it.
I woke up and saw my journal laying at the foot of my bed. Edward must have dropped it off before he went back to Bella's house to pick her up for school. I picked it up and started writing.

Dear Journal
My life sucks so bad! I hate it! I hate living here! I hate everything! I espicially hate dad; he is the worst person on earth! I wanted to be Edward's girlfriend. I want to feel like I belong some where. I wish I was a somebody instead of a nobody. For once in my life I wanted to fit in with the Cullens but no I have to be the ugly
ducking of everybody. I just wish Bella had never come to Forks. I would have been a normal happy teenager but Bella just had to come along and ruin my life. I liked seeing Edward happy but not with her. Everytime I look at them together I feel as if my world has ended. I feel like I should be the one with him. I really thought I was over him but it just turned out that I was lieing to myself. I would never get over him; never. I wish momma was still here; she would tell me how I shouldn't like Edward and just go bike my heart out. Why did she have die? It just wasn't fair to me or momma. I just want to go back home and be with my momma.
I stopped writing.
I tried to go back to sleep. My eyes felt so heavy but yet I didn't feel tired. My eyes got heavier and heavier till I could not hold them open any longer. I was close to sleep and I could feel this was going to be the best sleep I have in months.