I've just been recently cyber bullied by people on this site. They've hurt me so much but they act like its nothing

I've aske them to please not talk to me, I've asked nicely to please stop insulting me. But of course they did not listen. I've been called names such as (please excuse me language. I'm not a swearer) bitch, dumpass, slut, they dropped the "F" bomb on me multiple times like when one of them called me a f***wit. That's not even a real word but it still hurt. I've been told to go to hell, I've been laughed at. And guess what. I'm autistic. I told them thet they cannot call somebody with autism stupid but they did anyway. It makes us very aggressive. It made me angry. I can't help having Asperger's syndrome. I was born with it. I can't help being the way I am. They even told me I'm not special. I think autistic people are very special and smart. It's what makes us cool. Lots of people think I'm special. I've never been told that I'm not before. They just don't have empathy. No empathy at all. They don't even seem to have a heart. They weren't bullying me because of my disorder. They were bullying me for something else. But it still hurts. They had no idea what they were doing when they bullied me. They did not stop and think first before posting. I need them to realize the pain they caused me. I need them to have empathy for people like me. But I know as mean as they are, that's probably not gonna happen. The reason they bullied me, I guess it was my own fault I admit and I told them I'm sorry. But of course they did not forgive me and continue bullying me. Right now I can't stand them. They've hurt me so much. But they just don't give a damn. (Again. Pardon the bad language) . I feel like I'm stuck inside a black hole. I've been pulled into the darkness of depression and sadness and I can't get out. Help me get out!