Mornings are always quiet in this neighborhood, that’s why it is nice to live there. That’s exactly what Dean said to himself, taking the newspapers in the stair under the porch. He was right to came here for retire, with Lisa and Ben. After Sam’s departure, that seemed the best thing to do. Now he could rest, and take off all this weight on his shoulders, finally.
After everything I gave, everything I endured, everything I lost…
After a slight sigh, he returns home to prepare Ben for his base-ball game.
***
Toc, toc, toc.
Amanda knocks on the door. She saw him take the newspaper few minutes ago. She decided to wait a little bit before meeting, maybe it’s really him. I hope it’s really him. The door opens, that was Lisa.
- “Hi, I’m looking for uh… Dean Winchester?, said Amanda doubtful.
Dean comes up behind Lisa and seems hesitant.
- Yeah?”
Amanda seems surprised and relieved. She can’t believe she actually found him, after all this time.
- “It’s you? You are really Dean Winchester? I finally find you!, said Amanda.
- Uh yeah, it’s me. What do you mean, you find me?
- I had to find you, answers Amanda very seriously; I’m looking for you for more than a year now. They send me.
- Who send you?
She looks at him like if it was really obvious.
- The angels send me.”
Lisa, who had remained there, was very surprised and mostly confused.
- “Dean, what she means with… angels?, she said very confused.
- Lisa could you… could you excuse us a moment.” said Dean, suspicious.
Lisa seems worried and nods quietly, she returns in the house. Dean goes out and shuts the door behind him.
- “Who are you? And why are you talking about angels?, said Dean with authority.
- Oh, yeah I’m sorry. My name’s Amanda, I met an angel there’s two years ago now. He told me I had to find Dean Winchester and help him on his mission. Of course, I found it strange ‘cause I never heard about you... And I don’t know why, but I knew that was important. So, I started looking for you and here I am.
- And you have to help me for what? And how?
- I… I don’t know. I hoped that you'll tell me…
- Any angel told you anything?
- I guess you know than angels are not pretty good at conversation.”
He agrees with her. He knows angels very well, and when they don’t want to talk, they don’t talk. How many times he asked something to Castiel and this bastard just went away.
- “I’m not sure what's the mission you’re talking about, but you’re too late. It’s over, everything’s over now..., said Dean badly.
- No, I’m sure it’s not. If it is, why the angels send me? What I’m gonna do now?, asked Amanda with a near panic in the voice.
- I don’t know, just go back home.
Dean turns around, opens the door and enters the house. What he is supposed to do?
- I’m sorry.
- Wait!
Amanda was desperate, after so long looking after this son of a bitch; he can’t just leave her like that, without answers.
- I’m looking for you for almost two years; you can’t just leave me like that! I thought we could talk, and more than that, said Amanda with conviction.
He looks at her, a hesitant and full of doubts look. But he has so many questions himself! Who this girl his really are? He doesn’t heard about angels for a while now, she can’t just appears and speaks about them like that. After Castiel healed him and Bobby, he disappeared and Dean has no news since. And how is she supposed to be helpful? For his mission with Michael and Lucifer? If it is, she’s really late, like months late. He came in this spot to be in peace, just to live. She can’t just come here and take him away in his old life.
I’m good here, I got a job, a women and a kid to take care, a normal life, thinks Dean. I can't change Lisa and Ben’s life just like that. But…
- At the dinner on the corner of the street this afternoon. We could talk.”
She nods. Dean shuts the door and Amanda leaves the porch.
***
After everything I gave, everything I endured, everything I lost…
After a slight sigh, he returns home to prepare Ben for his base-ball game.
***
Toc, toc, toc.
Amanda knocks on the door. She saw him take the newspaper few minutes ago. She decided to wait a little bit before meeting, maybe it’s really him. I hope it’s really him. The door opens, that was Lisa.
- “Hi, I’m looking for uh… Dean Winchester?, said Amanda doubtful.
Dean comes up behind Lisa and seems hesitant.
- Yeah?”
Amanda seems surprised and relieved. She can’t believe she actually found him, after all this time.
- “It’s you? You are really Dean Winchester? I finally find you!, said Amanda.
- Uh yeah, it’s me. What do you mean, you find me?
- I had to find you, answers Amanda very seriously; I’m looking for you for more than a year now. They send me.
- Who send you?
She looks at him like if it was really obvious.
- The angels send me.”
Lisa, who had remained there, was very surprised and mostly confused.
- “Dean, what she means with… angels?, she said very confused.
- Lisa could you… could you excuse us a moment.” said Dean, suspicious.
Lisa seems worried and nods quietly, she returns in the house. Dean goes out and shuts the door behind him.
- “Who are you? And why are you talking about angels?, said Dean with authority.
- Oh, yeah I’m sorry. My name’s Amanda, I met an angel there’s two years ago now. He told me I had to find Dean Winchester and help him on his mission. Of course, I found it strange ‘cause I never heard about you... And I don’t know why, but I knew that was important. So, I started looking for you and here I am.
- And you have to help me for what? And how?
- I… I don’t know. I hoped that you'll tell me…
- Any angel told you anything?
- I guess you know than angels are not pretty good at conversation.”
He agrees with her. He knows angels very well, and when they don’t want to talk, they don’t talk. How many times he asked something to Castiel and this bastard just went away.
- “I’m not sure what's the mission you’re talking about, but you’re too late. It’s over, everything’s over now..., said Dean badly.
- No, I’m sure it’s not. If it is, why the angels send me? What I’m gonna do now?, asked Amanda with a near panic in the voice.
- I don’t know, just go back home.
Dean turns around, opens the door and enters the house. What he is supposed to do?
- I’m sorry.
- Wait!
Amanda was desperate, after so long looking after this son of a bitch; he can’t just leave her like that, without answers.
- I’m looking for you for almost two years; you can’t just leave me like that! I thought we could talk, and more than that, said Amanda with conviction.
He looks at her, a hesitant and full of doubts look. But he has so many questions himself! Who this girl his really are? He doesn’t heard about angels for a while now, she can’t just appears and speaks about them like that. After Castiel healed him and Bobby, he disappeared and Dean has no news since. And how is she supposed to be helpful? For his mission with Michael and Lucifer? If it is, she’s really late, like months late. He came in this spot to be in peace, just to live. She can’t just come here and take him away in his old life.
I’m good here, I got a job, a women and a kid to take care, a normal life, thinks Dean. I can't change Lisa and Ben’s life just like that. But…
- At the dinner on the corner of the street this afternoon. We could talk.”
She nods. Dean shuts the door and Amanda leaves the porch.
***