Sha (Typhonic Beast/Set Animal) and the Was (topped with the Sha)

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ok, so sinse i don't have all of them up on the list on the rp forum on the Ghost Rider RP spot i figure a list in in order. this list is growing as new animals show up needing help. this is my list as of now. this doesn't include the many fish and bugs i also have. (beings as i have a whole room made into an aquarium and another whole room for bugs i didn't feel like figuring names 4 all of them as well)

Cats:
Nefrew~means beauty. she's a silver Egyptian mau with a small chain collar that has the Eye of Osiris on it.
Abi~means To Desire. a bronze Egyptian Mau with a small chain that has the Eye...

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men's brains vs. women's brains

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I Am.../If In Life

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i am lonely and sad...
i wonder how no one notices or sees the tears
i hear open mouths and...
i see open hands
i want to help them, but can't because
i am lonely and sad.

i pretend not to care but...
i feel the pain, whether you know it or not.
i've touched the flame, and...
i fear i have burned, but...
i cry...whether you care to notice or not.
i am lonely and sad

i understand you don't care about me...
i say i don't care about what you say but...
i dream of the day the line is true.
i try to make you understand and
i hope you will but...until then...
i am lonely and sad

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what if I...

Short Poems

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~The Gun~
we all have one...
if it slips, you're done.
some carry it deep within.
for some, it's just beneath the skin.
we all own one,
let it slip, you're done.
sound like fun?
then just shun...
everyone.
you'll see the result...
it's always the same.
it will always end...
with a bang!

~Truth~
before the lie seeps in,
truth is soon at it's fin.
the lies bury the truth deep.
and the truth...doesn't always seep...

~When You Left~
the day was long and dreary
you have left me weary
my eyes are often teary
so let me say one last thing...
i take back everything I've said

~Nightmare~
my dream
fear that i fight
a nightmare

~Love...

I Believe/Final March/The Dead

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I believe in the power of love
the influence of music
the fact that words can't hurt you
the evil we all poses
the fact that some things won't stop, even if they should;
war, fighting, killing

but the fantasy that love always will come isn't true.

I believe in the strength of hate
I believe in the light at the end
I believe in a life after death
Memories, flowers, smiles

and I believe in the fact that no one can set you free...they can only help

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the headstone says
the fresh flowers bloom
the still and silence
lose and loneliness
words on my tongue
"another soldier is gone forever"

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nothingness
fear in the air
screams of lost souls, wings always beating
heat of the flames melting me
the hate and bitter loneliness
I'm in Hell

Kem's Story 2, when Meshrew laughs

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Have you ever wondered what it'd be like to have someone who looks exactly like you around you at all times? Unfortunately, I don't have to wonder. My name's Kem Senef, Black Blood in Egyptian. Some may say having a twin is like having 2 of the same person. I say it's more like taking one person and taring him in half. My twin is Meshrew Hesep, Evening Garden. Sounds angelic compared to my name, doesn't it? You have no idea...Our parents may as well have just been his, it would have saved me a lot of pain in the long run.
I HATE my brother because he was treated like...

Awake and Alive

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In Your Arms

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*ok, this is a song i wrote....i'm no pro at this so i hope it works....

Chorus:
i finally found a place where i belong...
in your arms
a place where it's ok to cry...(Male Verson: a place where i don't have to try)
in your arms
the place i feel at home...
in your arms

it's almost like this is the 1st
love i've ever had....
my last love ended in pain...
a million tears have past by...
these blue eyes have seen so much,
but not 2 b noticed by them...
but with u it seems fine 2 cry...
i don't understand y but...

~Chorus~

you're the only one left...
that can heal this heart of mine.
the scars may never go away,
but...

Remember To Forget/Summer Is Gone/The Past Bites

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I remember
as much as i forget.
but no mater what i remember...
i never remember to forget you

i know you well enough to know...
you never loved me...
no matter what you said.
so now...
i must remember to forget...
you.

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summer is gone
you had to go back home.
so, now what do i do?
you left me here all alone...
so now i watch,
so now i wait,
as my heart aches,
as my heart breaks.

will i be able...
to wait?
or was this all...
just fake?

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i'd like to forget
what i've been through.
and what my life's been like.
i'd like to see a light at the end of the tunnel...
but every time i forget...
the past jumps back in front of me.

Nightmare

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The Only Exception

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This is The Call

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Julian and/or Erlking

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Time 2 Go

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(Chorus)
i loved u so
but it was time 2 go
u spoke my name
i never came
'cos it was time 2 go
so i showed no pain
even though it hurts again...

is it possible 4 u...
2 c the love i'm hidin'?
is it possible u know....
all the pain i keep...
bottled up inside?
can u even c...
all the love inside of me?
i've tried but i can't leave....because...

(Chorus)

u never so much...
as looked at me b4
so how can i believe...
u actually care about me?
but this pain, it just won't end.
you're never truly gone.
i feel u beside me every step i take
trying 2 call me back.
but long ago...

(Chorus)

oh, i cried and cried and cried 4 u but...

From The Inside

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me and/or Blackheart

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Look Through My Eyes/Life/What's Life

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found strength inside,
even though i cried.
not overcome with pride,
it'll eat me from inside.
can't say i haven't tried,
can't say i haven't lied.

my life is like crud...
but u wouldn't know it...
just looking into my eyes.

so...why don't you try
to take a look
through my eyes

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Life.
What's Life?
Faith, Love, Hate, Hope, Lust, Trust, Truth, Lies, Pain, Pride, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Loneliness, Try, Strength, Hard, Hate, Grief, Longing, Peace, War, Sports, Friends, Family, Ememys, Fun, Brave, Goin' on, Anger, Revenge, Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place, Not everybody...

The Day I Was Imprisoned...

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There was a time when I was locked away...in a sepulchre in the forest....by now you should all be familiar with the Halloween parties a throw every year...the masquerades I host with the small stone building as the entrance 2 to ever changing, always scary themes. That small stone building....was my own grave sight...which I modified to be such an entrance 2 an underground massive ball room. Turn my sorrow in2 something grand...that's why I did it. There was another reason, 2, though....I kept it there as a constant reminder that no matter how human I may feel...or act or look...I'm still...