Ok guys...Here I go...
Im quite sad now and very tired so I don't think I'll make this chapter with a happy-ending,sorry guys:(
but sometimes the sad endings are the ones e can't forget;)
Ohh and lots of thanks to the fans who rated my article on the first chapters,...
that's how I got my medal aww thanks guys you are the best^.^
In this chapter Vanessa is waiting,only her thinking and more about herself in this chapter
~Enjoy:)~
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~Chapter 9~
-"A Whole new situation"
~Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same~
Agony,Pain,Worry they were the emotions that took control on me as I stood near my mum on the side.
I never really got along with mum,we weren't the 'happy family' and stuff.
She rather shouted at me everytime because she though I was [i] disobedient to her.
I always hated that word 'disobedient' It sounded to me as it ment like she was the Queen and I was her servent.
I always had that problem,and than when I'd told her that, she'd tell me that I was talking like a 5'yr. old.
And neither I was the type of girl who stood quiet on the table savouring the meal,staying quietly at the corner when someone was talking about someone else.
No,I stood up for everything.
I wasn't shy in those situations though when it came to guys It's hard to act like the girl you act in front of people who know you from before.
~~Or atleast,I was that type.
I looked at the clock,as my normal habit of looking at clocks.
my leg shaking without managing to control,which I counted in as my bad habit.
I looked at my leg and remembered something interesting.
Taylor's 'bad habit' was that he couldn't control his shaking of the leg right?
I smiled as I was weirdly happy to have things in common with the guy I loved yet,impossible to have.
I shook my head,It wasn't the right moment to think about him,yet with all that problems It seemed I simply couldn't get him out of my head...
-"Vanessa?,you're here?"
my eyes went big and as usual I started panicking uselessly looking like an idiot.
-"Yeah...why wouldn't I be?"
I tried to make a simple tease,because my mum's question was really stupid,
It seemed I knew now from who I got the talent to ask stupid,evident question.
-"The Doctor's coming soon,you should probably rest now"I said sounding more like my mum.
My mum nodded absently.
I went back to my sit waiting.
one look at the window and my eyes closed...
Im quite sad now and very tired so I don't think I'll make this chapter with a happy-ending,sorry guys:(
but sometimes the sad endings are the ones e can't forget;)
Ohh and lots of thanks to the fans who rated my article on the first chapters,...
that's how I got my medal aww thanks guys you are the best^.^
In this chapter Vanessa is waiting,only her thinking and more about herself in this chapter
~Enjoy:)~
.................................................
~Chapter 9~
-"A Whole new situation"
~Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same~
Agony,Pain,Worry they were the emotions that took control on me as I stood near my mum on the side.
I never really got along with mum,we weren't the 'happy family' and stuff.
She rather shouted at me everytime because she though I was [i] disobedient to her.
I always hated that word 'disobedient' It sounded to me as it ment like she was the Queen and I was her servent.
I always had that problem,and than when I'd told her that, she'd tell me that I was talking like a 5'yr. old.
And neither I was the type of girl who stood quiet on the table savouring the meal,staying quietly at the corner when someone was talking about someone else.
No,I stood up for everything.
I wasn't shy in those situations though when it came to guys It's hard to act like the girl you act in front of people who know you from before.
~~Or atleast,I was that type.
I looked at the clock,as my normal habit of looking at clocks.
my leg shaking without managing to control,which I counted in as my bad habit.
I looked at my leg and remembered something interesting.
Taylor's 'bad habit' was that he couldn't control his shaking of the leg right?
I smiled as I was weirdly happy to have things in common with the guy I loved yet,impossible to have.
I shook my head,It wasn't the right moment to think about him,yet with all that problems It seemed I simply couldn't get him out of my head...
-"Vanessa?,you're here?"
my eyes went big and as usual I started panicking uselessly looking like an idiot.
-"Yeah...why wouldn't I be?"
I tried to make a simple tease,because my mum's question was really stupid,
It seemed I knew now from who I got the talent to ask stupid,evident question.
-"The Doctor's coming soon,you should probably rest now"I said sounding more like my mum.
My mum nodded absently.
I went back to my sit waiting.
one look at the window and my eyes closed...