I was digesting some thoughts on the road tonight, as I normally do, and came up with some ideas about the evolution of my own tolerance. I used to be very passionate and expressive when I began my journey online, into the wilderness we call fandom.
I used to have arguments, and find some people very abrasive. But I came to a point in reflection, as my birthday slowly races up on me, that it is time to grow. Time where one can see certain issues, or over zealous people as a mere gnat in the face, to be shooed.
I cannot blatantly say that I won't lose my cool. On the most blatant ways to get me to respond. Mostly consisting of certain individuals hating on innocence for no reason, or my friends. It is just in my nature to charge to the rescue.
I cannot say I won't let things get to me, but it is those times we must find other ways to deal with daily struggles. I have finally come to the point in my life where I can see all sides of the issue. Understand that everyone is different, and loves differently. That indeed not everything is as black and white as I once thought.
So what can I gain from these pearls of thought? Just to honor each other, even if our course is different, if our ships go opposite ways... because that is life. It may not be all it is cracked up to be, but at least it is ours to hold.
So next time someone tries to get under your skin, just think of this tolerance, I never thought I would come to the day...but then again I lived with a demon for 12 years...it makes you pretty tolerant of most things.
I used to have arguments, and find some people very abrasive. But I came to a point in reflection, as my birthday slowly races up on me, that it is time to grow. Time where one can see certain issues, or over zealous people as a mere gnat in the face, to be shooed.
I cannot blatantly say that I won't lose my cool. On the most blatant ways to get me to respond. Mostly consisting of certain individuals hating on innocence for no reason, or my friends. It is just in my nature to charge to the rescue.
I cannot say I won't let things get to me, but it is those times we must find other ways to deal with daily struggles. I have finally come to the point in my life where I can see all sides of the issue. Understand that everyone is different, and loves differently. That indeed not everything is as black and white as I once thought.
So what can I gain from these pearls of thought? Just to honor each other, even if our course is different, if our ships go opposite ways... because that is life. It may not be all it is cracked up to be, but at least it is ours to hold.
So next time someone tries to get under your skin, just think of this tolerance, I never thought I would come to the day...but then again I lived with a demon for 12 years...it makes you pretty tolerant of most things.
Hey everyone! THis spot sounds really great and i just wanted to say message me and get to know me! I love the idea of this spot it sounds great! So anyway ecxited to be here!
So If anyone wants to talk about brooke who is my favorite oth character or leyton or naley my two favorite couple i would be happy to talk to you about them. Or brulian for that matter im starting to really like them. So i wanna be an active member of this spot and i hope i will be. Can anyone tell me what team chuaren is though? lol im kind of confused on that front. sorry. So thank you so much for inviting me to this spot its gonna be great!!
much love,
othluver
So If anyone wants to talk about brooke who is my favorite oth character or leyton or naley my two favorite couple i would be happy to talk to you about them. Or brulian for that matter im starting to really like them. So i wanna be an active member of this spot and i hope i will be. Can anyone tell me what team chuaren is though? lol im kind of confused on that front. sorry. So thank you so much for inviting me to this spot its gonna be great!!
much love,
othluver