*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A KNIFE ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS BLEEDING FELT NOTHIN THOUGH AS I SIT ON THE FLOOR THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE THINKING ABOUT WHAT IM GOIN TO DO I SAID IM SRRY SIS AND IM SRRY NYTE AND SRRY SHADOW
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I TOOK A LOOK AT MY HAND AND LOOKED AT THE KNIFE I PUT THE KNIFE DOWN AND WALKED OVER TO THE TUB WERE I LAY DOWN IN AND DROWEND MY SOUL AND GIVE UP AS I TURN THE WATER ON ALL THE WAY AS THE BATHROOM FLOODS IM IN THE WATER WITH MY EYES CLOSED HEAD IS DEEP INTO THE WATER
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
I FELT SOMETHIN SO I OPENED MY EYES FROM UNDER THE WATER AND LOOKED UP AND SAW THIS MAN LOOKIN AT ME AS HE GRABBED ME AND PINNED ME TO THE BOTTOM OF THE TUB KILLING ME I BREATH FOR AIR BUT I HAD NO STRENGTH LEFT IN ME IT WAS GONE I WAS GONE AS I LAY THERE WITH NOTHING ON WITH BLOOD IN MY EYES WITH BLOOD ON MY ARMS WITH CUTS ON MY BACK IM IN THE TUB LAYING THERE UNNOTICED TILL MY FRIEND WALKS IN A SEES ME DEAD THERE WITH A DEATH NOTE THAT THE MAN WROTE SAYING SHE KILLED HERSLEF AT 9AM IN THE MORNING SHE HATED LIFE SO SHE GAVE UP NOW SHES IN HELL WITH THE DEVIL AND NOW SHE WILL WATCH EVERYONE BE HAPPY
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A KNIFE ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS BLEEDING FELT NOTHIN THOUGH AS I SIT ON THE FLOOR THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE THINKING ABOUT WHAT IM GOIN TO DO I SAID IM SRRY SIS AND IM SRRY NYTE AND SRRY SHADOW
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I TOOK A LOOK AT MY HAND AND LOOKED AT THE KNIFE I PUT THE KNIFE DOWN AND WALKED OVER TO THE TUB WERE I LAY DOWN IN AND DROWEND MY SOUL AND GIVE UP AS I TURN THE WATER ON ALL THE WAY AS THE BATHROOM FLOODS IM IN THE WATER WITH MY EYES CLOSED HEAD IS DEEP INTO THE WATER
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
I FELT SOMETHIN SO I OPENED MY EYES FROM UNDER THE WATER AND LOOKED UP AND SAW THIS MAN LOOKIN AT ME AS HE GRABBED ME AND PINNED ME TO THE BOTTOM OF THE TUB KILLING ME I BREATH FOR AIR BUT I HAD NO STRENGTH LEFT IN ME IT WAS GONE I WAS GONE AS I LAY THERE WITH NOTHING ON WITH BLOOD IN MY EYES WITH BLOOD ON MY ARMS WITH CUTS ON MY BACK IM IN THE TUB LAYING THERE UNNOTICED TILL MY FRIEND WALKS IN A SEES ME DEAD THERE WITH A DEATH NOTE THAT THE MAN WROTE SAYING SHE KILLED HERSLEF AT 9AM IN THE MORNING SHE HATED LIFE SO SHE GAVE UP NOW SHES IN HELL WITH THE DEVIL AND NOW SHE WILL WATCH EVERYONE BE HAPPY
Awake at night you focus,
On everyone who has hurt you,
Then write a list of targets,
Your violent lack of virtue.
Leave us alone!
You're on your own!
Go!
We are breathing,
While you're sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our hearts beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.
Here's to your perfect weapon,
Crack bones with blind aggression,
Like birds whose wings are broken,
You live without direction.
Leave us alone!
You're on your own!
We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.
GO!
GO!
GO!
GO!
And now you're on your own!
GO!
GO!
And leave us alone!
We are breathing,
While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
And leave us alone,
The liars cheating,
Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
And now you're on your own.
In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 or 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a shower the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even said "if you died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he said because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the table 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every day and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A KNIFE ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS BLEEDING FELT NOTHIN THOUGH AS I SIT ON THE FLOOR THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE THINKING ABOUT WHAT IM GOIN TO DO I SAID IM SRRY SIS AND IM SRRY NYTE AND SRRY SHADOW
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I TOOK A LOOK AT MY HAND AND LOOKED AT THE KNIFE I PUT THE KNIFE DOWN AND WALKED OVER TO THE TUB WERE I LAY DOWN IN AND DROWEND MY SOUL AND GIVE UP AS I TURN THE WATER ON ALL THE WAY AS THE BATHROOM FLOODS IM IN THE WATER WITH MY EYES CLOSED HEAD IS DEEP INTO THE WATER
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
I FELT SOMETHIN SO I OPENED MY EYES FROM UNDER THE WATER AND LOOKED UP AND SAW THIS MAN LOOKIN AT ME AS HE GRABBED ME AND PINNED ME TO THE BOTTOM OF THE TUB KILLING ME I BREATH FOR AIR BUT I HAD NO STRENGTH LEFT IN ME IT WAS GONE I WAS GONE AS I LAY THERE WITH NOTHING ON WITH BLOOD IN MY EYES WITH BLOOD ON MY ARMS WITH CUTS ON MY BACK IM IN THE TUB LAYING THERE UNNOTICED TILL MY FRIEND WALKS IN A SEES ME DEAD THERE WITH A DEATH NOTE THAT THE MAN WROTE SAYING SHE KILLED HERSLEF AT 9AM IN THE MORNING SHE HATED LIFE SO SHE GAVE UP NOW SHES IN HELL WITH THE DEVIL AND NOW SHE WILL WATCH EVERYONE BE HAPPY
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A KNIFE ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS BLEEDING FELT NOTHIN THOUGH AS I SIT ON THE FLOOR THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE THINKING ABOUT WHAT IM GOIN TO DO I SAID IM SRRY SIS AND IM SRRY NYTE AND SRRY SHADOW
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I TOOK A LOOK AT MY HAND AND LOOKED AT THE KNIFE I PUT THE KNIFE DOWN AND WALKED OVER TO THE TUB WERE I LAY DOWN IN AND DROWEND MY SOUL AND GIVE UP AS I TURN THE WATER ON ALL THE WAY AS THE BATHROOM FLOODS IM IN THE WATER WITH MY EYES CLOSED HEAD IS DEEP INTO THE WATER
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
I FELT SOMETHIN SO I OPENED MY EYES FROM UNDER THE WATER AND LOOKED UP AND SAW THIS MAN LOOKIN AT ME AS HE GRABBED ME AND PINNED ME TO THE BOTTOM OF THE TUB KILLING ME I BREATH FOR AIR BUT I HAD NO STRENGTH LEFT IN ME IT WAS GONE I WAS GONE AS I LAY THERE WITH NOTHING ON WITH BLOOD IN MY EYES WITH BLOOD ON MY ARMS WITH CUTS ON MY BACK IM IN THE TUB LAYING THERE UNNOTICED TILL MY FRIEND WALKS IN A SEES ME DEAD THERE WITH A DEATH NOTE THAT THE MAN WROTE SAYING SHE KILLED HERSLEF AT 9AM IN THE MORNING SHE HATED LIFE SO SHE GAVE UP NOW SHES IN HELL WITH THE DEVIL AND NOW SHE WILL WATCH EVERYONE BE HAPPY
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close
Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong
So,take my hand and walk with me,
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free
Where are you now...
Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light
So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah
I need you, to need me
Can't you see me,
How could you leave me
My heart is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want you here with me
To guide me, hold me, and love me now
Where are you now
Where are you nowSo take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free,