I walk out of a den questioning wether or not I even diserved to be alive right now. My white fur blowing in the wind as it picked up speed. All I could think about was wether or not I was even going to make it through another day without having something or someone attack me. I sit at the opening of the den and I look to my left, then quickly over to my right, Once I know the coast is clear I take my first step out

"I'm alright" I whisper to myself as I continue to walk. I haven't left my den in almost two days now and I was beginning to wonder when I would ever come back out. Apperiently now was that answer. I walk down to a small stream and look down into it. My white face and my golden brown eyes stared back up as me as I looked down at it. I regreted ever looking at myself now because of what all I have done throughout my life. I had a terrible childhood and I could never hold down a single pack, well until I found this pack. I splash the water "Go away!" I screamed at the reflection. I really wished I did not have to deal with myself. I have always wanted to be someone else....Anyone but myself. A few seconds later the reflection came back and the exact same way. Me just staring down. I sigh and turn away from the water, not wanting to see myself anymore. I walk down to a field to see if I could atleast get a hunt before I starved to death.

Once I see a few caribu I go for it. I hide in the brush and wait for it to look away and not notice. I creep up and snap a twig. It hears and runs away. "Damn it!" I growl under my breath. I was never good at this and never will be I thought to myself.