Sometimes I think I´m gonna drown
'cause everyone around's so hollow
And I´m alone
Sometimes I think I´m going down
But no one makes a sound, they follow
And I´m alone

Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah

Yeah, if I make it I'd be amazed
Just to find tomorrow
Yeah, one more day and I´d be amazed
Just to see it waiting
Yeah and if I make it I´m still alone
No more hope for better days
If I could change
Then I´d really be amazed

And when you know you can't relate
The one more shiny face your heart breaks
No one cares
And when you know you can´t go on
'cause everything is wrong your heart breaks
No one's there

I believe that reality's gone
Disillusion's real
I believe that morality's gone
And there's nothing to feel
If you take the sacred things
The things that we hold dear
Empty promise is all you'll find
So give me something
Something to believe in
I believe in a changing of the guard
Put our feet on the ground
See it happen in your own backyard
Everything breaks down
Do you accept what you are told
Without even thinking
Throw it all and make your own
And give me something
Something to believe in
Where they lead
You will follow
Well I guess that's just the way it goes
And if you look away
You'll be doing what they say
An if you look alive
You'll be singled out and tried
If you take home anything
Let it be your will to think
The more cynical you become
The better off you´ll be

Which president were you talking about? That is my favorite album. The one with Jennifer lost the war. My second favorite is ignition. Thank you, really like your old stuff. I actually bought Smash when it was first out. People laughed at me. Now you guys are still going & so am I. Those people have 15 year old kids & are planted firmly in church every Sunday.
I'm trying to get ahead on my guitar. I play it every day, quit drugs & the quitting drugs has helped immensely. It used to be fun to get high & play. Now, it's just fun to play & if I did get high, it wouldn't be fun knowing I was cheating myself.
Kitstik, is my brother Patrick. He plays percussion & so far we've hit two open mics. Our third might be Wednesday. After that I'm gonna try to book some shows. We thought it would be more hardcore to go to Snohomish county which is South rather than Whatcom Co. which is Bellingham. .

Hey you're a riddle,
I say as I move aside
(like I really need your advice).
But you won't leave it alone
Little men try but don't get a lot done.
Living in sin doesn't move me either way.
I get a feeling you're so vague.
Like I said before,
Little men come when anything goes.

When the rain comes I sit home and pray
Make it all numb - I wish it all away.
All I really need is just somewhere to hide away.

Kick him when he's down
Here alone I'll put up and fight.
Kick him when he's down
Beat me all the way I'll take it all night.
Kick him when he's down
Hey don't worry, I'll get along home alright.

Hey, everybody's supposed to be the same.
So how come they're so lame?
It's like taking a fall, keep on running back into that wall.
Awake in a dream, get up and go to work,
But I'm feeling like such a jerk.
Like I said before, little men come when everything goes

I've been told that to get what you want
You just gotta give what you can
But I know for what I want it don't come easy as that
They say, "Look out, boy
Tomorrow comes and things will look better by then
But I'll look out the window
Then look in the mirror at the same old me again

Still can't get it right
And for all I know
I swear I never will


Do you think you'd sell your soul
To just have one thing to turn out right?
For the thousandth time you turnand find
That it just makes no difference to try
Like Holden Caulfield, I tell myself
There's got to be a better way
Then I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling
Dream of brighter days

No way out
Same old stuff always drags me down
Now way out
Never gonna get it