Chapter 7: Everytime (Alucard's POV)
After I bit Becca, I felt so guilty because she never deserves to be a vampire like me I just didn't wanna lose her even in death I can't lose her but now she probably did hates me for making her into what I'am the species I hated for all my life, as she probably was avoiding me because each time I try so hard to talk to her she won't look at me like if she was afraid to talk to me one morning at work I walk to Becca who looks like she hasn't sleep since what happend "Becca..." I said trying not to cry "What do you want?" she asks angrliy "Please..I didn't want to lose you" I said to her feeling blood building up in my eyes she leaves without any answer to me....I feel so alone again and more bitter towards people...I lost her...one night I was sleeping then I had a dream of Van Helsing finally defeating me with Eddie "See you undead maggot! she'll never be yours vampire or not she will never love you!" Eddie says as he cuts my face with his claws and I was so weak from bleeding and he beats me up and then stabs my heart with his claws as I scream and woke up on my old throne in my old castle I breathe deep to get my breath and I seen blood on my fingers and my blood tear drops on the palm of my hand "It was...just a dream...I did lose her..." I told myself and then I burst out crying as each of my blood tears drops on the floor when Becca knocked my door I try to wipe the tears off of my face and opened the door "What is it?" I asked her "Alu...I wanted to say I'am sorry just I was scared of what I became not because of you....your own grandson Logan was worried to death about you he said you started drinking human blood again...like if you're a drug addict" she tells me trying not to cry as well "Becca...I have loved you than I ever loved any other woman in my life...you gave me hope and you gave me my sanity back...All I ever want is to show you my love for you and how thankful I'am for you saving my life" I told her sitting down wrapping my arms around my legs, "Alu...you said you never care if I'am a werewolf or a vampire or anything" she said to me "BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!" I yelled as I felt my heart just died in me "I...I can't live without you Becca! you are the reason why I'am doing this to myself because I can't go a day without loving you again!" I told her crying with blood tears coming down my cheeks "Rebecca Ann Irwin...I'am in madness because I'am in love with you!" I said crying to her as I drop to my knees "But I don't want to be a vampire" she told me slowly but then we felt angry and started fighting each other she pulled my hair and slamed my face at a wall and I try to restain her but she keeps slamming me down hard as she can then I grab her by her wrist and held her down because she's still a newborn vampire and isn't strong enough yet "Becca...don't do this to me I know you don't wanna hurt me like we already killing each other...I never feel this way with anyone but you!" I said crying Becca gets up and we both stare at each other "Becca....I love you...I madly love you Becca" I said trying to stop crying then Becca bursts into bloody tears and looks at me "Alucard I'am so sorry...I...I never meant to do this to you...I can't hurt anybody anymore" she said meaning she will kill herself "If you do die Becca I will go with you!" I yell to her with deep sadness in me as my heart keeps getting smaller "Oh my god Alucard I f***** love you!" Becca says crying then I started kissing her wildly and I put her back against my wall and had her legs wrapped around my waist and I sank my fangs in her neck and I kissed her again with blood in my mouth
After I bit Becca, I felt so guilty because she never deserves to be a vampire like me I just didn't wanna lose her even in death I can't lose her but now she probably did hates me for making her into what I'am the species I hated for all my life, as she probably was avoiding me because each time I try so hard to talk to her she won't look at me like if she was afraid to talk to me one morning at work I walk to Becca who looks like she hasn't sleep since what happend "Becca..." I said trying not to cry "What do you want?" she asks angrliy "Please..I didn't want to lose you" I said to her feeling blood building up in my eyes she leaves without any answer to me....I feel so alone again and more bitter towards people...I lost her...one night I was sleeping then I had a dream of Van Helsing finally defeating me with Eddie "See you undead maggot! she'll never be yours vampire or not she will never love you!" Eddie says as he cuts my face with his claws and I was so weak from bleeding and he beats me up and then stabs my heart with his claws as I scream and woke up on my old throne in my old castle I breathe deep to get my breath and I seen blood on my fingers and my blood tear drops on the palm of my hand "It was...just a dream...I did lose her..." I told myself and then I burst out crying as each of my blood tears drops on the floor when Becca knocked my door I try to wipe the tears off of my face and opened the door "What is it?" I asked her "Alu...I wanted to say I'am sorry just I was scared of what I became not because of you....your own grandson Logan was worried to death about you he said you started drinking human blood again...like if you're a drug addict" she tells me trying not to cry as well "Becca...I have loved you than I ever loved any other woman in my life...you gave me hope and you gave me my sanity back...All I ever want is to show you my love for you and how thankful I'am for you saving my life" I told her sitting down wrapping my arms around my legs, "Alu...you said you never care if I'am a werewolf or a vampire or anything" she said to me "BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!" I yelled as I felt my heart just died in me "I...I can't live without you Becca! you are the reason why I'am doing this to myself because I can't go a day without loving you again!" I told her crying with blood tears coming down my cheeks "Rebecca Ann Irwin...I'am in madness because I'am in love with you!" I said crying to her as I drop to my knees "But I don't want to be a vampire" she told me slowly but then we felt angry and started fighting each other she pulled my hair and slamed my face at a wall and I try to restain her but she keeps slamming me down hard as she can then I grab her by her wrist and held her down because she's still a newborn vampire and isn't strong enough yet "Becca...don't do this to me I know you don't wanna hurt me like we already killing each other...I never feel this way with anyone but you!" I said crying Becca gets up and we both stare at each other "Becca....I love you...I madly love you Becca" I said trying to stop crying then Becca bursts into bloody tears and looks at me "Alucard I'am so sorry...I...I never meant to do this to you...I can't hurt anybody anymore" she said meaning she will kill herself "If you do die Becca I will go with you!" I yell to her with deep sadness in me as my heart keeps getting smaller "Oh my god Alucard I f***** love you!" Becca says crying then I started kissing her wildly and I put her back against my wall and had her legs wrapped around my waist and I sank my fangs in her neck and I kissed her again with blood in my mouth