When I steped infront of the cullens house, i was breathless, it was so big! i smile a huge smile as the wind hit the trees, and the sun sparkled of my skin.

    Everything was amazing! an beautiful! the trees, bushes, just everything! but then, i sented humen blood, it was weak, but very strong, it was comming from in side the house. Then a little girl ran out side of the house, followed be a big tan man.

    I started shaking, then humen sent on her smelled delishes. but i had to rezist, and that onley made me sake more. As she got closer, i got weaker.

    The big man saw what i was befor the girl. he han fowared, sending a fawl tast into my mouth and nose. I looked up at the others.

'Is she gonna attact Jake?' Rose thought

'Bellas gonna kill her no dout' Emmett thought

'She better not touch Nessie' Alice thought,

    I looked at the girl ranning twards me, that must have been Nissie. I looked and finley saw, the tall man, who must have been jake, morfe into a wolf and tryed to jump me.

    I Jumped over him, sadley i landed by Nessie, I Head everyone scream. I looked at the girl, her eyes turned into fear when she saw me eyes. the sent off her blood was getting the better of me.

    my mouth lightley opened, taking in more of her sent, i head jake and everyone charge me. I turned and ran from them, right into the woods.

    I Felt my skin burn with shame, I just came hear, and already i was running from them, I ran faster then I ever did. Edward must have heard my thoughts cause he was already talking to me.

'What happened?' He hissed

'Nothing!' I Said mostley to my self

'Something did!' He said

'Edward,' I sighed 'Some vampiers have a harder time then others.'

'Just drink Animale Blood, you'll feel better!' He hissed

'I can't' i wailed to him, Then I blocked out his calls

    I Ran and Ran, untill i was sure, i had lost them. i slowed my pase and stoped by a tree, I leaded agest it, and slid to my knees. I stoped breathing, oddley that calmed me down.

    after 5 hours i started breathing again out of bordom, I gess i would have to leace this town soon, so I don't bother them. but something told me not to leave. i moned a painfull mone, there was nthing I could do.

    Then out of no where, a little bunny cought my eye, then bunny hope to my, and landed on my legs. i looked it up and down. I had eaten rabbits befor, when i was alive, but now, i just didn't feel like it.

    The bunny had a sour sent to me, making me want to kill it, rather then eat it. but pitty and guilt coulded my mind. Rose looked at me like i belonged to her, witch felt good to have someone look at me that way.

    i looked at the buuny one more time, then i sank my teeth into it, the foul tast bured my mouth and throut and the sent going up my noes just made it worse. i droped the rabbit out of complet discust.

    I felt difrent, my eyes where buring, my hands twitched, and half of my body burned for the frist time in years. the burning soon left, but the faul tast stayed. was this really what they wanted her to eat? there was no way! but the thought of a loving home, was to munch to pass up.

'Edward? i did what you said, i feel....' I surched for the right lie 'Purer.' i lied to them

'I told you, now come on home.' he thought

    I then blocked my thoughts from him, thinking onley to my self. i would have to buy contacks if i was goning to keep this lie, and tell them i like thoes discusting rabbits, and eat at lest 5 in front of them. and in good time, they'll never no i still fancey humen blood.