Im a werewolf. Im a freaking werewolf. Oh my god. I have to go and apoligise to the Cullens. Im so sorry for what i did to them. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking were-
You get the picture. These were just some of teh jumbled thoughts running though my head as I ran back to my house. I thanked my lucky stars that I had left my window open as I jumped into my room. I got changed and then sat down for a minute to think in private.
Okay, so Im a werewolf. What will Edward do if I tell him. Will i be able to see him again. What if Sam forbids it. I cant go against him. But I just forgave him for what he did. Surley he cant forbid me. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking-
I shook my head. Go to Jacobs house, I ordered my self. Sam told you to. They'll all be there, maybe they can help you make some sense of what happened.
I Immdiately felt better the minute I got into my truck and drove up the road to La Push.
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(Jacobs House)
I shut the engine off and walked slowly up to the door. I raised my hand, hesitated, then opened it and walked in. Whatever disscussion had been going on before immdialety stopped as all ten pairs of eyes in the room stared at me as I stopped where I was standing. Some eyes were cold, others warm and welcoming. I couldn't make sense of any of it.
"Bella," Sam greeted me. His expression was carefully blank, his voice controlled and showing no emotion.
"Sam," I said back, my voice betraying my fear. I decided to just ask straght out. There was no point pretending i didn't care. "What the fuck just happened?"
"I have no idea Bella. We're all just as confused as you are."
i sensed there was a but coming.
"But" Sam said.I was right "We just want you to stay away from the Cullens for a small while."
I stood there, npot realizing what her really had said. Then it sunk in and my legs buckled underneath me. I grabbed the table to hold me up.
"Obviously thats a no," someone muttered under their breath, followed by a "Ouch"
Jacob came over and helped me up, his eyes the same as Sams.
"Wsam.." I stuterred out. "sam, I can't do that."
His expression didn't change so I thought I'd continue on with anther pressing question. "Sam, what just happened? I mean, im not a Quiletue ro anything, and I can hardly call myself a Forks girl anymore, so.."
I trailed off. Sma stated emotionlessly, "Bella, I dont know either. The only thing that we can think of is that some of Jacobs werewolf stuff rubbed off on you. Anyway, you cant phase at all. Not until you can stay away from the Cullens. And you cant tell them about us."
I nodded. Not phasing would be hard. "Okay then, I guess Ill go then,"
Sam nodded, and I left for my ouse, feeling more than just a little confused.