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Angel's pov
New Years Eve
I walked around backstage. I was soppose to hang out with John tonight but icould,'t wait for Dolph and Aj's toast. i was bored i didn't have my title cause i lost to Eve the week before. I walked to my locker room. It was one of the rare accasions where i was wearing a dress. I looked in the mirror my hair was cut back to my shoulders and i was wearing a simple short black dress with high heels. I was pretty ticked at Eve after my match last week i called her hoeski. She went to hit me with the title but i ducked and she fell outta the ring. I walked back to the hallway to sit on one off the crates. I took out my ipod and started listening to "Not Afraid" by Eminem. I was sitting their just goofing around singing since i didn't see anyone. I eddited out the cuss wrds in case somehow they were filming this. After that I started listening to Hinder. Vickie walke dup to me. "Are you drunk." She said looking at me. "NO! everyone knows im straight edge always have been always will be." I was shocked that she wouldask that. "It's just noone ever hears you sing or wear a dress so. Anyway why dont you go out their and sing." I was suprised."Ok i guess." I walked out to the stage. My entrance track was "Country girl shake it for me" by luke bryan. "I'm gonna sing "Save Me" by Hinder." I cleared my throat. I heard the fammilier cords start to play.It's New Years so if i look stupid so what. I thought.
"If you ain't got no wings
And if you ain't the king
And you can't make it rain
Hell no, You can't heal my pain
If you ain't got no chains
And if you ain't got a cage
And you can't calm the rage
You ain't changing anything
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you can't part the sea
And you can't pardon me
If you don't like what you see
You don't know how to save my soul
Cause I've been in the trenches
Fightin' off the devils wenches
I've had all the scars an stitches
To make you see, Make you see
Get the f away from me!
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you take a look at my life, You'll see in my eyes
A whole world full of hurt, Addiction lies
I've been through it before but somehow I survived
Now I'm flirtin' with death but never been more alive
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me!"
I heard a bunch of cheers. "You want another song?" I said. "yes!" I laughed "Ok one more this is "Shoulda" by Hinder. Am i thinking bout a guy right now? Mabye. Mabye not." I smiled i loved my job.
"Before I hung up the phone all I could hear
Was the dial tone ring in my ear
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
Now that you're gone I'm wasting away
The life has been siphoned right out of my veins
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
When you said those three words
I kinda freaked out
When you said them first my jaw hit the ground
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
And this can't be saved
And this can't be saved
If you can't be found
If you can't be found
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you"
I looked up. All my old feeling came back to me like they did eveytime i heard that song. "In case your wondering yeah i was thinking bout someone. If i wouldve said those three words. Right now would be completly different." I sighed and walked backstage. I sat down on one of the crates and just listened to Hinder for the next hour. I sat their singing "Nothin good about goodbye: when John walked up. "Hey, are you ok?" He said. I always loved how he was concened about me. "Yeah why wouldnt I?" I said trying to fake a smile. I dont think he bought it since he sat down beside me. "Look I know how you felt about him and.." I cut him off. "I wasn't thinking about Zack I was thinking about soemone else." I said. "Oh." "I'm sick of everyone thinking that i'm always thinking about him. I'm over it. I've been over it." I said. It was the truth. I stood up. "Thanks for being their for me John." I said as I walked back to my locker room.
Angel's pov
New Years Eve
I walked around backstage. I was soppose to hang out with John tonight but icould,'t wait for Dolph and Aj's toast. i was bored i didn't have my title cause i lost to Eve the week before. I walked to my locker room. It was one of the rare accasions where i was wearing a dress. I looked in the mirror my hair was cut back to my shoulders and i was wearing a simple short black dress with high heels. I was pretty ticked at Eve after my match last week i called her hoeski. She went to hit me with the title but i ducked and she fell outta the ring. I walked back to the hallway to sit on one off the crates. I took out my ipod and started listening to "Not Afraid" by Eminem. I was sitting their just goofing around singing since i didn't see anyone. I eddited out the cuss wrds in case somehow they were filming this. After that I started listening to Hinder. Vickie walke dup to me. "Are you drunk." She said looking at me. "NO! everyone knows im straight edge always have been always will be." I was shocked that she wouldask that. "It's just noone ever hears you sing or wear a dress so. Anyway why dont you go out their and sing." I was suprised."Ok i guess." I walked out to the stage. My entrance track was "Country girl shake it for me" by luke bryan. "I'm gonna sing "Save Me" by Hinder." I cleared my throat. I heard the fammilier cords start to play.It's New Years so if i look stupid so what. I thought.
"If you ain't got no wings
And if you ain't the king
And you can't make it rain
Hell no, You can't heal my pain
If you ain't got no chains
And if you ain't got a cage
And you can't calm the rage
You ain't changing anything
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you can't part the sea
And you can't pardon me
If you don't like what you see
You don't know how to save my soul
Cause I've been in the trenches
Fightin' off the devils wenches
I've had all the scars an stitches
To make you see, Make you see
Get the f away from me!
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you take a look at my life, You'll see in my eyes
A whole world full of hurt, Addiction lies
I've been through it before but somehow I survived
Now I'm flirtin' with death but never been more alive
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me!"
I heard a bunch of cheers. "You want another song?" I said. "yes!" I laughed "Ok one more this is "Shoulda" by Hinder. Am i thinking bout a guy right now? Mabye. Mabye not." I smiled i loved my job.
"Before I hung up the phone all I could hear
Was the dial tone ring in my ear
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
Now that you're gone I'm wasting away
The life has been siphoned right out of my veins
If I could go back in time
I'd say those three words
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
When you said those three words
I kinda freaked out
When you said them first my jaw hit the ground
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
And this can't be saved if you can't be found
You hung up and left me for dead on the ground
You didn't even say goodbye
And this can't be saved
And this can't be saved
If you can't be found
If you can't be found
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you
I shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you"
I looked up. All my old feeling came back to me like they did eveytime i heard that song. "In case your wondering yeah i was thinking bout someone. If i wouldve said those three words. Right now would be completly different." I sighed and walked backstage. I sat down on one of the crates and just listened to Hinder for the next hour. I sat their singing "Nothin good about goodbye: when John walked up. "Hey, are you ok?" He said. I always loved how he was concened about me. "Yeah why wouldnt I?" I said trying to fake a smile. I dont think he bought it since he sat down beside me. "Look I know how you felt about him and.." I cut him off. "I wasn't thinking about Zack I was thinking about soemone else." I said. "Oh." "I'm sick of everyone thinking that i'm always thinking about him. I'm over it. I've been over it." I said. It was the truth. I stood up. "Thanks for being their for me John." I said as I walked back to my locker room.
