Why am I like this?
Such a burden to everyone that I know and love.
Why do I act this way?
Why do I think this way?

Am I normal?
I cry and cry,
Can't stop this feeling.
Why am I like this?
Why can't I be... Normal?

I look at others and see them smile,
knowing I haven't done that in a while.
I close my eyes and I want it to go,
But it won't.

I love him,
I love her.
They tear at my heart and make me bleed.
My inner war is driving me mad.

Screams are heard inside my head.
From a man who wants me dead.
He tells me things I don't want to hear.
But I still hold him close and very dear.

I`m afraid of rumors,
Religious in white.
bigots with guns,
and of my self...

I don't want to be told that I`m wrong...
Nore that I`m right.
I don't know what to be told.
All that I know is that I`m here.

Wounds cover my flesh,
Blackness consumes my soul.
My brain is crying for help.
And my voice can no longer be heard.

Am I wrong to feel this way?
That I want to die?
That I may play for both teams?
Or just one?
That myself is driving me mad?

Do I need to say anymore?
Have you heard enough?
I thought I knew my self...
But I didn't.

I don't know how to be want I am,
nore what I want to be.
So I`ll be who I was....
And Bleed, Bleed, Bleed.

I cry and cry,
Can't stop this feeling.
Why am I like this?
Why can't I be... Normal?