Your Original Music Article: I've Lost Me

posted by Youmadearebel

I've Lost Me

The truth is I'll always be second best,
There's someone more important than the rest,
They tell me they love me but I confess,
I don't let them inside of my dark sadness,
So I just smile like I always do,
You think you know me but you never knew,
I'd do anything to be next to you,
You leave me behind and it is true,

Everybody has somebody whilst I'm lonely,
They're all moving ahead at one hundred miles an hour,
Everybody has somebody whilst I'm crying,
They tell me it'll get better but I know they're lying,
What do they know?
They don't really know me,
What do they see?
'Cause I think I've lost me,

I'm optimistic then pessimistic,
I know no one can handle me,
It's sad that they think I'm egotistic,
When I can't trust anybody,
Sometimes I wonder about the future,
Can't help it if it looks gloomy,
I argue and never admit defeat,
I hate myself so much it hurts,
I think this pain I'm feeling is the worst,

I'd love to believe life is sunshine and daisies,
So to hide the pain I act like I'm crazy,
No one misses me 'cause I'm easy to replace,
Everyone knows that my heart is easy to take,
I don't know where I am going with my life,
I wanna find a cure to the emptiness inside,

Happier And Easier

posted by Youmadearebel

Happier And Easier

Better not to trust someone with your whole heart,
Then you won't cry when it all falls apart,
I'll ignore the feelings I'm getting from you,
Afraid of falling in love because it's new,

I'm a bit of a mess,
I'm not dangerous, I'm complicated,
It's not attractive to test,
Everyone you meet incase they're fake,

If you could change my ways,
I'd live the rest of my days,
Happier and easier,
I'm stupid to believe,
In love that can't decieve
Happier and easier,
Happier and easier,

How can you love someone who so hates themself?
My life is wanting to be someone else,
Can I ever be loved unconditionally?...

Dancing

posted by Youmadearebel

Dancing
Dancing, dancing, yeah,
Dancing, dancing, yeah,

Go hard, party, let's paint the town a new colour,
We're so hypnotic, acting like everyone else, we're full of,
New tricks, a dress, who cares if we're better than the rest?
We want a good time in this brand new shining moonlight,

Oh-oh-oh-oh,
I can't walk in these heels,
Oh-oh-oh-oh
This doesn't feel too real,
Let go of all the stress,
Oh-oh-oh-oh,
Let's put our hours to the test,

Maybe I just wanna go out dancing,
Maybe I just wanna lose my mind,
I can't even remember the last time,
I went out at night so alive,
Maybe I just wanna go out dancing,
Maybe...

Repetition

posted by Youmadearebel

Repetition

Strong until the end,
Living under a disillusion,
I don't think I'll pretend,
I thought this was made to last forever,
And when your whole heart was included I swear we could've made, made it all,
Waiting in the dark,
Someone took over this heaven,
Knew it from the start,
You'd go and change something just right and,
How many people are left like this? I swear we could've stopped, stopped a fall,

We all loved you and thought you were great,
But you reciprocated with your hate,
And your ideas that were not ambitious,
They were made to blow and too vicious,

Repetition all over again,
Repetition until...

Slight Drop

posted by Youmadearebel

Slight Drop

It's a good kinda bad after everything I've had,
An escape, too late, it's bigger than a habit,
It started from first sight after everything to lose,
Then came you, too cruel, shouldn't need you but I have to,

'Cause you take me somewhere that I have never been,
I think it's called a beautiful scene,
Then your hands are in my hair and it feels so right,
With your lips on mine, a lost cause without a fight,

You hit me like a hail storm baby,
You walk off and leave hanging,
You can do what you like because you got me,
I can't leave, I'm in your hands on a tightrope,
And there's a slight drop,...

The Skyline Of San Francisco

posted by Youmadearebel

The Skyline of San Francisco

Seven months ago I swore I'd never fall in love again,
I said I'm sick of diamonds that look dazzling but are too rough,
Following hearts are romantic but this is what my head sent,
I'm not going to fall for for magic tricks, I'm gonna be tough,

We kissed on the skyline of San Francisco,
You took me to places that I would never go,
Who thought a six course meal could be alright?
He actually wanted to know about me tonight,

Now three months on I can't think of anything except you,
You said it's cool that I write songs and admit when I am wrong,
The same old curves are telling...

Heartstrings

posted by Youmadearebel

Heartstrings

Going down a lonely street,
Brown eyes burning in my mind,
In one day you now know me,
The missing piece you can find,
I'm not gonna let this go,
Not without a worthy fight,
A daydream is what you chose,
But it's real, only in sight,

I could do something crazy tonight,
Anything could happen,
I could do something crazy tonight,
I could tell you I miss you,

When you play my heartstrings,
I wear this smile like a wedding ring,
Magic tricks up your sleeve,
You make me see when I can't believe,
When you play my heartstrings,

When will I see you again?
I'm awake until midnight,
One sudden bright spark and...

Look At Me Now

posted by Youmadearebel

Look At Me Now

I remember when you were my world,
Everything you did was right and there were no disruptions in sight,
I recall now walking on pavements,
Like it was taking us somewhere but all it took me to lies,

Funny how we don't see things before,
But one too many walks outside the law,
Takes you back, takes you back, takes you back,

You told me I'd never be anything,
You told me I'd fail at everything,
Look at me now,
The truth is that you think I need you now,
You're so dense, you won't guess what I found,
Look at me now,
I'm standing out from the crowd, no longer waiting for you to come around,

I was...

Left Your Mark

posted by Youmadearebel

Left Your Mark

It's killing me that you're out there somewhere without us,
You could be two miles away or two hundred in love,
Falling in love is precious but I want to take it back,
The most beautiful things are the most decieving infact,

Wipe my life away, wipe your life away,
We won't get it back today or yesterday,
You're not next to me, I'm not close to you,
After all we've been through,
In the book I read, they mentioned your name,
And inside my head, I can't escape too late,
The blink of an eye made our hearts go blind,
You left your mark on me from the start,

I'm as cold as a distant moon as the...

Nothing To Scream And Cry About

posted by Youmadearebel

She's everything I want to be,
She's got the voice, the boy, she's popular,
She's got it all, all that I need,
She's got best friends, money and family,

She's got lovely hair, everyone cares, there's someone there to look,

Out for her in the rain,
Out for her through her pain,
She's got nothing to worry about,
She's got nothing to scream and cry about,

Everyone stares when she walks out,
She knows everyone in this large town,
She's always laughing, never cries,
She's interesting, never has to lie,

She's so fashion forward, a superstar, there's someone there to look,

If she's so good as they say,
Why does she feel the need to say horrible words?

Masterpiece

posted by Youmadearebel

Masterpiece

Daylight is my enemy and night time is my ally,
Helping me to escape even though the comfort's a lie,
Everything I do carries its own hard consequences,
Maybe I'm not made for this world, I'm always just too tense,

Counting down the hours 'til sweet, sweet, sleep,
It gets to a point where the hill is too steep,
My proud pessmism keeps me sane,
The sooner you realise the better, that life is a game,

Life isn't a masterpiece,
It's hell, not a dream,
Don't tell me to just smile,
Or it's just one mile,
I'm not sorry to burst your bubble,
Save me the trouble,
Tell me it won't get brighter 'cause I'm...

One Day You'll Learn

posted by Youmadearebel

One Day You'll Learn

Here you are telling me it's over,
You hate me and you're not coming back,
'Cause we're not moving any closer,
You're tired, you can't put up with that,

Everything is my fault,
I single handedly caused global warming,
Everything I've been taught,
Is wrong but the next day it's me you're calling,

You're sorry and didn't mean it,
Did you know that pigs can fly?
You are apologetic but didn't seem it,
I'm sick of hoping it'll be,
Better the next time we try
To get along, you're pathetic 'cause you don't get it,
You can't treat people like dirt and one day you'll learn,
One day you'll learn,...

It Wasn't Real

posted by Youmadearebel

It Wasn't Real

When it ended it wasn't depression,
It was you telling me 'it's over',
It wasn't a dramatic situation,
It was me leaving you in October,
How can I be in love with someone,
Who knew way too much about me,
You knew I'd hand my heart over, come undone,
It wasn't frosty, it was easy to see,

At the peak of a fall,
Crashing down at all,
Was out of the question,
I was too numb to breathe,
Inside the memories,
Moments I could leave,
Funny thing is I'd still,
Take you back even though it wasn't real,

If I painted a perfect vision,
I'd draw someone exactly like you,
You're a wild child trapped in a prison,...

Your Past Is Your Past

posted by Youmadearebel

Your Past Is Your Past

With you, I'm invincible,
With you, I could carry the world,
The right is untouchable,
But the wrong's hidden in the pearl,
You gave the very first day,
Outside the plaza in town,
You spelt my name wrong they'd say,
That's a sign but I don't care now,
In a state of apprehension,
I didn't know I was missing,
With an air of unpredictable tension,
It was you I was kissing,

The city's very own gets-around-a-lot-boy,
With a habbit of treating girls like toys,
Rip their hearts out and sow it back together,
But your past is your past and rumours are rumours,
Your reputation is as broken as a...

Option Two

posted by Youmadearebel

Option Two

You pick up your guitar and I'll pick up mine,
Let's write a song, who cares if it doesn't rhyme?
I've been running so long, nowhere to belong,
Then you entered stage right, leading man tonight,

Move my fringe out my eyes,
Find a restaurant to dine,
The way you look is out,
Of this world like I'm a perfect girl,

But I'm not,
I'm a detective and I don't like anything without logic,
oh oh
I forgot,
Love in the movies isn't what we see, it's easy to dodge it,
yeah,
You can run away and believe it'll break into a thousand shattered pieces,
oh
You can stay right here and risk losing yourself in a matter...

That Love Isn't There

posted by Youmadearebel

That Love Isn't There

Oh there you go again, raising my lowered hopes, letting me down but you know,
I'll always be here for you, no matter what you do, you can push me around so,

Keep on keeping me at the edge,
Wondering when you're gonna ring next,
Everyone of us has had hard times,
But somehow we all manage to find,

A reason to call,
Let us know how you're doing,
I will break your fall,
The promises you're chewing,
I shouldn't believe
Any word that you're saying
We were once a team,
Before these games you're playing,

You're supposed to love me unconditionally,
You're supposed to care,
But that love isn't...

Pretty Crazy

posted by Youmadearebel

Pretty Crazy

G Cadd9 D Cadd9 em

Did you know I'm pretty crazy?
Half the time
I don't even know what I'm trying to find
I got my hands in my pockets, no money in my purse,
I don't know if I deserve this,
But I suppose it could be worse,
I like Ben and Jerry's and I tape day time telly
'Cause I can't miss a thing, it's these little things,
I'm not after a yacht or a house that is posh,
Just someone that'll make things a little better,
Could it be you?

There's no point telling me what to do,
I won't listen,
But I speak sarcasm and so do you,
I'm in this prison,
Where I open my mouth and it makes things worse and...

That One Time

posted by Youmadearebel

Capo 4
G Em C D
I'm not a ragdoll you can't pull my hair out or scribble all over me with a black felt tip,
I was so stupid, I thought my heart was fair and that next to me you'd always fit perfectly,
But,

I miss you like we'd miss the stars without the moon,
I need you like the sea and sand fit perfectly,
But you messed it up,
Stressed out so much,
Did I screw it up 'cause I knew enough to know you lied 'bout that night,
Was it worth it?
That one time,
Yeah

That one time,

They say I'm so strong, they don't know, inside I'm breaking, you're my first thought when waking,
I look at all your clothes you haven't...

Stay Always

posted by Youmadearebel

We're a million miles away,
And only yesterday you were fine,
You see that was my mistake,
You play the game and get the snakes,
You've had a thousand lifetimes of,
Bad luck and heartbreaks, don't give up,
Without you by my side I feel,
Meaningless in a dream, not real,

But eight lifetimes of unhappiness is bad enough for those eight people,
Tell me I feel too much but I've had my fair share of good luck, is it too late for you,

I should've told you sooner than today,
That you mean so much more than I could ever say,
And if you called me up and you asked me to stay,
I would stay,
Always,
I could've told you...

Your Saviour

posted by Youmadearebel

Your Saviour
G
You got me all tangled up,
Cadd9
Threw the towel in when you'd had enough,
Em
Thought you'd fight for this
Love
D

G
You had other places to see
When you really Cadd9 should've been with me Em
I had to set you free D

Em
I say I don't care as I
G
Approach nowhere
Cadd9
So don't tell me I was
D
Wrong to lose you
, You were
Cadd9
Wrong to lose me
D
You had something true

G
But I can not be your C saviour, no
Em
God doesn't hand out favours D
G
Your feet were never Cadd9 on the ground
Em
You were high in ecstasy
D

Dadd D G
And you never thought of me

G
You made me question myself
I wanted to be someone else
I couldn't...

Heaven Living In Hell

posted by avrilsmylife

Tell me what you think

Heaven living In Hell

Verse
Broken bottles on the street,
Lay quietly so you will meet,
Pain and then claim defeat,
If you cry no one will look over,
Everyone's carrying a chip on their shoulder,
It's just what happens when you get older,
Yet you have no room to complain,
Always some part of the day,
You let road rage and more lead the way,

Pre chorus
You wonder alone at night,
What's the point of a fight,
You forget it all by daylight,

Chorus
It's like being from heaven living in hell,
The innocence has gone,
The devil has become our selves,
It's like being from heaven living in hell,...