I started realizing that I had feelings for people, I have had boyfriends and they make me smile and feel happy and not alone. But every time I have a boyfriend I never feel right, I think that they are kind funny smart and many more but I never actually like liked them, I always said that I did. I never knew why. Until I met this one guy, he was perfect I thought I really liked him, he was everything and we started talking a lot, we dated and then one day we broke up. I felt torn. But I still went on. I like watching things like Victoria's Secret shows and the live shows from them, and I always like watching. My dad said that its just for guys because of the body, but I didn't care what he thought, I said I just watched it to watch it, but I feel all idk when I watch it and see that they are pretty and perfect I really like everything about them. When I was 14 I transferred school and I have a best friend, she's pretty, and I dated guys if they asked me out but again like before I never really was interested in many, it just felt wrong. I think I like girls but I want to like guys because I'm afraid that if I like girls that people will make fun of me and call me names. And I would loose my friends... I really am scared and confused. Please I need advise how do I know what is going on?