And it feels like there won't be an ending to it but that's not true.
You have it bad right? Some people have it worse. A lot of people have it worse.
I'm currently feeling alone and basically it's just painful. But you're not alone. There's no major life-changing decision you have to make right now and it's okay to be confused. They say it's not but their wrong. You don't have to think so much,it's okay not to know the answers.
For those that have gone through shit lately or have had a terrible past,time does heal. I used to hate that saying but it's true. Give it time.
And for those who don't agree,who are shaking their head and saying how wrong I am,I'm not.
I'm 15 years old and I've been through a lot. I've been abused,almost raped,I've loved someone who barely knew of my existence,I've suffered through the death of one of my best friends,and I've had pain and worst of all,sometimes I've been hopeless. Hopelessness makes people do the stupidest things because they just don't care.
And yet I'm here still,smiling. I want to tell you something that people don't always tell you:
It's okay. It is.
I don't know the exact reason why I'm writing this,I'm not clinically depressed or about to die or anything like that. Stuff like this has just been on my mind lately and I needed to find a way to get it off my shoulders.
So if your reading this,and you feel bad(the kind of bad I described) then I hope this helps. And if life has been going okay for you,then whenever you feel really bad(in the future,maybe never) just read this.
It'll be okay in the end. If it's not okay,it's not the end.
