This is a big one:P This is dedicated to Emmett4ever (happy your back:D), to I_Love_Cullen (I missed you), Just_bella and patrisha727 (I love you and your stories) and to Edward-lover456 (a new AWESOME friend:D be sure to check out her story Golden Tear:D)!!!
Love... Ashesandwine:D
“Daniel’s POV”
I wish I could embrace you and never let go… I wish I could take you to the middle of nowhere and stay there: only the two of us…. I wish I could be next to you… I wish that I could see you’re face right now… I wish I could touch you… I wish so many things… In the end, what I truly wish is to hold in my arms and kiss you passionately…
Three days passed… Life continued as normal, my father and I still weren’t talking despite all my mother’s best efforts; I still couldn’t go and keep my promise by talking to Catherine’s parents, we passed each other on the street and it was like we didn’t even met; Charles was always at my house, convincing me to go out, I was thankful to him for taking me out of the house but I was keeping him away from Beatrix… I was already suffering because I couldn’t be with my love, I couldn’t let him be away from his.
So when he appeared at home Saturday morning I sent him away…
“Hey, there!” He had a happy smile, I could see that he was trying to do anything that could cheer me up.
“No… Not today! Today you’ll be with Beatrix… You spent the last three days with me and that’s not fair to her! I already lost Catherine, you can’t lose Beatrix as well! If you lose her, we’ll be two sad guys laying around New York! That can’t be… Go be with her!” He looked surprised to hear me talking like that. I hadn’t really been this emotional since she was gone… Happiness, sadness, rage, depression, all of this fillings were lost when she went away but now I could see them coming back!
“But…” He tried to protest.
“No buts! You are going to spend the day with your girlfriend and anyway… I have some stuff I have to do, so… GO!!!” I said. And with that, he turned around and started to run to Beatrix’s house only turning around to say:
“Thanks, man! I owe you. Talk to you later!”
I knew I had to talk to my father sooner or later, and the sooner the best! We could stay mad at each other forever, so I headed to his office. I knocked on the door and waited for a response on the other side.
“Yes…” I heard him ask.
“May I come in, father?” I asked. I wanted to start this conversation on a right foot.
“Yes, come in, Daniel!” He sounded glad… Maybe he already knew what was this about.
I walk in and found my father sitting in his armchair reading Dante’s “The Divine Comedy”. He lied down the book and looked at me:
“So…. What do you need?”
“Well, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I came to apologize. I shouldn’t have snapped like that, I know you were only looking out for me!” It hurted me to say this thinks, I did not believe in them, but I was doing this for my mother. We were the two people she loved the most in this world and seeing us like this was killing her so I swallowed my pried and apologize!
“I’m glad you understand that! I only want the best for you and so does your mother! We love you, son” He said!
“I love you too! I’m going to go…. I have something to do.” With that I walked out of the room.
“Daniel? Could you come here for a minute?” I was so absorbed in my thoughts it scared me when my mother talked…
“Yes, of course” I followed her and went to her little studio and sat in one of the chairs, in front of hers…
“Hello, darling! I want to talk to you…” She said.
“Of course, mom. What do you need?” I was getting curious.
“I know you only apologized to your father because of me. I’m happy that at least you talk now, but I’m not happy that’s all fake! I won’t ask you to go back and apologize for real but I’m not happy!!!” She looked at me with a face that made me so sad. She was my mother, I loved her with all my heart but I couldn’t forgive by father…
“I’m sorry, mom, but I just can’t! I did this for you because I hate seeing you suffer but I won’t do anymore! I refuse to apologize more, he doesn’t deserve it!” I shoot a last look at my mother:
“I’m sorry, I’m going to my room… I’ll see you later!”
“Wait, Daniel! Before you go, I have something for you…You got a new letter today!” She called me.
“Ohhh… thank you, mom!” I went to her and gave her a hug.
“You’re welcome, darling” She smiled at me.
I picked the letter from my mother’s hand and went running to my room. I laid on my bed and opened the letter. I missed my love so much, I needed to know what was happening to my Catherine:
“Mon ange, mon amour…
I dreamt of you tonight. My mind played tricks on me and broke my already broken heart.
Please reassure my heart, tell me that our love is true. That your heart pleads for me like mine pleads for you!
I got your letter… My heart is with you as well. I met a girl, a really nice girl. I feel as if I found a bit of hope in Hell, a bit of hope until I get to be with you!
Her name is Francisca and I found out that I’m going to go to her school, oh right… I forgot to tell you, my aunt is sending me to school…
I can’t believe that I’m going to be in a school without you, my love!
Until our next letter, my love…
Shine for me… Lead me back to you…
Always yours…
Catherine”
How could she think that I didn’t love her anymore? She was my world, my love… Everything to me! I needed to tell her that, so I picked up a pen and paper and started to write:
“My sun,
I revolve around you like Earth revolves around you…
I’ll love you whatever happens, I’ll stay awake to chase the dream, tasting the air you’re breathing and I know I won’t forget a thing, I promise I’ll hold you close and pray, our love will always stay the same!
I’m glad you found a friend, at least you will have someone to share your thoughts with other than me… I hope she’s a good friend! Send her my gratitude for being there for you when I can’t!
I hate being apart from you and I hate not being in school for you.. But we will find a way to get together again, just hold on, my love!!! Just hold on for me!!
Keep writing me, keep me in your mind, keep me in your heart!
I'll forever shine for you... Follow my light....
Come back to me...
All the love in my heart,
Daniel"
Love... Ashesandwine:D
“Daniel’s POV”
I wish I could embrace you and never let go… I wish I could take you to the middle of nowhere and stay there: only the two of us…. I wish I could be next to you… I wish that I could see you’re face right now… I wish I could touch you… I wish so many things… In the end, what I truly wish is to hold in my arms and kiss you passionately…
Three days passed… Life continued as normal, my father and I still weren’t talking despite all my mother’s best efforts; I still couldn’t go and keep my promise by talking to Catherine’s parents, we passed each other on the street and it was like we didn’t even met; Charles was always at my house, convincing me to go out, I was thankful to him for taking me out of the house but I was keeping him away from Beatrix… I was already suffering because I couldn’t be with my love, I couldn’t let him be away from his.
So when he appeared at home Saturday morning I sent him away…
“Hey, there!” He had a happy smile, I could see that he was trying to do anything that could cheer me up.
“No… Not today! Today you’ll be with Beatrix… You spent the last three days with me and that’s not fair to her! I already lost Catherine, you can’t lose Beatrix as well! If you lose her, we’ll be two sad guys laying around New York! That can’t be… Go be with her!” He looked surprised to hear me talking like that. I hadn’t really been this emotional since she was gone… Happiness, sadness, rage, depression, all of this fillings were lost when she went away but now I could see them coming back!
“But…” He tried to protest.
“No buts! You are going to spend the day with your girlfriend and anyway… I have some stuff I have to do, so… GO!!!” I said. And with that, he turned around and started to run to Beatrix’s house only turning around to say:
“Thanks, man! I owe you. Talk to you later!”
I knew I had to talk to my father sooner or later, and the sooner the best! We could stay mad at each other forever, so I headed to his office. I knocked on the door and waited for a response on the other side.
“Yes…” I heard him ask.
“May I come in, father?” I asked. I wanted to start this conversation on a right foot.
“Yes, come in, Daniel!” He sounded glad… Maybe he already knew what was this about.
I walk in and found my father sitting in his armchair reading Dante’s “The Divine Comedy”. He lied down the book and looked at me:
“So…. What do you need?”
“Well, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I came to apologize. I shouldn’t have snapped like that, I know you were only looking out for me!” It hurted me to say this thinks, I did not believe in them, but I was doing this for my mother. We were the two people she loved the most in this world and seeing us like this was killing her so I swallowed my pried and apologize!
“I’m glad you understand that! I only want the best for you and so does your mother! We love you, son” He said!
“I love you too! I’m going to go…. I have something to do.” With that I walked out of the room.
“Daniel? Could you come here for a minute?” I was so absorbed in my thoughts it scared me when my mother talked…
“Yes, of course” I followed her and went to her little studio and sat in one of the chairs, in front of hers…
“Hello, darling! I want to talk to you…” She said.
“Of course, mom. What do you need?” I was getting curious.
“I know you only apologized to your father because of me. I’m happy that at least you talk now, but I’m not happy that’s all fake! I won’t ask you to go back and apologize for real but I’m not happy!!!” She looked at me with a face that made me so sad. She was my mother, I loved her with all my heart but I couldn’t forgive by father…
“I’m sorry, mom, but I just can’t! I did this for you because I hate seeing you suffer but I won’t do anymore! I refuse to apologize more, he doesn’t deserve it!” I shoot a last look at my mother:
“I’m sorry, I’m going to my room… I’ll see you later!”
“Wait, Daniel! Before you go, I have something for you…You got a new letter today!” She called me.
“Ohhh… thank you, mom!” I went to her and gave her a hug.
“You’re welcome, darling” She smiled at me.
I picked the letter from my mother’s hand and went running to my room. I laid on my bed and opened the letter. I missed my love so much, I needed to know what was happening to my Catherine:
“Mon ange, mon amour…
I dreamt of you tonight. My mind played tricks on me and broke my already broken heart.
Please reassure my heart, tell me that our love is true. That your heart pleads for me like mine pleads for you!
I got your letter… My heart is with you as well. I met a girl, a really nice girl. I feel as if I found a bit of hope in Hell, a bit of hope until I get to be with you!
Her name is Francisca and I found out that I’m going to go to her school, oh right… I forgot to tell you, my aunt is sending me to school…
I can’t believe that I’m going to be in a school without you, my love!
Until our next letter, my love…
Shine for me… Lead me back to you…
Always yours…
Catherine”
How could she think that I didn’t love her anymore? She was my world, my love… Everything to me! I needed to tell her that, so I picked up a pen and paper and started to write:
“My sun,
I revolve around you like Earth revolves around you…
I’ll love you whatever happens, I’ll stay awake to chase the dream, tasting the air you’re breathing and I know I won’t forget a thing, I promise I’ll hold you close and pray, our love will always stay the same!
I’m glad you found a friend, at least you will have someone to share your thoughts with other than me… I hope she’s a good friend! Send her my gratitude for being there for you when I can’t!
I hate being apart from you and I hate not being in school for you.. But we will find a way to get together again, just hold on, my love!!! Just hold on for me!!
Keep writing me, keep me in your mind, keep me in your heart!
I'll forever shine for you... Follow my light....
Come back to me...
All the love in my heart,
Daniel"