ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!
anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!
I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her heart that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed. I fell to my knees. i knew i could never win her heart. but that doesnt mean i couldn't love her. right.
i tugged her into my lap, she sighed. and turned to look me in the eyes. she was sincere. she was dead, inside. i remember that look. it was all coming back to me.
how she used to be. before me, before our shock of pregnancy, before our shiotgun wedding.
The empty bella. The broken Bella. But now, who ever said she was ever fixed. i dont know why i ever thought i could even heal her. he ruled her heart. he always has, nad i could never. oh how i wish i could hold him in my grasp. to do this to her again.
To jsut dump her here again. for me to clean her up. what was his plan?
"i am sorry. " she breathed heavily. she flang her arm up around my should weakly. She was clinging to me.
i grapped her closer to me, i rocked ehr back and forth, feeling the wet batch on my shoulder grow.
the sobs broke out, in a unrythemised way.
Oh bella. things never go right. not in this world. if only mythical creature never excisted.
i promised sam this would be my fight. And it will be. This was my wife, i glided my hands underneath her cold thighs. and jumped up and started pacing up to seth, he stood, with empathany smoothering his face. he put out his hands.
I kissed her forehead, and passed her over.not looking back. i feared that if i did i would be able keep walking.
The scent was still in the air. it diddnt fade out, even after all this time. he was staying. waiting. for me.
i turned and followed the trail. i followed it into the trees. and stopped. the trailed ended. The meadow still in sight.
"jacob" a broken whisper came from behind me.
edward. finally. after all this time.
i turned. And he stood. he wasnt a dream, he was actaully here, a long time ago, i had wished for this time to come. To kill him for what he did to bella.
HE stood, slouched. white, purple, dead. not only in the actaul sense, but dead. No life resembled in him. dead.
"Jacob, i know you have lots to say to me, and i know i desverve every bit of it. But before you do, i jsut want to say, thank you." he voice was soft, and quiet. he eyes to the floor.
what is he bloody on about, god these bloodsuckers mean no sense
Remembering the state of bella, lying there. his face cringed.
he dropped to the floor. spreaded his arms. his head to the floor. He took a deep breath, it was like he was excepting defeat, before the fight even started,.
"kill me jacob."
this was it.
anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!
I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her heart that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed. I fell to my knees. i knew i could never win her heart. but that doesnt mean i couldn't love her. right.
i tugged her into my lap, she sighed. and turned to look me in the eyes. she was sincere. she was dead, inside. i remember that look. it was all coming back to me.
how she used to be. before me, before our shock of pregnancy, before our shiotgun wedding.
The empty bella. The broken Bella. But now, who ever said she was ever fixed. i dont know why i ever thought i could even heal her. he ruled her heart. he always has, nad i could never. oh how i wish i could hold him in my grasp. to do this to her again.
To jsut dump her here again. for me to clean her up. what was his plan?
"i am sorry. " she breathed heavily. she flang her arm up around my should weakly. She was clinging to me.
i grapped her closer to me, i rocked ehr back and forth, feeling the wet batch on my shoulder grow.
the sobs broke out, in a unrythemised way.
Oh bella. things never go right. not in this world. if only mythical creature never excisted.
i promised sam this would be my fight. And it will be. This was my wife, i glided my hands underneath her cold thighs. and jumped up and started pacing up to seth, he stood, with empathany smoothering his face. he put out his hands.
I kissed her forehead, and passed her over.not looking back. i feared that if i did i would be able keep walking.
The scent was still in the air. it diddnt fade out, even after all this time. he was staying. waiting. for me.
i turned and followed the trail. i followed it into the trees. and stopped. the trailed ended. The meadow still in sight.
"jacob" a broken whisper came from behind me.
edward. finally. after all this time.
i turned. And he stood. he wasnt a dream, he was actaully here, a long time ago, i had wished for this time to come. To kill him for what he did to bella.
HE stood, slouched. white, purple, dead. not only in the actaul sense, but dead. No life resembled in him. dead.
"Jacob, i know you have lots to say to me, and i know i desverve every bit of it. But before you do, i jsut want to say, thank you." he voice was soft, and quiet. he eyes to the floor.
what is he bloody on about, god these bloodsuckers mean no sense
Remembering the state of bella, lying there. his face cringed.
he dropped to the floor. spreaded his arms. his head to the floor. He took a deep breath, it was like he was excepting defeat, before the fight even started,.
"kill me jacob."
this was it.
