i dont understand why bella gets her happy ending with that parasite its not like im jelous or anything im just saying.All i wanted was my (SAM ULEY) somtimes i wonder at night how would my life be if i didnt turn into this stupid wolf. Would me and my fairytale long lost lover have kids but that would nevr happen now that my female organs dont work.I learned to get over after me and jacob had that long talk in the woods that day in the woods at the cullens house on potrol.But only if i could take back the hands of time i wouldnt have ever invited emily daown here she wouldnt have ever meeet sam now im lonely.

(KNOCK KNOCK) who could possiblly be at my door(ASIDE)isaw jacobs rabbitt outside what could he want more drama with the cullens otr just rosaliie.Hey i tried to say with the most ecxiting tone i could i wonderd if he could tell he looked at me as if he just seen me step outside my body.Geusse what leah i talked to balla and she said that if you wanted to you cold come to renesmee 1st birthday if you liked i started to say hell no but then i remembered renesmee was his life now and if i hurted bella by saying no i hurted jacob.

So i slowly asked when is it he replied 2 months from now.Why are yall planning so early! but then again they were the cullens and it dosnt matter if she was just turnning one her party would go from forks washington to seattle.So there it was it was over i knew if i was invited so was sam and if sam was invited so was emily.Once again i sat up all night thinking then a phone call that said restricted so i awnserd it was carlisle saying they needed me asap no questoins asked i knew it was important

I arrived and it look like the whole old pack was there and more i wanted to be so happy cause i havnt seen my brother seth in months but i knew it was time to get down to buisness bella was sitting on the couch rapped up in edwards arms it loooks as if he was that burning man again when bella was dieing.jacob loked like he was dieing sick esme greeted me in and even she didnt look jittery and friendly as she would have been. I asked where carlisle was and everybody just looked at me as if i just said ay yo parasites wheres dracula at.

Jasper was the one to awnser.In the rooom with renesmee when i walked in he told me im happy to see you her in such short noticed i noticed renesmee was sleep she lokked as if she was already 6 . he quickly started talking so fast i couldnt understand he saw the look on my face and slowed down i understood at that momment she was sick only that cause of the half human they tried medicen diffrent blood and food i was starting feel bad but the question was why was i here i couldnt do anything

i was ready to leaveonce i saw rosalie but then she didnt look herself i went back to the livingroom to comfort jacob when i noticed edward jumped up and ran and jasper after him bella was stuck just sitting there like she had no clue if edward was still by her if she was on mars or jupiter.then i knew edward read carlisle thoughts jasper felt the moods switch abd bella couldnt handle it if she went back there she was going to break. and jacob i figured he wasnt all the way he was trying so hard to block it out but you could tell by the look on his face what would i do if she died could she die what if she went into a coma .

i diddnt ask any qeustions cause i could tell they werent gonna be awnserd so i sat there like alice bella emmett rosalie sam seth paul quil jared and jacob and edward came so fast down the stairs you couldnt see anything he picked bella up as if she was a stuffed animal. and then you heard like ten heartbeats so fast you would have swore you wre hearing things jacob was so ecxited he transformed into his wolf form.