They say we should stick together
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will confirm that
You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
They say we should spread the love
Be friendly and act nice
But whenever I read your comments
It’s like a soar eating me up inside
Talking to you is no use
You actually need brains to get it
But I guess you can expect that
From a girl who only knows the words fuck and shit
You think you can bring me down?
Let’s have a bet
‘Cause I doubt if you’ll have any luck with that
You think you can make me feel bad?
Let’s not hold our breath
‘Cause I’ve had much worse things to deal with
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
You’re such a drama queen
You’re the most pathetic skunk I’ve ever seen
Your performance makes no sense
And soon you will be past tense
Attacking people may make you feel secure
But I’m not taking that anymore
I don’t care if I sound extreme and emotional
‘Cause someone needs to give you this wakeup call
You wanna attack me?
Let’s bring it on
But I’m not the one who will be gone
You wanna make me pay?
Let’s make a wish
‘Cause that’s the only things that’s gonna help you with this
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will confirm that
You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
They say we should spread the love
Be friendly and act nice
But whenever I read your comments
It’s like a soar eating me up inside
Talking to you is no use
You actually need brains to get it
But I guess you can expect that
From a girl who only knows the words fuck and shit
You think you can bring me down?
Let’s have a bet
‘Cause I doubt if you’ll have any luck with that
You think you can make me feel bad?
Let’s not hold our breath
‘Cause I’ve had much worse things to deal with
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
You’re such a drama queen
You’re the most pathetic skunk I’ve ever seen
Your performance makes no sense
And soon you will be past tense
Attacking people may make you feel secure
But I’m not taking that anymore
I don’t care if I sound extreme and emotional
‘Cause someone needs to give you this wakeup call
You wanna attack me?
Let’s bring it on
But I’m not the one who will be gone
You wanna make me pay?
Let’s make a wish
‘Cause that’s the only things that’s gonna help you with this
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell or two
Knowing you’ll never fit no matter what you do
You’re the only bitch in this place
Keep going like this and you’ll fall from grace
And you know I’m gonna push it through
‘Cause the only bitch I see here is you
I am not nice but I feel.
I wonder but I don't know
what about.
I hear people talking but I never know what they say.
I see many thinks but never know what I'm looking at.
I want people to look to the past but not dwell on it.
I pretend to be something I'm not.
I fell things i cant see.
I touch and the smoothest things feel rough.
I worry that the day will never end.
I cry but tears never come.
I understand that not ever ones the same.
I say something i don't mean.
I dream but only see blackness.
I hope that someday someone we'll see through my shield I put up and see me.
I am not nice but i feel.
I am who I am!
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.