Hey this is the l;atest chapter to the story, it is set when Nessie isfive months pregnant...x Hope you enjoy and keep your eys peeled for the next chapter...x
Amber/Twilightsauce
I slipped mums wedding dress over my head, it fitted perfectly. Mum smiled and sighed as she wiped a joyous tear from my eye.
“Don’t cry baby, Alice will kill us if you ruin your makeup she has spent all morning getting you ready.” She laughed looking at me with a delighted expression on her face,
“Oh mum! I am so happy; Jake is waiting down there for me isn’t he?” I asked nervously. I had felt a little queasy all morning and now that I was alone with mum whilst my other bridesmaids (Alice, Rosalie, Kate who was back from her honeymoon, Tanya, Esme, Carmen and Mum) got ready I started to feel even more nervous without having to do anything like hold still or look left. Esme was my maid of honor and I know it might sound weird but aside from mum she was one of my best friends.
My baby was growing at a normal rate and I now had a visible bump coming out of my stomach. Alice had made a few adjustments to the dress but now it fitted as if it was custom made. Alice bustled back into the room and shoved a bouquet in my hand.
“It’s time Nessie,” mum whispered as dad came into the room.
“Renesmee you look, amazing” he whispered his face shining.
The bridesmaids were already waltzing down the stairs as dad pulled my arm through his. I looked past the decorations and the rows and rows of beaming guests until I found Jake my beautiful Jake his eyes lighting up, a huge smile spread across his face. I didn’t take my eyes of Jake but whispered to dad,
“Dad, thank you- for everything.”
“My Nessie, I am always here for you, never forget that. When your mother had you I made a promise never to fail either of you, never to let you down. Nessie, this baby seems fine now but what if it hurts you, Jake won’t say anything but I know he is worried about you.”
“Dad, don’t worry I will be fine. I promise. You will always be my dad and I will always be your daughter, forever and always.” I whispered, more tears sliding down my cheeks. We stopped when we reached the altar, I reached up to kiss my dads cheek and put his hand on mine, and he then put my hands in Jakes and went to sit by mum.
I turned to look at Jake, soon to become mine forever.
The vows rushed past and alike mum and dad we had changed the line, ‘till death we do part’ to ‘for as long as we both shall live’.
When it was my turn to say I do, I looked up into Jakes eyes and reached up to touch his cheek,
“I do,” my voice was loud and clear despite the tears rolling down my face,
I do,” Jakes voice repeated after me, before I could say anything Jake took my face into his hands and we kissed. The kiss was unlike any other, it was symbolic. We were unbreakable our bond was too strong.
When we reached the outside dance floor we were greeted by hugs and congratulations. Mum was sobbing tearlessly as she hugged me first, followed by dad, then Esme and on it went until I had been passed around the crowd, clutching onto Jacob for the whole time. The music started then and Jake led me onto the dance floor for the customary first dance.
“I love you, Jake.”
“I love you, Renesmee Carlie Cullen, my true love.”
“My true love,” I repeated smiling,
“Did I tell you that you look absolutely amazing tonight?”
I buried my head in his shoulder as we slowly waltzed around the dance floor, when the music changed I felt the crowd melt onto the dance floor. We danced for ages until dad tapped on Jakes shoulder,
“May I?” he asked smiling,
“Of course,” Jake replied as he kissed my cheek and wandered over to where Bella was talking with Tanya.
Dad was a fabulous dancer but I had inherited mums dancing skills so we just stayed in a small part of the dance floor.
“Dad, I really am happy tonight.” I whispered looking up into his topaz eyes.
“I know you are Nessie and that is why I am. You remind me so much of your mother,” he paused as I smiled, “you are kind and generous and so beautiful. Nessie you know that we will always be here for you, your whole family.”
“I know dad,” I whispered, the emotion saturating my voice. The music came to an end and Jasper took dads place as he went of to find mum.
“Hey Jasper,”
“Hey Nessie, you look amazing tonight,”
“Thanks, Alice did it; you know what she’s like,”
Jasper chuckled; it was easy to talk around him. He was kind, funny and we got along.
“We are all here for you Nessie for all of you, all three of you.”
“What has dad been saying to you?” I asked, a smirk in my voice,
“No seriously Nessie, we are all backing you,”
“Thank you, all of you. You better get back to Alice, she looks bored.”
“Yes I should, congratulations Nessie.”
Before I could reply Jasper was gone and I was dancing with Emmet. I was sure that I was to spend the next hour dancing with people who were not Jake, the person I most wanted to be with.
When I was finally back with Jake my smile was radiant, huge.
“So, Mrs. Renesmee Carlie Cullen-Black,” I shivered with happiness as he said my new name, “have you enjoyed yourself today?”
“Well let’s see, I got married to the love of my life, we are going to have a baby in our months and I am surrounded by the ones I love, yeah just a average boring day.” I laughed kissing him as cameras flashed- no doubted mum, Esme and Rosalie.
“What if I told you that I could make it even better,” he whispered into my ear as we danced.
“Is that possible?”
“A wedding is never a wedding without a honeymoon…” he trailed of leaving me to guess the rest,
“Were going on a honeymoon, for real? Who else knew about this?”
“Oh just a few people,” he grinned putting his hands up,
“Thank you Jake, it’s going to be perfect.”
“I know it will be,”
“So where are we going?”
“I can’t tell you but it’s a place I used to visit as a kid, you will love it,” he whispered.
“I know I will, when are we going?”
“Um, well Alice has wanted you to get ready an hour ago cos we are supposed to leave in fifteen minutes,” he chuckled at my startled expression.
“I better go and put Alice out of her misery,” I kissed him and slowly walked to the back door as Alice caught up with me. This was going to be the perfect honeymoon.
Amber/Twilightsauce
I slipped mums wedding dress over my head, it fitted perfectly. Mum smiled and sighed as she wiped a joyous tear from my eye.
“Don’t cry baby, Alice will kill us if you ruin your makeup she has spent all morning getting you ready.” She laughed looking at me with a delighted expression on her face,
“Oh mum! I am so happy; Jake is waiting down there for me isn’t he?” I asked nervously. I had felt a little queasy all morning and now that I was alone with mum whilst my other bridesmaids (Alice, Rosalie, Kate who was back from her honeymoon, Tanya, Esme, Carmen and Mum) got ready I started to feel even more nervous without having to do anything like hold still or look left. Esme was my maid of honor and I know it might sound weird but aside from mum she was one of my best friends.
My baby was growing at a normal rate and I now had a visible bump coming out of my stomach. Alice had made a few adjustments to the dress but now it fitted as if it was custom made. Alice bustled back into the room and shoved a bouquet in my hand.
“It’s time Nessie,” mum whispered as dad came into the room.
“Renesmee you look, amazing” he whispered his face shining.
The bridesmaids were already waltzing down the stairs as dad pulled my arm through his. I looked past the decorations and the rows and rows of beaming guests until I found Jake my beautiful Jake his eyes lighting up, a huge smile spread across his face. I didn’t take my eyes of Jake but whispered to dad,
“Dad, thank you- for everything.”
“My Nessie, I am always here for you, never forget that. When your mother had you I made a promise never to fail either of you, never to let you down. Nessie, this baby seems fine now but what if it hurts you, Jake won’t say anything but I know he is worried about you.”
“Dad, don’t worry I will be fine. I promise. You will always be my dad and I will always be your daughter, forever and always.” I whispered, more tears sliding down my cheeks. We stopped when we reached the altar, I reached up to kiss my dads cheek and put his hand on mine, and he then put my hands in Jakes and went to sit by mum.
I turned to look at Jake, soon to become mine forever.
The vows rushed past and alike mum and dad we had changed the line, ‘till death we do part’ to ‘for as long as we both shall live’.
When it was my turn to say I do, I looked up into Jakes eyes and reached up to touch his cheek,
“I do,” my voice was loud and clear despite the tears rolling down my face,
I do,” Jakes voice repeated after me, before I could say anything Jake took my face into his hands and we kissed. The kiss was unlike any other, it was symbolic. We were unbreakable our bond was too strong.
When we reached the outside dance floor we were greeted by hugs and congratulations. Mum was sobbing tearlessly as she hugged me first, followed by dad, then Esme and on it went until I had been passed around the crowd, clutching onto Jacob for the whole time. The music started then and Jake led me onto the dance floor for the customary first dance.
“I love you, Jake.”
“I love you, Renesmee Carlie Cullen, my true love.”
“My true love,” I repeated smiling,
“Did I tell you that you look absolutely amazing tonight?”
I buried my head in his shoulder as we slowly waltzed around the dance floor, when the music changed I felt the crowd melt onto the dance floor. We danced for ages until dad tapped on Jakes shoulder,
“May I?” he asked smiling,
“Of course,” Jake replied as he kissed my cheek and wandered over to where Bella was talking with Tanya.
Dad was a fabulous dancer but I had inherited mums dancing skills so we just stayed in a small part of the dance floor.
“Dad, I really am happy tonight.” I whispered looking up into his topaz eyes.
“I know you are Nessie and that is why I am. You remind me so much of your mother,” he paused as I smiled, “you are kind and generous and so beautiful. Nessie you know that we will always be here for you, your whole family.”
“I know dad,” I whispered, the emotion saturating my voice. The music came to an end and Jasper took dads place as he went of to find mum.
“Hey Jasper,”
“Hey Nessie, you look amazing tonight,”
“Thanks, Alice did it; you know what she’s like,”
Jasper chuckled; it was easy to talk around him. He was kind, funny and we got along.
“We are all here for you Nessie for all of you, all three of you.”
“What has dad been saying to you?” I asked, a smirk in my voice,
“No seriously Nessie, we are all backing you,”
“Thank you, all of you. You better get back to Alice, she looks bored.”
“Yes I should, congratulations Nessie.”
Before I could reply Jasper was gone and I was dancing with Emmet. I was sure that I was to spend the next hour dancing with people who were not Jake, the person I most wanted to be with.
When I was finally back with Jake my smile was radiant, huge.
“So, Mrs. Renesmee Carlie Cullen-Black,” I shivered with happiness as he said my new name, “have you enjoyed yourself today?”
“Well let’s see, I got married to the love of my life, we are going to have a baby in our months and I am surrounded by the ones I love, yeah just a average boring day.” I laughed kissing him as cameras flashed- no doubted mum, Esme and Rosalie.
“What if I told you that I could make it even better,” he whispered into my ear as we danced.
“Is that possible?”
“A wedding is never a wedding without a honeymoon…” he trailed of leaving me to guess the rest,
“Were going on a honeymoon, for real? Who else knew about this?”
“Oh just a few people,” he grinned putting his hands up,
“Thank you Jake, it’s going to be perfect.”
“I know it will be,”
“So where are we going?”
“I can’t tell you but it’s a place I used to visit as a kid, you will love it,” he whispered.
“I know I will, when are we going?”
“Um, well Alice has wanted you to get ready an hour ago cos we are supposed to leave in fifteen minutes,” he chuckled at my startled expression.
“I better go and put Alice out of her misery,” I kissed him and slowly walked to the back door as Alice caught up with me. This was going to be the perfect honeymoon.
As you know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and sheep (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, or mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, bush ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the bush had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the next two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can you not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and Sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are you talking to yourself or something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
There are three acts.
I'll add the next two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can you not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and Sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are you talking to yourself or something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and love another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and love another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I said was true.
And when I said I love you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your love was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Love So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This love is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But more dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung by Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they said they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they said they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
I don’t think I could ever love someone like I loved you
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.
You are my first and last love
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way love is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.
