It was the final school day. The students of senior class were impatiently waiting for the bell to announce the beginning of the vacation. Cam glanced his watch every five seconds en Sophia impatiently tapped her fingers on the table
And than…rrrrriiiiinnnnnggggg!!!
The students jumped up and ran outside, to the vacation. Cam, Sophie, Lucas, Sarah, Andy and Haley were sitting on a wall outside the school gate. They were planning their vacation.
“So, everything’s arranged for our city trip?” Andy asked.
“Yep, there’s no way back now” Lucas said.
“I still don’t get what’s so exciting about England” Haley said. “I mean, we’ve already been there this year”
“Yeah, but was it any awesome to you? The only thing we did, was walking. Gee, how cool” Sarah said.
“When are we leaving?” Cam asked quickly, when he saw Haley wanted to give Sarah a snappy answer.
“Tonight, eight o’ clock” Lucas said. “So, make sure your bags are packed”
“Okay, well, now that that’s arranged, maybe we could start acting normal and celebrate the beginning of the vacation” Sophia suggested.
“You’re a woman of my heart” Cam said and he jumped off the wall. “The last one pays!”
And he ran to their favorite pub, Paradisio, with his friends on his tail. The door was open and he was barely inside, when he already ordered six beers. “You can give the bill to…Haley” Cam finished, as Haley happened to be the last one to enter the pub. She could hardly speak. She paid the bill and said with a heart beating very fast to Cam: “I’ll get you”
She was not very fond of Cam, but he was her twin brother Lucas’s best friend, who had a relationship with Sarah, Haley’s best friend. And than there was Andy and Sophia, but they were just friends.Cam was dating Katie,but for some mysterious reason she hadn't cared to join them to their trip to England.He had asked her,though.
"Why didn't your sweetie want to come with us?" Haley asked virolent.
"She has a summer job.She has to work" Cam said avoiding.
"Yeah,you should know what she gets paid for" Brendan said, who was sitting a few tables further. Cam wanted to get up to go punch him, but Lucas stopped him.
"That won't achieve you anything" he warned.Brendan continued,unhesitating.
"We're really close,you know.She's not so happy with you anymore.She thinks there's not enough man in you,if you get what I mean" Cam tried to ignore the bullying,which was very damn hard."You know what?" Brendas said. "I challenge you.I order a few drinks and you drink them all in a row.If you can do that,than both Katie and I were wrong about you"
Cam hesitated for a moment,considering the idea,while his friends tried to convince him to refuse.
"Cam,for once use your common sense and don't do it" Andy said.But Cam had already made up his mind."Order those drinks"he said grim.Brendan didn't need Cam to repeat it.It started with something safe,a beer.But it soon went to vodka and whiskey. Five drinks later Cam could barely stand on his feet.
"Oh come on,just one last drink and than we stop"Brendan insisted.Cam pushed Brendan aside and hurried as much as possible to the bathroom.Brendan put on his most concerned face."I think we've crossed a line here.We better go check if he's okay" He and his friends followed Cam.
"Hey,is everything okay?"Jim asked,who was holding a bag.Cam shuffled out of the bathroom.He looked deathly pale.
"We're really sorry,we never meant that to happen"Brendan sarcastically said."Fortunately we have something here that might be the cure for your current problem.Jim,empty that bag,will you?"
Two bottles of vodka and one bottle of whiskey,that was the content of the bag.Cam shook his head dizzy and wanted to go back to the café,but Jim and Thomas pushed him against the wall.Brendan pressed the bottle of vodka against his mouth.Cam who realized he had no other choice,opened his mouth.Brendan poured the alcohol with big portions in Cams mouth and gave him only a few seconds to swallow.
Jim and Thomas threw him on the ground and kicked his stomach.They let him lie there and returned to the pub.
"Your sweetie is going to love this"Brendan said,before following his friends.Cam crawled to the wall and scribbled up.He was undescribably nauseaus.Everything was turning and flowing and became black before his eyes.
Then Haley came in to go check on him.She noticed the scared to death expression on his face when he fell down.She quickly ran to him,with the intention to drag him to the café.When she was sitting next to him,she realized it was really serious.His eyes were opened a little,his mouth idem dito and his heartbeat was very weakly.Haley didn't hesitated one second and called 911.
Off course the customers and the manageress were dumbfounded when a doctor and a nurse entered.
"Ehm,I think theres a little misunderstanding,gentlemen"the bartender said.
"He's in here"Haley said,waving at the doctor,letting them pass.
"Haley,what the hell is going on?"Sophia asked.
"Cam is having an alcohol poisoning"Haley said.
And than…rrrrriiiiinnnnnggggg!!!
The students jumped up and ran outside, to the vacation. Cam, Sophie, Lucas, Sarah, Andy and Haley were sitting on a wall outside the school gate. They were planning their vacation.
“So, everything’s arranged for our city trip?” Andy asked.
“Yep, there’s no way back now” Lucas said.
“I still don’t get what’s so exciting about England” Haley said. “I mean, we’ve already been there this year”
“Yeah, but was it any awesome to you? The only thing we did, was walking. Gee, how cool” Sarah said.
“When are we leaving?” Cam asked quickly, when he saw Haley wanted to give Sarah a snappy answer.
“Tonight, eight o’ clock” Lucas said. “So, make sure your bags are packed”
“Okay, well, now that that’s arranged, maybe we could start acting normal and celebrate the beginning of the vacation” Sophia suggested.
“You’re a woman of my heart” Cam said and he jumped off the wall. “The last one pays!”
And he ran to their favorite pub, Paradisio, with his friends on his tail. The door was open and he was barely inside, when he already ordered six beers. “You can give the bill to…Haley” Cam finished, as Haley happened to be the last one to enter the pub. She could hardly speak. She paid the bill and said with a heart beating very fast to Cam: “I’ll get you”
She was not very fond of Cam, but he was her twin brother Lucas’s best friend, who had a relationship with Sarah, Haley’s best friend. And than there was Andy and Sophia, but they were just friends.Cam was dating Katie,but for some mysterious reason she hadn't cared to join them to their trip to England.He had asked her,though.
"Why didn't your sweetie want to come with us?" Haley asked virolent.
"She has a summer job.She has to work" Cam said avoiding.
"Yeah,you should know what she gets paid for" Brendan said, who was sitting a few tables further. Cam wanted to get up to go punch him, but Lucas stopped him.
"That won't achieve you anything" he warned.Brendan continued,unhesitating.
"We're really close,you know.She's not so happy with you anymore.She thinks there's not enough man in you,if you get what I mean" Cam tried to ignore the bullying,which was very damn hard."You know what?" Brendas said. "I challenge you.I order a few drinks and you drink them all in a row.If you can do that,than both Katie and I were wrong about you"
Cam hesitated for a moment,considering the idea,while his friends tried to convince him to refuse.
"Cam,for once use your common sense and don't do it" Andy said.But Cam had already made up his mind."Order those drinks"he said grim.Brendan didn't need Cam to repeat it.It started with something safe,a beer.But it soon went to vodka and whiskey. Five drinks later Cam could barely stand on his feet.
"Oh come on,just one last drink and than we stop"Brendan insisted.Cam pushed Brendan aside and hurried as much as possible to the bathroom.Brendan put on his most concerned face."I think we've crossed a line here.We better go check if he's okay" He and his friends followed Cam.
"Hey,is everything okay?"Jim asked,who was holding a bag.Cam shuffled out of the bathroom.He looked deathly pale.
"We're really sorry,we never meant that to happen"Brendan sarcastically said."Fortunately we have something here that might be the cure for your current problem.Jim,empty that bag,will you?"
Two bottles of vodka and one bottle of whiskey,that was the content of the bag.Cam shook his head dizzy and wanted to go back to the café,but Jim and Thomas pushed him against the wall.Brendan pressed the bottle of vodka against his mouth.Cam who realized he had no other choice,opened his mouth.Brendan poured the alcohol with big portions in Cams mouth and gave him only a few seconds to swallow.
Jim and Thomas threw him on the ground and kicked his stomach.They let him lie there and returned to the pub.
"Your sweetie is going to love this"Brendan said,before following his friends.Cam crawled to the wall and scribbled up.He was undescribably nauseaus.Everything was turning and flowing and became black before his eyes.
Then Haley came in to go check on him.She noticed the scared to death expression on his face when he fell down.She quickly ran to him,with the intention to drag him to the café.When she was sitting next to him,she realized it was really serious.His eyes were opened a little,his mouth idem dito and his heartbeat was very weakly.Haley didn't hesitated one second and called 911.
Off course the customers and the manageress were dumbfounded when a doctor and a nurse entered.
"Ehm,I think theres a little misunderstanding,gentlemen"the bartender said.
"He's in here"Haley said,waving at the doctor,letting them pass.
"Haley,what the hell is going on?"Sophia asked.
"Cam is having an alcohol poisoning"Haley said.
Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A love that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had love for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would you know what to do,
would you know what to say,
would you know how hed feel,
would you see how hes sad,
would you understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what you do fix things
or make them worse,
for the better or for the worst,
this love must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A love that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had love for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would you know what to do,
would you know what to say,
would you know how hed feel,
would you see how hes sad,
would you understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what you do fix things
or make them worse,
for the better or for the worst,
this love must have been cursed
Quietly, he waits. She laughs. He feels no trace of doubt. At the strike of the clock, he shoots. She falls. Her blood blossoms on her forehead like a blood red rose. His revenge is complete. He stalks away....
Yes, I am insane.
What about you?
Yes, I'm insane.
Aren't you, too?
Yes, I have issues.
Don't you?
No, I'm not stupid.
Because, yes, you are, too.
No, I'm not an idiot.
Because that's who you are.
You are retarded.
I really hate you.
Yes, I'm insane.
And you are, too.
Yes, I am insane.
What about you?
Yes, I'm insane.
Aren't you, too?
Yes, I have issues.
Don't you?
No, I'm not stupid.
Because, yes, you are, too.
No, I'm not an idiot.
Because that's who you are.
You are retarded.
I really hate you.
Yes, I'm insane.
And you are, too.
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
He longs to just just wring her neck, to make her stop breathing. His hands form a fist, wishing her neck was there. He watches her without a care in the world. Acting stupid and ignorant. He wants the satisfaction that only her death will bring. He imagines her dead and laughs insanely. His phyco smile matches his insane personality.
They don't know anything. She's alone. All on her own. She hates that she suffers alone. She wants them suffer, to hear their screams of pain. But like everything else, it's useles. She can't do anything about it. She's alone to cry, scream, and moan. No one to comfort or hold her. She sucks it up and faces the world. Alone.
They don't know anything. She's alone. All on her own. She hates that she suffers alone. She wants them suffer, to hear their screams of pain. But like everything else, it's useles. She can't do anything about it. She's alone to cry, scream, and moan. No one to comfort or hold her. She sucks it up and faces the world. Alone.
when love dies
Love is the cause of innocent cries,
As when love dies,
Love becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the love they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A love that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their love to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
Or is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
Or were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When love dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when love dies,
We fall apart inside
x
Love is the cause of innocent cries,
As when love dies,
Love becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the love they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A love that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their love to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
Or is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
Or were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When love dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when love dies,
We fall apart inside
x
Celluoid ghost from Hollywood's past
Forever haunt me on my television screen
Trapped on video to act out their roles
For all eternity
Judy Garland is in Oz
While Errol Flynn is in Sherwood Forest
The Marx Brothers spend a night at the opera
And a day at the races
Humphrey Bogart fights crime
While James Cagney leads a life of crime
I beleive The Kinks were right
when they said
Celluoid heroes never die
Because they are here with us forever
On our televison screens
Note: This poem was inspired by the song
"Celluoid Heroes" by The Kinks
Forever haunt me on my television screen
Trapped on video to act out their roles
For all eternity
Judy Garland is in Oz
While Errol Flynn is in Sherwood Forest
The Marx Brothers spend a night at the opera
And a day at the races
Humphrey Bogart fights crime
While James Cagney leads a life of crime
I beleive The Kinks were right
when they said
Celluoid heroes never die
Because they are here with us forever
On our televison screens
Note: This poem was inspired by the song
"Celluoid Heroes" by The Kinks
i open my eyes
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded by endless oxygen
my only friend.
during day im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded by endless oxygen
my only friend.
during day im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .