Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 year old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize
I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently you popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
Now I'm trying to get a life
But I think of you each time I close my eyes
The piercing pain 'cause you're not with me
Stops me from breathing
And I wonder if you knew about me
Would you open your heart and let me in
Would I be able to steal a smile
Would I stand a chance to make you mine
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I can't seem to see the light
When you're not here to be my sun
I can't seem to hear the music
When you're not here to turn the radio on
And I can't seem to feel the warmth
When you're not here to be my sheeth
I can't seem to take a step
When you're not here to move me
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I was just a 13 year old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize
I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently you popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
Now I'm trying to get a life
But I think of you each time I close my eyes
The piercing pain 'cause you're not with me
Stops me from breathing
And I wonder if you knew about me
Would you open your heart and let me in
Would I be able to steal a smile
Would I stand a chance to make you mine
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I can't seem to see the light
When you're not here to be my sun
I can't seem to hear the music
When you're not here to turn the radio on
And I can't seem to feel the warmth
When you're not here to be my sheeth
I can't seem to take a step
When you're not here to move me
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I don't know if I'm alive or not
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've lost so much blood,...
But I'm still alive
I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days
I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down next to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive
kissxmexgoodbye
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've lost so much blood,...
But I'm still alive
I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days
I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down next to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive
kissxmexgoodbye
Always a smile on her angel face.
her laugh is like a million birds singing their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a rainbow after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.
~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~
her laugh is like a million birds singing their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a rainbow after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.
~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~
Lies were all I herd, Now tears feel the silence of you. I thought i did the right thing making you leave, But now I miss you worse, I tried to call you but some girl picked up. I will not beg nor will i plied you don't deserve me I'll be a free bird dancing in the song of spring, I'll be a dolphin, flipping above the water to see how it feels. I'll try to cover the untraceable remainders of you. And when I can not hide no longer, I will be myself and I will not loss who I am, I tried to get you back, but it's over now. Be with her, and hate me. I'm fine as long as you know I'm alive, because if I died I'd be haunting you. And I'd be a spirit in the last depth of the early morning wind.
colored liquid spewing into whirlwinds.
foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.
Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much more extravagante.
brilliant hues of red and orange are tossed carelessly into the sky.
shades deepen in the sky and show darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.
an assortment of magical paths split the world into sections.
many people show confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.
which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?
My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.
foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.
Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much more extravagante.
brilliant hues of red and orange are tossed carelessly into the sky.
shades deepen in the sky and show darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.
an assortment of magical paths split the world into sections.
many people show confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.
which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?
My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.
I have a problem with my self
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't you see
I know you think im selfish
But you don't know my life,my motto,or my wish
I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like fire and ice then i would say love cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't you see
I know you think im selfish
But you don't know my life,my motto,or my wish
I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like fire and ice then i would say love cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella
You pass me by,
I stop and stare
How cute you are
How you didn't see me there.
I sigh and walk away,
I stop and wonder why?
You wouldn't talk to me,
You wouldn't even pass a glance
I look at you all day
I think about you at night
I'm jealous of that girl
Kissing you in plain sight.
I become frustrated
About how, you see
I never meant to hurt you
Yet my heart is hurt
And you don't care,
I run and cry
I stop and think
And I fall in love
With you back again.
My heart is healed
Til she comes back
And my heart is broken
In one solid glance.
I can’t imagine
Why you don't
Talk to me
Walk with me
Be my friend
Or possibly more
I cry and I run
I stop and stare
At the one person
Who my friend used to be...
No, not my friend.
You.
I stop and stare
How cute you are
How you didn't see me there.
I sigh and walk away,
I stop and wonder why?
You wouldn't talk to me,
You wouldn't even pass a glance
I look at you all day
I think about you at night
I'm jealous of that girl
Kissing you in plain sight.
I become frustrated
About how, you see
I never meant to hurt you
Yet my heart is hurt
And you don't care,
I run and cry
I stop and think
And I fall in love
With you back again.
My heart is healed
Til she comes back
And my heart is broken
In one solid glance.
I can’t imagine
Why you don't
Talk to me
Walk with me
Be my friend
Or possibly more
I cry and I run
I stop and stare
At the one person
Who my friend used to be...
No, not my friend.
You.
My friends got a text message and it had this in it please tell me what you think.
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Month 1: hi mommy, I'm in your stomach. It's very comfortable in here. I'm not ready to leave yet.
Month 2: Mommy, I'm still very small but I can't wait to meet you!
Month 3: I'm starting to grow! before you know it I'll be big and strong!
month 4: mommy, I'm a girl aren't you proud? I can't wait to be your little princess :)
month 5: guess what mommy? I have hair and I really like it!
month 6: Mommy, why are we at the doctor what is that mean man saying? What is an abortion? what is that needle for? OWW!! mommy, stop him! It burns! I can't get away from it!
mommy, I am an angel. I met this nice man named Jesus he told me what an abortion was. Why didn't you want me? I thought you loved me.... well I love you. Jesus told me that he will love me and raise me to be big and strong....
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Month 1: hi mommy, I'm in your stomach. It's very comfortable in here. I'm not ready to leave yet.
Month 2: Mommy, I'm still very small but I can't wait to meet you!
Month 3: I'm starting to grow! before you know it I'll be big and strong!
month 4: mommy, I'm a girl aren't you proud? I can't wait to be your little princess :)
month 5: guess what mommy? I have hair and I really like it!
month 6: Mommy, why are we at the doctor what is that mean man saying? What is an abortion? what is that needle for? OWW!! mommy, stop him! It burns! I can't get away from it!
mommy, I am an angel. I met this nice man named Jesus he told me what an abortion was. Why didn't you want me? I thought you loved me.... well I love you. Jesus told me that he will love me and raise me to be big and strong....
A detail..
It’s sweet, the way you think.
The way you dream, the way you look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
You want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s more than I can give;
More than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what you don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to cloud your perfect vision
Of what love is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
You want me to make you
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If you like this I have more in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired by Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
The way you dream, the way you look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
You want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s more than I can give;
More than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what you don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to cloud your perfect vision
Of what love is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
You want me to make you
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If you like this I have more in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired by Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
My heart keeps breaking
each time I'm taking
a bigger slice out of my heart
it feels like I'm the dart
they trow at the board
hit a score then there threw
and all i can do is sit back
relax and try to see what I lack
I ask myself what the problem was
and all he does
is sit there and laugh
until the day
I get up and scream at him
and they all get scared and run
I've had my fun
I go back to the corner and contemplated what I have done and make fun!
now when I cry there tears of joy!
and if that boy
ever thinks his coming back
I no were the shotguns at!
each time I'm taking
a bigger slice out of my heart
it feels like I'm the dart
they trow at the board
hit a score then there threw
and all i can do is sit back
relax and try to see what I lack
I ask myself what the problem was
and all he does
is sit there and laugh
until the day
I get up and scream at him
and they all get scared and run
I've had my fun
I go back to the corner and contemplated what I have done and make fun!
now when I cry there tears of joy!
and if that boy
ever thinks his coming back
I no were the shotguns at!
