Criminal Minds Fans Article: Am I A Horrible Person? *possible spoilers*

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Am I A Horrible Person? *possible spoilers*

posted by criminalminds15

Guys, be honest am I a horrible person? Because I feel as if I am. I've always liked Hayley I just felt as if I shouldn't like her as I love Hotch and she broke his heart... If you get what I mean... So I've always said I didn't like her and been mean about her... And it's even worse as I'm a person who loves to debate and will just pick a side. I got the "anti-Hayley" side when I was with my mum so that lead to me saying all sorts of horrible things about her. And then I got annoyed at her for complaining that she had a job and Jack had school when a serial killer was after them. But now I realise that she wasn't being annoying, she was worrying about Jack's childhood and how he didn't see his dad much at all then and how he wasn't going to be able to see him at all if they went into witness protection. How, he would lose all his friends, things that are hard to gain. And I don't think that they were moans, they were pleads. Pleads for a life of normality. But I didn't realise that then and got annoyed and called her stupid and all sorts. And then I found out that she was going to die and I felt relieved. Relieved! At the news of the death of a fellow human being, I felt relieved! I cannot believe that! Admittedly it was because Hotch and Jack were OK, but still there was relief... And then the episode came and she was murdered. Showing no fear. She showed no resentment or blame. She made sure Jack was safe. She tried to reassure Hotch. She died a hero. She knew she was going to die and she died horribly, regardless of proliminary reports. She suffered in her last breaths. Last breaths I was originally grateful for. She died being someone I could never be, a brave, loving, beautiful woman and human being. I now feel disgusted of myself, as I'm an awful human being and she was an amazing one and yet she who is the one whose funeral we will be witnessing next week. So I ask again. Am I a horrible person?

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Paramore-CSI no you are not you are an amazing person? wait your a person? I thought you were a sopha whatev(must of been typo) you are an amzing sopha and you rock so much plus i side with yah its not bad and doesnt make you a bad sopha well not exactly agree but still dont killl me but i feel the same bout rossi hes annoying but dont worry ur a rocking sopha

mic_egan94 Of course you're not! You are always soooooo nice! I didn't like Hayley either so don't worry about it! (Congrats on your medal)

Paramore-CSI see she agrees

LadyMaeve Oh Sophie...I just read this, and no...you're not horrible. You know it's just a bit more complicated that that... Haley was a woman, she had her merits and she had her faults. As BAU and Hotch's supporters we were all kind of angry with her, because first she betrayed him and then she left him. You've got to think that we as audience see the whole thing, but Haley didn't know Hotch at all, she didn't realize how much efforts and soul he put in his work and she was being a bit selfish...but on the other hand, as you said she was a caring and loving woman with her son and she was also very strong because i think it's not easy raising a child without a father. The was she died was just unfair, Foyet was pure evil and no one, not even him deserves to die that way, you're right, she died as a hero, and her last words were forgiveness for her ex-husbad and reccomendations for her child. I didn't like her too, but that doesn't mean i deny she was a great woman, or that i'm happy she died, i know maybe we joked about that sometime, but it was just pure joke, i'm sure that there isn't anybody here that is really happy with what happened to her or that is really happy she died. You're not bad, you're just human, like me, like the other girls here and like Haley, Hotch and the rest of the BAU team. It's a great show because the characters are so real that we treat them like they really exists