It's Thursday Evening, Only 1 hour left till the new Episode of The Vampire Diaris is airing, you get all excited and nervous and only thing you can think about is: OMG I hope we'll see some good Delena-Action this Episode!
You do? Well than you can call youself a Delena-Shipper.
But why? Why do we even like to see the Girl next door with the impulsive, crazy Guy?
Well let's be honest, the tension between them just makes youlaugh no matter in wich mood you are, the way they look at each other, evry touch, every breath you count everything when you're a Delena-Shipper.
I love how he learned to be so careful with her and to trust her no matter what happens, he'll always count on her and he'll always want her to trust him back.
We all know he would die for her if he had to, he'd move the world if he had to, he'd give up everything for her if he had to.
He might be selfish and he might be unconsidered some times, but let's be honest who wouldn't be after everything he's been threw?!?
The Women he thought was the Love of his Life, the Women he died for just because he though there's be no world without her, the Women he was holding on to for almost 150 years, it was the Women that stole his soul, destroyed his life and buried him in to an neverendig cave of pain.. Katherine broke him apart, and she did not even blink while she was doing it. All she wanted was to save her own ass and she wasnt looking out for anyone else but herself. How hard must it be to hear that you tried everything, 145 years to find and save someone that never loved you? I cant even imagine but I know it's not even close to easy...
And even if she would apologize now and tell him that she was lying, that there was a time she loved him and that she was only defending herself, by saying she wasnt..
Does that make it any better? He now realized who she was and will always be .. a manipulative, selfish Bitch. But you know how they say: You may forgive, but you never forget.
And of course.. most importantly: Stefan!
When your own Brother, your own Blood is the one to get everything you are always fighting for but you never seem to be good enough, you begin to hate him even if it's not apropriated. I think that's what explains Damon difficulties with Stefan from the very beginning: No matter what Damon did he was always wrong and Stefan was the golden boy. Everyone chooses Stefan over him: Their Father, Katherine,Elena..
You begin to ask yourself: What makes him better than me? An that's were all of begins.
All the hate and the lost of faith, the family tragedy and the fight for someone's love.. It's all built on that.. He just couldnt handle how he seemd to be the second choice for everyone... And for that no one can blame him
And then... Elena came around...
Elena herself is a deeply stuggeling girl, she's still trying to figure out who she is , where she belongs and who she wants to be in the future. She los her partens, found out they werent her real partens, just to also loose her real parents.
Everything she ever believed in was under a big sign of Question last year.. And when Stefan showed up, and he just seemd to be Mr.Perfect, she felt save, for the first time in so long she finally felt save. He was someone she could always lean on when life get's complicated , he was so selfless and everything that was important to him was her to be save and happy. But what she didnt know: He was stuggeling even more than her.
He tried to keep calm and to be who he had to be, who he should be. But nature is hard to fight...
To be clear about this: I'm not at all a Stelena or Stefan Hater, it's the exact opposite. I love Stefan he's such a loyal soul and such an true friend.. and he was always there for Elena when she needed him. This you have to admit right?
Meanwhile Elena was more and more figuring out that even Mr. Perfect is not perfect at all.
In the last two seasons she found herself stuggeling with Witches and Vampires of all kinds, werewolfs,Vampire Hunters and Ghosts,..
But the probably hardest thing was admiting that Stefan is not only good and Damon is not only bad.
When Damon arrived in Mystic Falls everyone saw him as an enemy you had to get rid of.
But as time past Elena more and more found that new side in him no one but her could see, maybe becaus eh want showing it to anyone but her.
She learned that he is a loyal friend and that he would do anythign for her even if it means loosing everything, she's well aware of his undbreakable love to her and she knows him very good maybe even better than anyone else.
He doesn't pretend with her, not anymore, he let his walls fall and so did she.
They're no longer stangers to each other.
But what are they now?
I know what Elena means by thinking : Even letting the thought in i might love my Ex-Boyfriends Brother would make me a horrible person.
It's not easy, not even close.
And I'm sure we arent going to see an official Delena-Relationship this season. They are just begining to open up their feelings and Elena is just begining to let Damon stay in her heart.
It wont be an easy year and we'll see a lot of Delena Fights too.
But did anyone you see an easy True love? I havn't
I think in that moment when they finally open up BOTH of their hearts to each other we're going to see an explosion of emotions and passion.
Because true Delena-Shippers know;
They bring out the best in each other.
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