When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the bay window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka you better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and Darka 24," she raised her eyebrow and I jumped onto the floor. "Okay deal me in then!" For hours we play away at poker and laugh at how badly I fail. Anneri's eyes smile as we play on and when the score is 26 to 45 she smirks.
"Well Darka I'll tell you one thing you get better everyday!" i smile
"Hey! And grab her around the waist tickling her until she laughs so hard her eyes start to water. And we both sit there laughing. For a moment everything is perfect. Then that moment ends as the slam of the door makes up go silent. Then boots start to walk down the hall. I remember my mom's voice remember Darka, if he knocks more then three things down, he'll be violent, more then six and he won't remember anything, he'll be inhumane, and you'll need to hide, I count as he walks down the hall, desk falls over, one, a glass breaks, two, something snaps, three, then another glass falls, four.
"Anneri stay here." I get up to walk out but Anneri grabs my arm
"No Darka don't leave me here!" her eyes water up with tears and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Hey, I'll be alright, that was only four, it wont be much worse then usual." and before she can reply I kiss her forehead walk out the door and pull out the key. The closet door clicks locked just as the bedroom door opens and dad stumbles in...
I was wrong. It was way worse then usual. Anneri dabs my arm with a cloth and I clench my teeth. Dad had smashed a beer glass on the wall and when he smashed it against my arm shards of glass penetrated the skin and blood soaked the floor. Anneri silently let's the tears roll down her face as she picks the last shard of glass out. Dad passes out from the beer and curls up in the corner of the room. I hate him. Not for beating me. For beating my mom. For making Anneri cry. For drinking away all our money as the light blacks out since we can't pay our electric bills. Hate. Hate, the one thing that makes me keep a gun hidden in the closet. Hate, the thing that makes your blood boil. Hate, the one thing that would make you kill. Hate, the only thing that could ever drown love...
"Well Darka I'll tell you one thing you get better everyday!" i smile
"Hey! And grab her around the waist tickling her until she laughs so hard her eyes start to water. And we both sit there laughing. For a moment everything is perfect. Then that moment ends as the slam of the door makes up go silent. Then boots start to walk down the hall. I remember my mom's voice remember Darka, if he knocks more then three things down, he'll be violent, more then six and he won't remember anything, he'll be inhumane, and you'll need to hide, I count as he walks down the hall, desk falls over, one, a glass breaks, two, something snaps, three, then another glass falls, four.
"Anneri stay here." I get up to walk out but Anneri grabs my arm
"No Darka don't leave me here!" her eyes water up with tears and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Hey, I'll be alright, that was only four, it wont be much worse then usual." and before she can reply I kiss her forehead walk out the door and pull out the key. The closet door clicks locked just as the bedroom door opens and dad stumbles in...
I was wrong. It was way worse then usual. Anneri dabs my arm with a cloth and I clench my teeth. Dad had smashed a beer glass on the wall and when he smashed it against my arm shards of glass penetrated the skin and blood soaked the floor. Anneri silently let's the tears roll down her face as she picks the last shard of glass out. Dad passes out from the beer and curls up in the corner of the room. I hate him. Not for beating me. For beating my mom. For making Anneri cry. For drinking away all our money as the light blacks out since we can't pay our electric bills. Hate. Hate, the one thing that makes me keep a gun hidden in the closet. Hate, the thing that makes your blood boil. Hate, the one thing that would make you kill. Hate, the only thing that could ever drown love...
Shadowing Eternity...
A special place for you and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our Love lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My heart stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your love is my destiny,
your heart is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your heart and in your dreams...
-Beyal
A special place for you and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our Love lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My heart stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your love is my destiny,
your heart is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your heart and in your dreams...
-Beyal
Sandi:
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye or G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- By Ellen Love: Poem Girl
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye or G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- By Ellen Love: Poem Girl
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded by the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded by the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.