The smile on my face was unbreakable. I looked to the home we would love and grow in. I thought of the children running in the yard. I saw James walk up the steps after a day at work just to be greeted by my love for him. I could no longer keep my happiness inside, I ran over to my love. Holding my arms around his body. Pulling myself closer to him. Every part of our body's touched. I looked into his star like eyes and smiled he bent down and kissed me. Me pushing my lips on his him pushing his lips on mine. We stood there kissing for awhile but then my attion floated back to the house for that I kissed him even harder. He pulled back, he could tell a difference in the kiss. "What was that for?" he asked. "The house." I said as I pulled his head back to mine. Kissing harder and harder each second. I pulled always and hid my shy face in his chest. But he would not let me hide. He pulled my gaze to his. He saw the blood in my checks and he kissed each one. Then he pulled his shirt off. And he threw a little bag over to me. "another gift?" I asked. "Go to the bathroom, try it on." he said. He started pulling his shorts of. I ran in house not wanting his mood to change. I opened the bag, expecting langue... I found a swimsuit. I was happy of it. But the way his body language was I thought he wanted something else. The same Thing I wanted. What can I say? I girl wants what a girl wants. And thankfully I got it when I married my Love. All my dreams had come true after the words "I do"
I pulled my top of and put the swim suit top on. I sat the top on the sink and I pulled my jeans off. Replacing them with the swim suit bottoms. I looked into the mirror I had a normal shape although, I wish I had lost a few pounds, I walked out of the room and brought a towel. What can I say I'm scared. I walked to the back of the house were a pool was placed. But I couldn't find my love. But then I felt the impact of hitting the water. My love had pushed me in. I opened my eyes under the water to find him searching for my body. I helped him find me. He pulled his mouth to mine again. But this time what broke the kiss was the need for air. He came up and so did I.
"You look so pretty." he said. "I do?" I asked. I reached out to my shaking body and said "Yes you do." He held me tight in his arms. But when it got dark we got out. He had already but the boxes in the house as I was getting ready. So we had time to waste. I changed into my silk nightgown. He was in normal pants and had his bare chest. Did he not no that he was amazing with out the six pack. I kept thinking "All man, and All mine." I walked over to my man. He pulled me into his lap. Were I went fast asleep. I woke to him looking at me. "Did I wake you?" he asked. I looked into his eyes, "Nope." I said. I got up and walked over to the kitchen were my job was already done. Breakfast on the table waiting on me...
I pulled my top of and put the swim suit top on. I sat the top on the sink and I pulled my jeans off. Replacing them with the swim suit bottoms. I looked into the mirror I had a normal shape although, I wish I had lost a few pounds, I walked out of the room and brought a towel. What can I say I'm scared. I walked to the back of the house were a pool was placed. But I couldn't find my love. But then I felt the impact of hitting the water. My love had pushed me in. I opened my eyes under the water to find him searching for my body. I helped him find me. He pulled his mouth to mine again. But this time what broke the kiss was the need for air. He came up and so did I.
"You look so pretty." he said. "I do?" I asked. I reached out to my shaking body and said "Yes you do." He held me tight in his arms. But when it got dark we got out. He had already but the boxes in the house as I was getting ready. So we had time to waste. I changed into my silk nightgown. He was in normal pants and had his bare chest. Did he not no that he was amazing with out the six pack. I kept thinking "All man, and All mine." I walked over to my man. He pulled me into his lap. Were I went fast asleep. I woke to him looking at me. "Did I wake you?" he asked. I looked into his eyes, "Nope." I said. I got up and walked over to the kitchen were my job was already done. Breakfast on the table waiting on me...
I'm broken In a million pieces, and every time I try to pick them up, i find that I've lost many pieces over the years. I search every day for the pieces I've lost, put I come up empty. Many people have told me to start over. But how can you start over when you don't no were you left off? I want nothing more but to find myself again. But when you've been lost with no signs of where you were it's very hard to learn it all again. It's as if you were a book of old memories, But they forget about you as they make the newer ones. The tears I have cried and all the times I have lied to myself, they are worthless because no body wants to remember me. I find that I need to break away from the people that have taken me down. and I'm going to be a new person!
Dear Aillie
Thanks 4 always being there when i needed you I felt like you were always there when I needed a friend and I love you for that so much you are a wonder kind and sweet person and I love you even if u are crazy as hell!!! You are defiantly so body i wanna no 4eva! U are one of my sisters :P and I love you way to much!!! you are one of de best ppl I no and I love u so much MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! and tons of joy and happiness. Keep on being the fun and crazy you I love!!!!
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Missie :)
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Thanks 4 always being there when i needed you I felt like you were always there when I needed a friend and I love you for that so much you are a wonder kind and sweet person and I love you even if u are crazy as hell!!! You are defiantly so body i wanna no 4eva! U are one of my sisters :P and I love you way to much!!! you are one of de best ppl I no and I love u so much MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! and tons of joy and happiness. Keep on being the fun and crazy you I love!!!!
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Missie :)
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Some people cut there arms.
Some people drink.
Some people kill.
Some people wonder.
Some people Hide.
Some people cry.
Some people die.
Some people keep it in.
Some people let it out in a friend.
Some people scream in a pillow.
Some people lock it up inside.
How do you feel the pain?
How to you let it out.
Have you kept it inside.
No longer time to hide.
Let it out.
Scream it to the heavens.
let it out.
Say something no one knew you went threw.
Say something no body knew about you.
"Pain is weakness leaving the body"... A couch at my school said this.
Some people drink.
Some people kill.
Some people wonder.
Some people Hide.
Some people cry.
Some people die.
Some people keep it in.
Some people let it out in a friend.
Some people scream in a pillow.
Some people lock it up inside.
How do you feel the pain?
How to you let it out.
Have you kept it inside.
No longer time to hide.
Let it out.
Scream it to the heavens.
let it out.
Say something no one knew you went threw.
Say something no body knew about you.
"Pain is weakness leaving the body"... A couch at my school said this.
Dear Katie,
Thx so much 4 everything u have done 4 me nd especially that article was just over the top!! Nd i ust wanted 2 tell u that u r my best friend nd what the hell u r just like a sister 2 me also u r so nice u r worth a million dollars i can guarenttee that......... I LOVE U SIS SOOOOO MUCH nd i never ever in a million yrs want 2 lose u!!!!
I love u sooo much,
Bri
P.S justin bieber is kewl nd soooo r u
THX 4 saying i should marry justin bieber that was like me winning a million dollars but i already got my million dollars rite here w/ me nd making my everyday a better day
Thx so much 4 everything u have done 4 me nd especially that article was just over the top!! Nd i ust wanted 2 tell u that u r my best friend nd what the hell u r just like a sister 2 me also u r so nice u r worth a million dollars i can guarenttee that......... I LOVE U SIS SOOOOO MUCH nd i never ever in a million yrs want 2 lose u!!!!
I love u sooo much,
Bri
P.S justin bieber is kewl nd soooo r u
THX 4 saying i should marry justin bieber that was like me winning a million dollars but i already got my million dollars rite here w/ me nd making my everyday a better day
Dear Bri
thanks for always being there when I need you and thanks for all the mind hugs! I want to give you millions of hugs! and I love you so very much! you are a wonderful friend and I love you way to much!
you always can make me smile and laugh and i love that about you! Guess what THAT WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU!!! tons of hugs and loves
Katie
P.s Justin Bieber is way cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya tons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BRI IS AWESOME
AND SHE SHOULD MARRY
JUSTIN BIEBER JUST CUZ I WANT HER TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for always being there when I need you and thanks for all the mind hugs! I want to give you millions of hugs! and I love you so very much! you are a wonderful friend and I love you way to much!
you always can make me smile and laugh and i love that about you! Guess what THAT WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU!!! tons of hugs and loves
Katie
P.s Justin Bieber is way cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya tons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BRI IS AWESOME
AND SHE SHOULD MARRY
JUSTIN BIEBER JUST CUZ I WANT HER TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!