well this is just a try out to see if its any good, so please tell me what you think, and if i should write more :) here goes
its what i think should of happened (even though i love what's happened so far)
you know what its like when you get the feeling something new something exciting is going to happen? when you get the butterflies in your stomach and your head gets all dizzy and you feel like you can't breath?
its how i feel right this second.
its 6;30 in the morning here in mystic falls i should be tired and bored but somehow i can't bring myself to be down. i know there is something more waiting for me soon, but its the wrong one, the one i shouldn't be excited about seeing.
damon.
i have been with stefan for a few months now and i love him i truly do, but there is something about damon that just drives me wild, crazy yes.
urggh! i groan and through myself on my bed why can;t things be simple? i sigh again and close my eyes loosing myself in though.
stefan is everything i need, he protects me and loves me, we have been through so much together. why can't that be enough? it should be enough.
suddenly there was a tap on my window there are only two people that will do this, and i was in love with them both.
slowly i pull myself up and walk timidly over to the window sliding the curtains over and my heart did crazy flips and skipped more then 1 beat.
oh god, my resolve wavered. of course it would be damon.
he smiled pointing to the lock
"what do you want now damon?" i never truly showed him how i felt, i just pretended like he was my boyfriends brother.
"well i was going to tell you something but just forget it now then" he gave me a flirty smile and turned slowly daring me to stop him.
"fine, what is it?" i moved out the way letting him into my room. deep breath.
"stefan, he just wanted me to tell you that he will be away a while that's all"
"away? away where?"
he shrugged touching and going through my belonging
"damon" i stopped him touching his arm, ignoring the spark and electricity that flowed through me at the movement " i really don't have time was this, what else did he say?"
he smiles at me stopping my heart "just that he will be gone a few weeks, he would rather you stayed at the boarding house while he is gone no before you ask not my idea and i don't know why" damnit he knew me so well "so i am here to take you, well after school whenever you want"
"fine, but leave it till later i can tell bonnie to tell jennah im with her"
"perfect, i have so much hmm.... fun planned for us, time will go by fast, bye elana"
what has stefan left me to face?
well i don't know what to say. i know what's going to happen in it but it might take some time.
so please tell me what you think and if i should write ore
please be nice :D
its what i think should of happened (even though i love what's happened so far)
you know what its like when you get the feeling something new something exciting is going to happen? when you get the butterflies in your stomach and your head gets all dizzy and you feel like you can't breath?
its how i feel right this second.
its 6;30 in the morning here in mystic falls i should be tired and bored but somehow i can't bring myself to be down. i know there is something more waiting for me soon, but its the wrong one, the one i shouldn't be excited about seeing.
damon.
i have been with stefan for a few months now and i love him i truly do, but there is something about damon that just drives me wild, crazy yes.
urggh! i groan and through myself on my bed why can;t things be simple? i sigh again and close my eyes loosing myself in though.
stefan is everything i need, he protects me and loves me, we have been through so much together. why can't that be enough? it should be enough.
suddenly there was a tap on my window there are only two people that will do this, and i was in love with them both.
slowly i pull myself up and walk timidly over to the window sliding the curtains over and my heart did crazy flips and skipped more then 1 beat.
oh god, my resolve wavered. of course it would be damon.
he smiled pointing to the lock
"what do you want now damon?" i never truly showed him how i felt, i just pretended like he was my boyfriends brother.
"well i was going to tell you something but just forget it now then" he gave me a flirty smile and turned slowly daring me to stop him.
"fine, what is it?" i moved out the way letting him into my room. deep breath.
"stefan, he just wanted me to tell you that he will be away a while that's all"
"away? away where?"
he shrugged touching and going through my belonging
"damon" i stopped him touching his arm, ignoring the spark and electricity that flowed through me at the movement " i really don't have time was this, what else did he say?"
he smiles at me stopping my heart "just that he will be gone a few weeks, he would rather you stayed at the boarding house while he is gone no before you ask not my idea and i don't know why" damnit he knew me so well "so i am here to take you, well after school whenever you want"
"fine, but leave it till later i can tell bonnie to tell jennah im with her"
"perfect, i have so much hmm.... fun planned for us, time will go by fast, bye elana"
what has stefan left me to face?
well i don't know what to say. i know what's going to happen in it but it might take some time.
so please tell me what you think and if i should write ore
please be nice :D
