lies...
the only fucking words that come out of you big mouth. you think you could play her like that? you think she's a fucking gamebored you can keep playing? hell no! she has a brain and a heart. they both are fragial, not like play-dough that you can keep twisting and playing with. she's a part of my life and she comes home to cry and not do any thing.
abuse...
when i came to her room today, i find blood and pills all over the floor. i hope she is not dead. i fall on the floor and roll to a pudal of blood. the window opends and it's my sister. she looks at me soberly runs to me and hugs me. "it's ok." i say.
"he broke my heart." she says.
"there there little one."
my mother comes in and looks at the mess. i think she thinks it was i who did this. she grabs her belt.
SLAP!
i pushed my sister to the corner. she stands like a statue and crys. "stop mom!" she crys. mother contiues to beat me. "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS?! AND IN FRONT OF YOUR SISTER!"
my mom yells. "it was me!" she yelles.
my mother stops hitting. she runs to my sister and hugs her.
"WHAT THE FUCK! YOU HUG HER BUT HIT ME! YOU STUPID BITCH!" i yell. my mother looks at me and my sister runs. i bend down to get the knife as my mother aproches me with the blet. she runs to me.
PLOP!
i stare at her. on the floor.
dead.
then fall on my knees and pray.
"dear lord,
please forgive my sins and what i did."
my sister runs in and looks at me. she smiles and runs to me.
"we are free gwen." i say to my little sister.
"really aly?" she asked.
"yes." we are free...
finally...
i put her on my bed and begin to hum her a lull-a-bye.
link
she falls asleep as i reapeated the word
finally...