Toy Shed Nightmare
© Ally
I still remember the dark dirty floor
of the toy shed in the backyard.
The pain as every piece of clothing I had on
was getting torn off in fast motions.
The hand covering my
mouth as I screamed for someone to help me.
The help never came.
As I screamed with the sweaty hand over my mouth
I thought that this was it,
I was going to die.
I was only six years old,
all my hopes and dreams were over,
nothing pursued.
The pain was something I'd never felt before,
it wasn't a cut nor a scrap.
This pain would never go away or heal.
Then as if time stood still
I lay there thinking what my parents would think
when I told them what had happened.
I tried so hard to get myself to safety,
but I was weak every move I made
felt like the world was crashing down on me.
When really it was a fourteen year old boy crushing me
as he forced his way into my innocence.
Taking away every purity I had
and leaving me with pain and suffering.
At that moment I prayed that I would die.
For to live a life with this pain and wound that would never heal was
unbearable.
As I stopped screaming I thought I had died.
The pain was still there but I felt a light shine on me.
As I looked up I realized the torture was over he had fled
the toy shed and went back into his house.
I lay there naked in my own blood trying to figure out why this all
happened, and why it had happened to me.
To this day there isn't a moment that goes by that I
don't think about that day in the toy shed.
The pain and suffering still lurks in my head as I dream at night.
It isn't forgotten and never will be,
for that is how I learn and grow.
Sharing and preventing is something I strive for.
No one should feel that way.
No one should cause that pain.
For that pain lasts a life time.
© Ally
I still remember the dark dirty floor
of the toy shed in the backyard.
The pain as every piece of clothing I had on
was getting torn off in fast motions.
The hand covering my
mouth as I screamed for someone to help me.
The help never came.
As I screamed with the sweaty hand over my mouth
I thought that this was it,
I was going to die.
I was only six years old,
all my hopes and dreams were over,
nothing pursued.
The pain was something I'd never felt before,
it wasn't a cut nor a scrap.
This pain would never go away or heal.
Then as if time stood still
I lay there thinking what my parents would think
when I told them what had happened.
I tried so hard to get myself to safety,
but I was weak every move I made
felt like the world was crashing down on me.
When really it was a fourteen year old boy crushing me
as he forced his way into my innocence.
Taking away every purity I had
and leaving me with pain and suffering.
At that moment I prayed that I would die.
For to live a life with this pain and wound that would never heal was
unbearable.
As I stopped screaming I thought I had died.
The pain was still there but I felt a light shine on me.
As I looked up I realized the torture was over he had fled
the toy shed and went back into his house.
I lay there naked in my own blood trying to figure out why this all
happened, and why it had happened to me.
To this day there isn't a moment that goes by that I
don't think about that day in the toy shed.
The pain and suffering still lurks in my head as I dream at night.
It isn't forgotten and never will be,
for that is how I learn and grow.
Sharing and preventing is something I strive for.
No one should feel that way.
No one should cause that pain.
For that pain lasts a life time.
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are you guys fighting about.They all said NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam said NO I'M TRIED OF YOU GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all said we are going to beat you up.Adam said DON'T YOU GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam said I HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim said IF YOU EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack said WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam said I'M CALLING MY OTHER FRIENDS Aster and Zane and Axel.Jim said BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam said MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE HERE.Jim said YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel said I'M GOING TO KILL YOU GUYS.Axel and Zane and Aster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.