I try to keep it together
Don’t want anyone to know
I manage not to cry
But I’m in full bitch mode
I’m surrounded by people
But I feel all alone
I wish I could forget you
But you’re carved in my soul

And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand

I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey

I try to move along
But I carry the pain around
I wish you would’ve just left
That you were somewhere safe and sound
But Death had to knock on your door
Now your eight feet underground
And I’m doomed without you
Forever lost, not to be found

And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand

I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey

I’m probably being a drama queen
And I’m probably saying things I don’t even mean
But even so, this is how I feel
Can’t you just pretend to care
You’re probably turning in your grave
Shaking your head at the mess I’ve made
But you’re not here, and I’m forced to stay
So, color all my nights grey

And you don’t understand
No, you will never understand

I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey