You breathe a slow steady breath through your nostrils, as the rabbi turns his head to Lucas, and asks the most explicable question.
"Lucas Douglas, do you take this woman to be your wife, to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
He beams a bright, loving smile at you.
"I do."
You lose your focus, falling into the apparent colour difference of his eyes from the mere bright stained glass of the church. And, they remind you of why you're questioning this. There was nothing behind them. No fascination, curiousity, excitement, intelligence, or fierce desire.
The rabbi gives a questioning glance at you, then continues.
"Lisa Cuddy, do you take this man to be your husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, to comfort him, and to keep him in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
Your eyes dart from pew to pew, searching for him. Wilson sits there, focused and compelled. He gives you a sorrowful smile, watching you stare blankly at the empty space beside him.
"Ms. Cuddy?"
The rabbi questions, slowly. Lucas gently rubs your bare arm, taking your assiduity from the empty seat.
"I...-"
People begin to scoot up in the pews, making squeaky sounds come from the hard wood. Shiny and mooth pieces of your hair sway down across your forehead, as you bend your head for a moment toward the red carpet floor. Teeth begin to bite the inside of your dry mouth, when you look back up.
"I can't...-"
His once gleaming smile, begins to turn into a desolate frown.
You contine, shakily.
"I can't marry... you, Lucas."
The guests begin to turn their heads to one another, already gossiping; He gives a knowing look, and nods, clenching and unclenching his jaws back and forth.
"Here...."
You say; handing him the bouquet of white calla lilies.
Everyone stares at you. Watching you walk down the isle with no one on your arm, to the far right corner of the 4th row pew.
"Where is he?"
You ask Wilson, lip syncing.
"Apartment."
He answers you, barely audible to hear.
You're not exactly sane at the moment, you've come to realise. Speeding down a two lane road, isn't what you call insane, but the reason why you're doing it might be. He was going to be there, he wasn't going out of town, or leaving and never coming back. Yet, here you were, driving moronically.
The chill of the wind sweeps under your forever long gown. Causing cold goose bumps to introduce themselves to the nervous goose bumps you had already had. You enter the hall outside the loft, the loft you had intended on buying. One hard inhale of air and your knuckles met themselves with the hard white two double doors, knocking loudly.
Two minutes went by, and no answer or grunt of any remoteable sort. So, like any other logical person, you assume he's not home, or just doesn't care enough to answer.
A click echoes.
And, he stares at you. A speculative spark in his eyes.
"I didn't get married to Lucas...."
You let it slowly roll off the tip of your tongue.
His mouth opens slightly, yet no words even muttering out to the surface.
Your bottom lip instinctively pushes out, then draws back in, preparing for what to say.
"I'm in love with you."
He gives a small, joyful smile. A smile that could speak louder and mean more than any word you could ever hear.
"You don't deserve to wear white."
He picks, teasingly.
Slowly and easily, he pulls the gold long handle all the way back, expanding the door, and opening you into his life.
"Lucas Douglas, do you take this woman to be your wife, to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
He beams a bright, loving smile at you.
"I do."
You lose your focus, falling into the apparent colour difference of his eyes from the mere bright stained glass of the church. And, they remind you of why you're questioning this. There was nothing behind them. No fascination, curiousity, excitement, intelligence, or fierce desire.
The rabbi gives a questioning glance at you, then continues.
"Lisa Cuddy, do you take this man to be your husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, to comfort him, and to keep him in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"
Your eyes dart from pew to pew, searching for him. Wilson sits there, focused and compelled. He gives you a sorrowful smile, watching you stare blankly at the empty space beside him.
"Ms. Cuddy?"
The rabbi questions, slowly. Lucas gently rubs your bare arm, taking your assiduity from the empty seat.
"I...-"
People begin to scoot up in the pews, making squeaky sounds come from the hard wood. Shiny and mooth pieces of your hair sway down across your forehead, as you bend your head for a moment toward the red carpet floor. Teeth begin to bite the inside of your dry mouth, when you look back up.
"I can't...-"
His once gleaming smile, begins to turn into a desolate frown.
You contine, shakily.
"I can't marry... you, Lucas."
The guests begin to turn their heads to one another, already gossiping; He gives a knowing look, and nods, clenching and unclenching his jaws back and forth.
"Here...."
You say; handing him the bouquet of white calla lilies.
Everyone stares at you. Watching you walk down the isle with no one on your arm, to the far right corner of the 4th row pew.
"Where is he?"
You ask Wilson, lip syncing.
"Apartment."
He answers you, barely audible to hear.
You're not exactly sane at the moment, you've come to realise. Speeding down a two lane road, isn't what you call insane, but the reason why you're doing it might be. He was going to be there, he wasn't going out of town, or leaving and never coming back. Yet, here you were, driving moronically.
The chill of the wind sweeps under your forever long gown. Causing cold goose bumps to introduce themselves to the nervous goose bumps you had already had. You enter the hall outside the loft, the loft you had intended on buying. One hard inhale of air and your knuckles met themselves with the hard white two double doors, knocking loudly.
Two minutes went by, and no answer or grunt of any remoteable sort. So, like any other logical person, you assume he's not home, or just doesn't care enough to answer.
A click echoes.
And, he stares at you. A speculative spark in his eyes.
"I didn't get married to Lucas...."
You let it slowly roll off the tip of your tongue.
His mouth opens slightly, yet no words even muttering out to the surface.
Your bottom lip instinctively pushes out, then draws back in, preparing for what to say.
"I'm in love with you."
He gives a small, joyful smile. A smile that could speak louder and mean more than any word you could ever hear.
"You don't deserve to wear white."
He picks, teasingly.
Slowly and easily, he pulls the gold long handle all the way back, expanding the door, and opening you into his life.
I got this info off the house boards over on the house website. this person has posted spoilers before and they always turn out to be true most of the time so i trust this person.
There is after all a light of hope at the end of the tunnel:
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P
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L
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R
Just in: this person has inside info on House and is VERYreliable-
seems that the purpose of this arc(C/L) is to further C feelings for H...
(for what this person perceives).
..that Cuddy finds out that House doesnt take her relationship with Lucas lightly.
Have a nice night!!
There is after all a light of hope at the end of the tunnel:
S
P
O
I
L
E
R
Just in: this person has inside info on House and is VERYreliable-
seems that the purpose of this arc(C/L) is to further C feelings for H...
(for what this person perceives).
..that Cuddy finds out that House doesnt take her relationship with Lucas lightly.
Have a nice night!!
I was reading up on opiate withdrawal and apparently you can go through withdrawal not just to stop taking the drug, Vicodin in House’s case, but to reduce the amount you’re taking.
So in House’s case, like Wilson said; his Vicodin levels where way to high and so the only option was to let his body recover and reduce it’s need for that amount it got everyday.
Therefore, the next morning when he was seemingly better; it was because of the extreme cold-turkeyness that House used to reduce his levels of Vicodin in order for his hallucination of Amber to go away. So I don’t think it was a hallucination, because he hasn’t quit Vicodin, he has only reduced the amount he takes within the space of a horrible 24 hour detox. His body no longer craves the Vicodin every hour or so like before.
Short and simple :)
So in House’s case, like Wilson said; his Vicodin levels where way to high and so the only option was to let his body recover and reduce it’s need for that amount it got everyday.
Therefore, the next morning when he was seemingly better; it was because of the extreme cold-turkeyness that House used to reduce his levels of Vicodin in order for his hallucination of Amber to go away. So I don’t think it was a hallucination, because he hasn’t quit Vicodin, he has only reduced the amount he takes within the space of a horrible 24 hour detox. His body no longer craves the Vicodin every hour or so like before.
Short and simple :)