Cuddy I don’t know why you are so mad at me. I saved the patient’s life. What was I supposed to do let him die? I have lied to you ten thousand times. This wasn’t personal it was a professional.
Now I am in this room and I am not sure what is wrong with this guy or if I will make it out. For the first time I care if I make it out. It has been days since I have held you. It has been days since I have touched you. I miss you.
House I am looking at you trapped in this room and I just want to get you out alive. I am so afraid for you. I just want you to be safe. I can’t imagine my life without you anymore. I have missed you. I have missed your touch. Why can’t you understand I want to be the person you confide in? I am so afraid. I want you to have faith in us, in me. I love you.
House this is what happens when you have no respect for authority. You don't have any respect for anything.
Cuddy you are trying to win an argument with a threat of death?
House, “you think this is about the other thing?” I just want you to stay alive.
Cuddy, “if I do, does that mean I win both arguments?”
Shut-up House.
Dr. House something is wrong.
He goes over to the patient and his stats are not improving. He was wrong. The patient has small pox. OMG.
Dr. House I am not going to make it am I?
House looked at him sorrowful. You should say goodbye to your family.
As the lady stood on the other side of the glass she watched House give him CPR. But it was to no avail.
He died. Oh no, House, what does that mean? Are you going to die? Fear rushing through Cuddy's head and heart. Please don’t die.
Cuddy turned to the CDC official. “Let him out.” We can move him to the fifth floor.
“We can’t take a chance I am sorry,” the CDC official replied.
“You can move me,” House was yelling at him. You’re killing me.
"Don't leave him in there" Cuddy pleading with the CDC.
"I can't take the chance." I am sorry.
Cuddy ran to Hosue's office as the team was sitting there.
"What are you doing?" Do the differential and get some ideas.
Dr. Cuddy, with all dur respect the patient has small pox.
Dr. Foreman, with all due respect get off your butt and find me some more answers.
Cuddy went to her office trying to find someone to overrule the CDC official.
"Martha trying to rally the team went back to the computer to talk to the girl House had pulled up." The woman continued reading the diary of the crew and she came to a part where the captain had a pet cat.
"Herod died", the woman replied.
"A lightbulb went off in Martha's head and she asked her what happened to the cat."
The team came back and Martha was trying to convince the CDC official that it was riccatcio pox. She went to House and she convinced him to check the man who had died. As he searched the body he found his proof. Martha had saved the day.
House went to see Cuddy and to buy her breakfast but she wasn’t in the mood for any meal or conversation with him.
“When I was dying a little white lie wasn’t a big deal”, House said.
“When you were dying it wasn’t, Cuddy replied as she walked out.
As he got home House’s leg was bothering him. The physical therapist wasn’t really helping as much as Brandi did. He was struggling with the pain, with Cuddy, with cases. He cut the light on and she was there.
You are favoring the leg.
It will be fine. What are you doing here Cuddy?
“Come here let me see if I can help”, Cuddy said taking his hand.
“I will be fine”, I don’t need ………AHHHHH, OHHHHHH Where did you learn to do that?
I met with Brandi a few times. She gave me a massage the first time. She is very good.
“I would have paid tens of dollars to see that”, House told her.
She continued to massage him. She began to take his coat off. Their eyes were locked on each other. She unbuttoned his shirt and removed it from him slowly. She could feel her breathing getting heavier but she was trying to hide the effect of being this close to him had.
“How did you know I was having trouble with my leg”, House asked her?
I asked the physical therapist and she said you were coming almost every day. I knew it wasn’t working. So I tapped into your e-mail to get Brandi’s number. If I couldn’t have learned the art of massaging and nerve points I would have had her to come to my house with "clothes on" and give you therapy there.
"Kinda of a sad ending" Cuddy told him.
“How did you know my password Cuddy”, he asked?
“You are very predictable as it turns out.” “Patty and Selma?”
“Oh by the way Cuddy how did you know if you had learned how to do this?”
‘I gave Brandi a massage”, Cuddy told him. House’s mouth dropped open.
I would have paid hundreds of dollars to watch that.
Get your clothes off House and get wrapped up in a sheet so I can finish this.
“With Brandi I didn’t have to wrap up in a sheet.”
“Really”, I guess you didn’t lie to her.
“Cuddy are you ever going to forgive me?” You are here giving me a massage. I don’t understand how this works. Are you still mad?
I am hurt House. It doesn't mean i don't love you.
“Why are you hurt”?
Why didn’t you come to me and tell me that the senator and his campaign manager had been sniffing coke with the same straw? You didn’t even give me a chance. Lying to me is what came natural to you.
You said nothing had to change. You said we weren’t mixing business with personal. You changed the rules or you are making them up as you go.
We have always pushed each other. You come to me with an unreasonable request and I make you get me just enough proof to get the most radical treatments approved. You weren’t afraid to come to me and ask for ridiculous things before we got together. You weren't afraid of arguing then. I always bent the rules for you and went out on a limb because I believed in you. I still believe in you. You are the one that has changed.
I don’t want to argue with you now. I want to be with you. 'I guess I was taking what I thought was the safest road."
House we are going to argue but if we are honest with each other we will be fine. I want to know you respect me and that you value me. I want us to trust each other. I want us to come to each other.
"Your leg has been hurting and you didn’t tell me."
What good would it have done? You only cared that Brandi was a hooker or that I might take the vicodin. Oh that's right you picked those up didn't you?
"I did pick them up." I didn't now how fragile you were and I am use to taking care of you a bit.
House I want you to be able to talk to me. I don’t care if we argue. We can get through an argument but we can’t make it through secrets and lies. I have loved you for twenty years.
"I thought you were mad at me", House said to her.
Cuddy walked over to him. She started to undo his pants and he grabbed her hands.
"What are you doing", he asked her?
I am unbuttoning your pants. I am going to massage you. I want to take away some of the pain.
"Cuddy I miss you. "I wasn't trying to hurt you. I have lived with the thought so long that nothing lasts forever and things only last as long as the lies stand up." I don't know how good I am going to be at this but I know I want to be with you. I am sorry.
Will you stay with me tonight or we can go to your place?" We don't have to have sex.
"You liar."
"Marina is going to stay with Rachel." I wasn't sure that we would be ok but I wanted to be prepared either way.
I am afraid House. I am so scared you are going to retreat on me. I ........
He stopped her. He grabbed her and he kissed her. They desire for one another was stronger than either could deny.
He ran his fingers through her hair and as he pulled back to look at her he took his hand and caressed her face. His fingers were tracing the outline of her lips as he could barely breathe.
Cuddy I am in this because I couldn't get you out of my head. I spent years telling myself it wouldn't work and that I could never be that guy for you. Now I want to be that guy. I am ready to be that guy. He leaned in as his lips brushed hers and his tongue running over her lips and then into her mouth. He was unbuttoning her blouse.
She was trying to gather her composure as the moans were escaping her lips her hands were pulling at his hair now. She needed him. She needed to feel him. She wanted to give him all she had and not hold anything back anymore.
He stepped back away from her in order to see her in the light. He unzipped her skirt and kneeled down to help her out of it. He eased her shirt off of her shoulders. He unhooked her bra and bent down to ease her panties off. He stood there and looked at her. She was absolutely gorgeous and he wanted her for his own. She was the sun, the moon, and the stars all in one. He took her in his arms and he laid her on his bed. He began to kiss her softly as tears rolled down her face.
She was soft and she was tender. All their walls were down. He looked at her as if maybe he was seeing her for the first time. He saw how fragile she could be.
He layed on her as he kissed her so tenderly. Their bodies melted together as they continually came together. There was no distance between them now. Every wall had been crushed by their strong need and desire for each other. The more they made love this night the more the need grew inside them. The hunger for each other would never be satisfied.
They held to each other so tightly. Their two hearts had been seeking a home for so long. They had journeyed many years searching for rest. The search was over. They had found a home in each other. No matter what lay ahead their hearts belonged to each other.
They were everything they never knew they had always wanted. their two hearts were becoming one.
