Elena walked into Damon’s room, where Damon was lying on the bed. He looked up. “You still angry with me?”
Elena shook her head. “No” she sighed. “I should’ve known better. You still angry with me?” Damon frowned. “I wasn’t angry. Why would I be angry?”
“Because I was so stupid to think you’d want to have a conversation with the one that betrayed you” Elena said sad.
“Oh, well, I’ll have to get over it sometime” Damon shrugged. He looked at Elena. “And you’re not stupid” He lifted up his head and kissed her. Elena stuck her hand behind his neck and pulled him closer. She forced her tongue in his mouth and opened the buttons of his button-down. She lay down on the bed and pulled Damon closer. She could feel his excitement. She wanted to open his belt, but when she tried to, Damon took her hands. He dashed away from her.
“This is wrong” he said agitated.
“What? Why?” Elena asked disappointed. They had been so close.
“I told you we have to wait” Damon said, looking at Elena.
“Wait for what?” Elena asked annoyed. She got up and walked towards Damon. “I’m getting sick of your games, Damon. You can’t stand me being with other guys, but when I want to give myself completely to you, you reject me. What’s wrong with you?”
“I don’t mind you hanging out with other guys” he said trembling. “I just don’t want you to hang out with Stefan”
“Well, maybe I should” Elena said numb. “He wouldn’t be so reluctant”
The moment those words had left her mouth she wished she could take them back. She saw Damon’s expression change from confused to angry.
“Damon, I’m so sorry” she said weak, but he didn’t listen. He grabbed her arms and threw her on the bed.
“Fine! You want to do it? Let’s do it. If it means only so little to you, you would actually give yourself to anyone who’s in for it!” he said furious. He raced towards the bed and crawled upon Elena. “You want this so much, so stop whining” he said insensitive.
“Stop. Please, stop. I don’t want this. Please, stop” Elena cried softly.
Damon sighed and got of the bed. He sank down on the bed. “I’m sorry” he said. He tried to pull her closer, but she shoved away.
“You just tried to rape me” Elena said disgusted and upset.
“I’m sorry” Damon repeated.
“Get out” Elena said soft, but clear. “Just…go away”
Damon got off the bed and left his bedroom.
Elena shook her head. “No” she sighed. “I should’ve known better. You still angry with me?” Damon frowned. “I wasn’t angry. Why would I be angry?”
“Because I was so stupid to think you’d want to have a conversation with the one that betrayed you” Elena said sad.
“Oh, well, I’ll have to get over it sometime” Damon shrugged. He looked at Elena. “And you’re not stupid” He lifted up his head and kissed her. Elena stuck her hand behind his neck and pulled him closer. She forced her tongue in his mouth and opened the buttons of his button-down. She lay down on the bed and pulled Damon closer. She could feel his excitement. She wanted to open his belt, but when she tried to, Damon took her hands. He dashed away from her.
“This is wrong” he said agitated.
“What? Why?” Elena asked disappointed. They had been so close.
“I told you we have to wait” Damon said, looking at Elena.
“Wait for what?” Elena asked annoyed. She got up and walked towards Damon. “I’m getting sick of your games, Damon. You can’t stand me being with other guys, but when I want to give myself completely to you, you reject me. What’s wrong with you?”
“I don’t mind you hanging out with other guys” he said trembling. “I just don’t want you to hang out with Stefan”
“Well, maybe I should” Elena said numb. “He wouldn’t be so reluctant”
The moment those words had left her mouth she wished she could take them back. She saw Damon’s expression change from confused to angry.
“Damon, I’m so sorry” she said weak, but he didn’t listen. He grabbed her arms and threw her on the bed.
“Fine! You want to do it? Let’s do it. If it means only so little to you, you would actually give yourself to anyone who’s in for it!” he said furious. He raced towards the bed and crawled upon Elena. “You want this so much, so stop whining” he said insensitive.
“Stop. Please, stop. I don’t want this. Please, stop” Elena cried softly.
Damon sighed and got of the bed. He sank down on the bed. “I’m sorry” he said. He tried to pull her closer, but she shoved away.
“You just tried to rape me” Elena said disgusted and upset.
“I’m sorry” Damon repeated.
“Get out” Elena said soft, but clear. “Just…go away”
Damon got off the bed and left his bedroom.
Dean and Sam were in the waiting room of the hospital, both drinking coffee. There was no way any of them could sleep now.
Kevin and Alexia entered the hospital. They had informed Anna about Cas’ disastrous acting and she had directed them to Sam and Dean.
“Hey” Kevin said. Sam looked up.
“Kevin! What are you doing here? I thought you were hiding from Crowley” Sam exclaimed hoarse. He was getting tired.
“Yeah, I was, but something came up” Kevin explained. He sat down next to Sam and Alexia next to Dean. “We had a little visit from our old friend Cas”
“You know where he is?” Dean asked urgent.
“Not anymore” Kevin commented. “He destroyed the tablets”
“He what?” Sam exclaimed surprised.
“He destroyed the tablets” Alexia repeated. “And then he took off. Anna went out looking for him, but she needs you two to get Meg to fess up. Get her to talk”
Kevin and Alexia entered the hospital. They had informed Anna about Cas’ disastrous acting and she had directed them to Sam and Dean.
“Hey” Kevin said. Sam looked up.
“Kevin! What are you doing here? I thought you were hiding from Crowley” Sam exclaimed hoarse. He was getting tired.
“Yeah, I was, but something came up” Kevin explained. He sat down next to Sam and Alexia next to Dean. “We had a little visit from our old friend Cas”
“You know where he is?” Dean asked urgent.
“Not anymore” Kevin commented. “He destroyed the tablets”
“He what?” Sam exclaimed surprised.
“He destroyed the tablets” Alexia repeated. “And then he took off. Anna went out looking for him, but she needs you two to get Meg to fess up. Get her to talk”
Heather’s upper body was covered with needles and each time Meg thought they’d reached the bottom the needles miraculously piled up.
Heather turned her head carefully to her ex-colleague. “Please, make him stop. I’ve done nothing wrong” she cried quietly.
“You made me a drugs addict” Cas reminded her. “I bashed my own head against a toilet and I almost got Meg killed, because of your needles”
“I’m sorry” Heather said weak. “I just wanted to help you, I swear”
Cas grabbed another needle and drove it in her thy, making Heather moan, which made Meg shiver.
“Don’t you think that’s enough?” she said careful.
“No” Cas snapped back. “It’ll be enough when there are no more needles left”
“But they keep piling up!” Meg exclaimed.
“They’ll stop piling up when the whore’s death” Cas clarified.
Meg shook her head in horror. “What has gotten into you?”
Heather turned her head carefully to her ex-colleague. “Please, make him stop. I’ve done nothing wrong” she cried quietly.
“You made me a drugs addict” Cas reminded her. “I bashed my own head against a toilet and I almost got Meg killed, because of your needles”
“I’m sorry” Heather said weak. “I just wanted to help you, I swear”
Cas grabbed another needle and drove it in her thy, making Heather moan, which made Meg shiver.
“Don’t you think that’s enough?” she said careful.
“No” Cas snapped back. “It’ll be enough when there are no more needles left”
“But they keep piling up!” Meg exclaimed.
“They’ll stop piling up when the whore’s death” Cas clarified.
Meg shook her head in horror. “What has gotten into you?”
Since there was no way any of them was going to get any sleep, they packed their bags and loaded the Impala. Dean placed himself behind the wheel, Sam sat next to him and Meg on the backseat.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. You didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.
“First stop: Pontiac, Illinois” Dean said, as he started the engines and drove ahead. As they drove Dean turned on the radio to break the silence.
Meg stared out of the window. She felt utterly powerless. Had she still been a demon she would’ve just zapped herself to him. But then maybe she wouldn’t have felt this way and she wouldn’t even bother to go find him.
Maybe this was a sign. Maybe she was supposed to let go and go back to her old life.
No!, she reproached herself. You’re not going back to killing for fun. You didn’t get this far to throw it all away. You’re going to find Cas and get him back.
“Everything okay, there?” Dean asked.
“Yeah, I’m good” Meg replied with a mischievous smile.