"yes. i am very happy. but your pressence is killing the mood"
I hate when people use the word gay to mean for it to hurt someone on purpose. You dont see us fellow gays going around saying 'EW YOUR STRAIGHT?!" i mean come on. its ridiculous. you are who you are and it isnt a choice. i cant just say 'Hey im going to stop being lesbian for today"
At my school, many students would use the word gay to mean stupid, boring, gross, and other negitive meanings. 8th grade year, i was going through my bisexual state of mind. Do i like girls? do i still like guys? I like guys. But im not atraccted to them, and i dont think i could..have a romantic bond either. Its just how i feel. When i asked one of my bests friends in the world "Would you still love me as your freind if i was gay?' she frowned and was like "ew no thats gross" and laughed. the feeling hurt and made me sick. i felt alone and the confusion and silence was beginnging to kill me. literally. i felt sick of the "Omg thats gay..." "Ew stupid...gay right?" and even my mom and her bf made jokes on gays/lesbians and even bi's. it hurt too much. During my musical education class, my stomach hurt and i was thinking this was the day i was going to kill myself. thats when my teacher sat by me and asked what was wrong. i shrugged, nothing i said.
well, she wasnt buying it, and made me stay after class.
i finally told her that i was lesbian for sure and i was waiting for the akward glance. but she just smiled gently and hugged me. She told me she knew she was lesbian throughout high school and college, and she was in LGBT in college with a bunch of her still now gay friends. i was shocked but she said i couldnt tell anyone she had told me. i agreed. we started a LGTB and GSA group at my school and now, no one says gay unless they say "I am Gay" she is the best person in my life, (you may read that in a couple of other different places on this spot btw) :p but anyway. how do you feel when you hear "Thats so gay?" in the bad way? didnt mean to ryme btw. i do that a lot.
and if your in school or has been, has yours done anything about the gay accpetiance deal? Also be a fan of me and ill fan you back!
COOKIES
I hate when people use the word gay to mean for it to hurt someone on purpose. You dont see us fellow gays going around saying 'EW YOUR STRAIGHT?!" i mean come on. its ridiculous. you are who you are and it isnt a choice. i cant just say 'Hey im going to stop being lesbian for today"
At my school, many students would use the word gay to mean stupid, boring, gross, and other negitive meanings. 8th grade year, i was going through my bisexual state of mind. Do i like girls? do i still like guys? I like guys. But im not atraccted to them, and i dont think i could..have a romantic bond either. Its just how i feel. When i asked one of my bests friends in the world "Would you still love me as your freind if i was gay?' she frowned and was like "ew no thats gross" and laughed. the feeling hurt and made me sick. i felt alone and the confusion and silence was beginnging to kill me. literally. i felt sick of the "Omg thats gay..." "Ew stupid...gay right?" and even my mom and her bf made jokes on gays/lesbians and even bi's. it hurt too much. During my musical education class, my stomach hurt and i was thinking this was the day i was going to kill myself. thats when my teacher sat by me and asked what was wrong. i shrugged, nothing i said.
well, she wasnt buying it, and made me stay after class.
i finally told her that i was lesbian for sure and i was waiting for the akward glance. but she just smiled gently and hugged me. She told me she knew she was lesbian throughout high school and college, and she was in LGBT in college with a bunch of her still now gay friends. i was shocked but she said i couldnt tell anyone she had told me. i agreed. we started a LGTB and GSA group at my school and now, no one says gay unless they say "I am Gay" she is the best person in my life, (you may read that in a couple of other different places on this spot btw) :p but anyway. how do you feel when you hear "Thats so gay?" in the bad way? didnt mean to ryme btw. i do that a lot.
and if your in school or has been, has yours done anything about the gay accpetiance deal? Also be a fan of me and ill fan you back!
COOKIES