I feel the sense beginning
The beginning through the end
There's nothing left to fear now
So watch me close
As one again you...
Burn me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to light right before your eyes
There's no reason to cry now
There's nothing to forgive
The suffering's my blessing
The death... is how I live
So
BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
Set me on fire...
And watch me burn...
Set me on fire...
And watch me... BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
BURN me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
The beginning through the end
There's nothing left to fear now
So watch me close
As one again you...
Burn me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to light right before your eyes
There's no reason to cry now
There's nothing to forgive
The suffering's my blessing
The death... is how I live
So
BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
Burn me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
Set me on fire...
And watch me burn...
Set me on fire...
And watch me... BURN me alive
Set me on fire
And watch me die
BURN me alive
Watch me burn to death right before your eyes
We are a living absolute
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved
I greet the sun
And wake from a war i could have won
Well in your arms I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I felt for you
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause loneliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
The dust a-dance against my breath
The world awaken slowly dressed
A life unanswered in the light
With questions scattered in the night
And now my heart feels heavy
The weight will drag me down
You were the only reason
They'd find me here tonight
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause lonliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
Stuck in an anguished innocence
This moment loved
I greet the sun
And wake from a war i could have won
Well in your arms I'll keep this memory to me
This kitchen floor won't reveal all the things I felt for you
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause loneliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
The dust a-dance against my breath
The world awaken slowly dressed
A life unanswered in the light
With questions scattered in the night
And now my heart feels heavy
The weight will drag me down
You were the only reason
They'd find me here tonight
Please level with me
Understand, I'd do anything for you
Sieze any moment while you care
This void's coming after you
Cause lonliness is why you hurt
Just don't kill the messenger
Peeling the clothes off her body.
Her scars deepen in color,
As goosebumps rack her pale skin.
She shivers at the chill of the air.
Her lovers name carved in the soft flesh on her left arm.
A burn scar on an L on her right foot.
Small scars, big scars.
Doesn't matter to her, she did them herself.
The scalding water runs out of the shower head.
She walks in and her skin reddens.
She winces,
As if dragons are licking her with their pointed tongues.
She scratches at the new scars to become.
Her long fingernails caked with blood.
The copper red water drains.
Her tears bleed into her face.
"I can't stop" she whispers to herself.
Hearing it echo back to her, she winces.
All alone in a big house.
Nothing should have happened.
But, something did.
Anything can happen....
Don't trust the monsters hiding under the bed.
She did.
Look at her now.
She's gone...
Her scars deepen in color,
As goosebumps rack her pale skin.
She shivers at the chill of the air.
Her lovers name carved in the soft flesh on her left arm.
A burn scar on an L on her right foot.
Small scars, big scars.
Doesn't matter to her, she did them herself.
The scalding water runs out of the shower head.
She walks in and her skin reddens.
She winces,
As if dragons are licking her with their pointed tongues.
She scratches at the new scars to become.
Her long fingernails caked with blood.
The copper red water drains.
Her tears bleed into her face.
"I can't stop" she whispers to herself.
Hearing it echo back to her, she winces.
All alone in a big house.
Nothing should have happened.
But, something did.
Anything can happen....
Don't trust the monsters hiding under the bed.
She did.
Look at her now.
She's gone...
Tightness in my chest
I cant breath.
The only time I can escape
is when I fall asleep.
Constant nausea
constant fear.
How did this happen
knowing I'm safe here?
It's a constant worry
another will strike.
I worry about it all the time
it makes me lose my appetite.
My sight darkens
my life flashes.
My worries control my thoughts
my heart crashes and burns to ashes.
You have no idea what its like
to live one day in my shoes.
Maybe if you did
you wouldn't judge me as you do.
I cant breath.
The only time I can escape
is when I fall asleep.
Constant nausea
constant fear.
How did this happen
knowing I'm safe here?
It's a constant worry
another will strike.
I worry about it all the time
it makes me lose my appetite.
My sight darkens
my life flashes.
My worries control my thoughts
my heart crashes and burns to ashes.
You have no idea what its like
to live one day in my shoes.
Maybe if you did
you wouldn't judge me as you do.
Her beauty is that of a million diamonds glittering in the sun
Each reflecting its own ray of light making brilliant patterns
The angels gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be
She would be the one who could make a man stop and gasp
Who could content a man just being within his arms
Making him fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness
Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings
She would be the one who that young man would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere minutes with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand
He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”
Each reflecting its own ray of light making brilliant patterns
The angels gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be
She would be the one who could make a man stop and gasp
Who could content a man just being within his arms
Making him fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness
Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings
She would be the one who that young man would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere minutes with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand
He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
My veins tainted with monster
Alcohol runs though my body
Foggy mind and running blood
Slices among splices
Drip drop patter splat.
It cools on the linoleum as my head swirls
My lip quivers and tears fall
Clear liquid stains my cheeks
Mixing with the rustic blood
Delilah screams and kicks at the door,
waiting to come out.
My breathing excels,
she claws her way into my mind.
Taking a back seat,
I let her take over.
Quitting isn't an option.
The crash to come is great as she inhales toxins
Clouded with thoughts of self raw hate
There is no escape.
The blade hits the floor as Delilah snorts up again.
Swigging the vodka and flying on monster.
Giggling on the height it takes her
It's teeth are razor sharp
I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
My veins tainted with monster
Alcohol runs though my body
Foggy mind and running blood
Slices among splices
Drip drop patter splat.
It cools on the linoleum as my head swirls
My lip quivers and tears fall
Clear liquid stains my cheeks
Mixing with the rustic blood
Delilah screams and kicks at the door,
waiting to come out.
My breathing excels,
she claws her way into my mind.
Taking a back seat,
I let her take over.
Quitting isn't an option.
The crash to come is great as she inhales toxins
Clouded with thoughts of self raw hate
There is no escape.
The blade hits the floor as Delilah snorts up again.
Swigging the vodka and flying on monster.
Giggling on the height it takes her
It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and crushed into a million pieces. I can't breathe and tears are streaking my face. My lips have a blue tint & air is coming short. I've cussed at the wall and screamed into the empty air. I feel myself leaving, but I'm still here. Every thing is wrong and I want your help. I look like I got hit by a bus so says my cousin. I can't eat let alone breathe right. Why are you so far yet so close? Just pull me to you and call me yours. I need you Lucas. I want you beside me, to caress my face and kiss me softly... We can just leave and run. We can take Anna and leave, never turning back. I want you, Lucas. Need you. I just want to hear your voice whisper in my ear and tell me you love me. I feel myself leaving, maybe. Maybe not. I haven't the sllightest idea, but without you. It feels like I'm fading.