I couldn't wait any longer. I had to see her. But I had left her for her own good and i couldn't put her into any more danger. Every day seemed like an eternity and every hour seemed like a day. I want her to be happy. I knew humans always moved on and bella would eventually. I would be happy for whoever she found.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.
Alice had a vision she didn't tell me about. Rosalie had called me and told me. It was that bella had died by jumping off a cliff.
So I decided I'd call and talk to charlie. I dialed the house number and Jacob picked up. I asked " may i speak to charlie?" "Umm Sorry hes at the fueneral" That was it i had lost all meanig to life i didn't want to live anymore. I couldn't live in a world without bella. I knew what I had to do.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.
Alice had a vision she didn't tell me about. Rosalie had called me and told me. It was that bella had died by jumping off a cliff.
So I decided I'd call and talk to charlie. I dialed the house number and Jacob picked up. I asked " may i speak to charlie?" "Umm Sorry hes at the fueneral" That was it i had lost all meanig to life i didn't want to live anymore. I couldn't live in a world without bella. I knew what I had to do.
I couldn't wait any longer. I had to see her. But I had left her for her own good and i couldn't put her into any more danger. Every day seemed like an eternity and every hour seemed like a day. I want her to be happy. I knew humans always moved on and bella would eventually. I would be happy for whoever she found.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.
Alice had a vision she didn't tell me about. Rosalie had called me and told me. It was that bella had died by jumping off a cliff.
So I decided I'd call and talk to charlie. I dialed the house number and Jacob picked up. I asked " may i speak to charlie?" "Umm Sorry hes at the fueneral" That was it i had lost all meanig to life i didn't want to live anymore. I couldn't live in a world without bella. I knew what I had to do.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.
Alice had a vision she didn't tell me about. Rosalie had called me and told me. It was that bella had died by jumping off a cliff.
So I decided I'd call and talk to charlie. I dialed the house number and Jacob picked up. I asked " may i speak to charlie?" "Umm Sorry hes at the fueneral" That was it i had lost all meanig to life i didn't want to live anymore. I couldn't live in a world without bella. I knew what I had to do.
I felt awful leaving her but it was for the best. I could not put her in any more danger. She was the magnet for danger the day we met and today was the last. I had promised her that I wouldn't bother her again. I was pretty sure that she would beable to resist seeing me but i didn't know about myself. I didn't know how strong that part of me was that could keep me away from her , but I had a feeling it was pretty strong. Now the least i could do was track victoria and find out where she'd gone. No way could I face my family like this.