Chap 20
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the bed and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do you come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed by him. But you are the one that I need. You don’t know how much I love you, Niall. You changed my life at the moment. I heard you sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t love you as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, you are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let you down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will love you till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie you with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first love and I am the one you love most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your heart cry for love. And you act like there’s no room, room for me or anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would move out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a puppy love. It was just a puppy love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do you still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if you will love another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to love you so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see you cry like this. I love you. I have always been in love with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my heart was shattered into pieces. In a triangle love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that you came first or later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our triangle love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the photo of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are you doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are you burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, you have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her puppy dog eyes:
“Can you give me one?”
I said with my widened eyes:
“Really? You want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did you wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find you again.”
She laughed:
“Wow you did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are you here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do you think it’s crazy? We saw each other every day and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier or more beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? You see? You are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell said that my name was too hard for fans to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I love your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do you think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the bed and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do you come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed by him. But you are the one that I need. You don’t know how much I love you, Niall. You changed my life at the moment. I heard you sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t love you as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, you are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let you down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will love you till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie you with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first love and I am the one you love most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your heart cry for love. And you act like there’s no room, room for me or anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would move out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a puppy love. It was just a puppy love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do you still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if you will love another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to love you so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see you cry like this. I love you. I have always been in love with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my heart was shattered into pieces. In a triangle love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that you came first or later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our triangle love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the photo of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are you doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are you burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, you have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her puppy dog eyes:
“Can you give me one?”
I said with my widened eyes:
“Really? You want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did you wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find you again.”
She laughed:
“Wow you did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are you here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do you think it’s crazy? We saw each other every day and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier or more beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? You see? You are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell said that my name was too hard for fans to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I love your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do you think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
I think everyone feels happy when they see Harry Styles' beautiful smile but I mean like, one minute your depressed then when you see Harrys smile you are jumping for joy he has the smile of a hot angel! His smile is magicical it can turn trillions of upset girls into screaming girls just to get a glipse of his wonderful smile! Everyday I go awwwwww! Becuase I'm looking at his smile and its as adorable as him himself! I do it everyday on the phone to my BFF and becuase I'm like awwwwwwwwwwwwww! Right in the middle of her talking and she goes ewwwwwwwwww! And I'm like come on he's hot! How can you not daydream about him at school right in the middle of a huge test! I mean come on everyones done it once of twice right? Maybe even 100! P.S comment below if you have been caught daydreaming about one direction in the middle of a huge test!
It's just been announced that Radio 1 will broadcast The Story Of One Direction between 9-10pm on BBC Radio 1, Monday 2nd April 2012. The press release states;
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fans chasing their tourbus down the street and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today Show that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with fans chasing their tourbus down the street and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today Show that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
I love one direction. harry styles is the best in the band I think. harry was born February 1 1994 in Bromsgrove,Worcestershire, in the west midlands region of England.he and three of his friends formed a band called white Eskimo.harry's favirot colors are red and orange. I like red just like harry. love you harry.i love harry,zayn,niall,liam,louis, im going to your consert this year. :) :) see you there I hope harry gives me his adogaph . l hope you read this one direction if harry id your faviort coment please