...it was Princeton....

Ahhh said Princeton omg I cant believe this is happening I said in my head while getting pushed over from the fight with Princeton and roc princetons face was red as a rose and roc seemed to be more worried then defending himself then he is knocking Princeton out. All I heard was boom snap crash brake until finally I got up off the ground with half of my clothes back on a tang top and shorts then I pulled Princeton off of roc who was screaming and kick everywhere roc just had wide eyes on the bed panting really hard with only his pants on kind of like he was completely dumb founded I couldn't stand there and just watch and feel salty I completely embarrassed myself I ran out crying but half way down the stairs I though about how un fair I was to both of them and how I had screwed up just to make both of them happy and how dumb I looked I just felt like someone tied me to a tree and said ready, aim, fire.
After a while I woke up back in my bed I must have cried myself to sleep cuz I don't reamember getting back in my bed or the boys leaving I thought it was just a dream until I found stuff on the ground from the fight and ray ray texting me so what happened I look at the text message for a long time and started to cry i wish I wasn't so- i dint even finish i couldn't find any word that could just describe wat has just happened and I wasn't gonna call back either I knew if I did I would either cry again or they would yell which I don't blame them but I really didn't feel like crying again. After a lil I got the stength to text ray ray back which i think was petty cuz I should hav a long time ago I told ray ray I'm sorry and that I don't even deserve to talk to them Which I also though was dumb cuz y would I tell him that. Then he said I should come over and I almost even though of crying again untill i almost smacked myself so I said I cant I and rite before I sent the message he call and said meet me at the mall they r not with me it would be kk to come its just prod and me so I said k in 20 minute. At that very moment I thought to myself am I getting set up?