Chapter 2: Why…..
“i-I I can’t believe I said that” Phil said out loud. “Dan wait! I-I’m sorry I’m just tired that’s all please d-“Phil was cut off by the slam of Dan’s door. “I-I I’ll talk to you tomorrow sorry” Dan managed out. Dan was in shock he just couldn’t believe his best friend felt like that. In the morning Phil was making breakfast when Dan came out of his room staring at the ground. “Um…Dan last n-night I really didn’t mean it “.Phil said forcing himself not to scream. “It’s ok Phil I knew you were Bi, just…just don’t try anything”. Dan said in an awkward tone. “I won’t I promise, I understand “Phil said. “I’m making pancakes want one?” Phil said trying to get Dan to stop looking at the ground. “N-no thanks we have to leave today for London”. Dan said in a stern tone.
On train to London…….
“Hey Dan!” Phil said softly. “What?” Dan replied trying not to sound totally awkward (which for Dan was extremely hard) . “Do you hate me now?” Phil asked looking at his feet afraid of Dan’s reply. “N-No I don’t I’m just shocked, your still my best friend “. Dan said quietly. “I’m really sorry Dan; I’ll stop talking now if it’s to-“Phil was cut off by a big hug from Dan. “I’m proud of you for telling me you must have been shitting bricks”. Dan said jokingly but also serious. “It’s just a very slight crush I’m not even sure if it even is one”. Phil said shyly. “Well I can’t blame you I am really hot “Dan said while laughing an letting go of Phil. “Shut up Dan “Phil said also laughing. But in that moment Phil caught himself actually checking out Dan, and didn’t even know why he was. Phil looked away immediately an stared out the window, next thing he knew he fell asleep.
At their new apartment……
Phil woke up on the couch in their new apartment an wondered how he got there. Phil was then startled by … “JESUS CHIRST PHIL! Your heavier then you look”. Dan yelled seriously yet playfully. Phil couldn’t believe it Dan carried him to the apartment from the train.”D-did you Carrie me?””Yea you are one fuck of a heavy sleeper you wouldn’t wake up no matter what!” Dan exclaimed. “I-I’m sorry I guess we should do that wardrobe now “. Phil said tiredly. “Yea let’s make a video of it an post it on YouTube sound good?” Dan asked .”Yep. Then they filmed them putting the wardrobe together. (This is the link to the video)
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After that they both went to bed due to the late time. The next morning things were slowly becoming normal again. “Dan” Phil said “how did the video come out?” Phil asked. “It’s ok “Dan said quickly. Dan was secretly weirded out that his best friend might have a crush on him, but Dan was trying his hardest to act normal. Dan acted normal In the video because he didn’t want a shit storm of fans getting hyped up over something they knew nothing about. “Dan?” Phil said “what is it Phil”? Dan asked. “I’m still sorry over what I said before, Maybe if I moved out for a while it would be best”. “Your right…” Dan replied. “I’m sorry Phil but I am honestly a little weirded out I have nothing agents you it’s just ……I’m shocked just maybe go out or something or I’ll go …..” Dan said in the most serious tone Phil ever heard from Dan. “No ill go im the one being the freak”. Phil said sadly. “What? Phil you’re not a freak, you might like your best friend ….that doesn’t mean you’re a freak”. “Dan we are both guys…..i’m sorry I must have scared you”. Phil walks out the door almost tearing up in fear of loosening a friend. Dan was shocked but didn’t feel like it Was wrong ,Dan maybe was secretly flattered at the fact someone might like him . Phil was now crying very slightly but enough to notice has he was walking he spotted a couple ,a lovely young lady with her boyfriend an Phil just for a second thought what it would be like to “be” with Dan.Phil suddenly snapped out of that thought an said out loud “I’m not usually like this why now all of a sudden ?”. Phil sat down at a bench right when it began raining Phil decided he would sleep at a hotel for the night .
That night….
“OH, come on Phil answer your phone!” Dan said worryingly. Dan hasent seen Phil for 7 hours an was afraid Phil got hurt or something meanwhile at the hotel….”Yes a room for one please?” Phil said politely. A very slim blond girl helped him with his bags an then Phil got settled in for the night an was about to go to bed when he checked his phone (it was on silent) *you have 25 new messages * His phone said loudly , He read who they were from all of them from Dan. “Oh….why did I tell him how I was feeling “. Phil said beginning to actually sob even though he had no idea why he was crying . “Oh why did I act like such an asshole towards him”. Dan said sadly an decided to go out looking for Phil in the pouring rain….
