me-*on bed cryng*
???-omg Ri!!!!!!
me-go away Rockie!!!!!
rock-im ur big sister! i cant go away! y wont u tlk 2 me?!
me-becuz he's back!!!!
rock-Randy?
me-Yes!
rock-did tht little b*st*rd do sumin 2 u?!-he did im gnna kill him! im gnna kill him i swear it on my daddy grave!!!
me-plz dnt do anythng thts gnna make it worse!!!!
rock-okay sis but if he hit u lik tht again, im gnna kill him
me-lmao okay im gnna take a shwr
rock-okay lil sis *kisses my forehead* nite
me-nite!
the nxt day at school (lunch)
my pov
ive been avoiding randy 4 the whole day n i changed seats in science with mickie n i could tell randy waznt hppy im looking out 4 him but im still freakng out
???-Ri r u okay?!
me-Um...yeah Chrys im good
chrys-okay wel imma head 2 class see u l8r?
me-yeah i bttr get going 2 bye! *i walk the hallway and see ppl pointing n laughing about me n trwng stuff on me so i run into the girls bathroom until class starts wen evyone out the hallway thn i leave. all of a sudden, someone pulls me into an abanodened classroom* WTH?!
???-STFU!!!! Y DID U MAKE ME SIT BY MICKIE?! OF ALL PPL HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
me-Randy?!
ray-no its santa cluse who tha h3ll do u thnk?
me-i ddnt knw i waz gnna change seats with her! i just askd 4 a new one!!!
ray-well ur gnna regret tht!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *starts beatng me up*
me-randy stop plz stop! stop! im sorry! plz!!! no!!!
ray-*keeps hitting me*
me-*tries 2 run away but he grabs me n sits me dwn on a desk*
ray-wth u thnk u going?!
me-i-i-im tr-tryng 2 get 2 cl-class
ray-nope i got u ths whole period!
me-im sorry i ddnt mean it i ddnt knw!!!!!!!!
ray-idgaf. remember wen i said i would rock ur world? and not in a good way?
me-*nods my head*
ray-well im thnkng about doing just tht
me-*i had 2 thnk of somethng 2 get his mind off of it* w-why were those ppl laughing at me in the hallway?!
ray-oh nothng really only because i told ur deepest darkest secret
me-no u ddnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-h3ll yeah i did
me-randy get off me i hav 2 go!
ray-or wat?! u cnt do anythng!!!!
me-im not feeling good rite now plz get off me!!!!
ray-no *punches me n i fall 2 the ground*
me-*it hurts. it defenitly hurts if u were in the pain i am rite now, u would knw. it hurts because ths haz been going on 4 a long time, aftr school, b4 school, DURING school evrywhere n im sore frm all the beatngs but mainly in my stomach. thts where thy hit me the most n i got a bruise the size of a basketball (no really its tht big!!!) i grab my stomach n just lays there 4 a second cuz its killing me!!! i would rather die thn go thrgh ths pain
ray-well get ur a$$ up!!!
me-*not really looking anywhere* i-i-i cant
ray-*grabs me by hair n pulls me up*
me-*okay NOW im really hurting!*
ray-u cnt go cuz i stll got 15 minutes of u n im gnna use tht time
me-plz dnt im beggng u!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-wimp! *beats me up the rest of the period n leaves me there*
me-*has enough streangth 2 call Chrystal n she comes get me n take me home*
me-Chrystal im gnna be okay
chrys-h3ll no Mariah! im not leaving u alone!!!
me-well fine can u come sumwhere with me?
chrys-okay
me-*leads her 2 dance studio n we dance 2gthr n hav fun n all my pain goes away*
chrys-imma be rite back i gtta do sumin 4 my mom.
me-okay
chrys-*looks worried* r u gnna be okay?
me-yeah i feel bttr now
chrys-*hesitates n sighs* okay brb! bye
me-bye! *goes back 2 dancing 5 minutes l8r HE comes in*
me-*stops n quickly gets my stuff n run past him but he grabs my arm* plz randy im not tryng 2 get hurt i just wnna go home! plz let me go!
ray-y?!
me-i dnt feel good
ray-it ddnt look lik tht wen u were dancing
me-thts becuz u werent here
ray-*givs me a serious look* dnt put blame on me u askd 4 all tht
me-ik but can i go? *im shaking really bad now n im scared n i wnna go home 4 ths boy make me kill myself*
ray-r u okay?
me-um...yeah j-just wnna go home
ray-no really r u okay?
me-y-yeah im good
ray-*pulls me closer 2 him*
me-*hesitates*
ray-come on im not gnna hurt u
me-i-i-i uh...i knw but i still need 2 go
ray-plz?
me-uh...*looks at door* um...o-okay
ray-r u hurting?
me-uh y-yeah
ray-where?
me-*looks at him confused* y r u being nice all of a sudden?!
ray-idk im just...i dnt knw
me-well my stomach n my face n evrywhere else
ray-*tries 2 lift up my shirt*
me-*steps back* wth r u doing?!
ray-im tryng 2 see the bruise on ur stomach
me-o-okay
ray-*lifts up my shirt n immeditaly puts it back down n looks away* i did tht?!
me-not just u othr ppl 2
ray-but it was mainly me
me-idk
ray-im sorry
me-U?!
ray-4 evrythng. evn in 5th grade
me-im sorry 2
ray-u dnt hav a reason 2 be
me-yes i do
ray-wat is it cuz idk
me-4 mkng u break up with Alyson
ray-she wntd 2 break up with me anyway
me-and i hlpd her u guys were a great couple! n i messed tht up!
ray-not u. me
me-*sigh* randy im just sorry 4 evry bad thng i did 2 u evn if i ddnt do anythng im sorry
ray-okay but r u sure ur gnna be okay?
me-yeah *gets of floor* i guess im gnna get home now
ray-*gets up n grabs my arm really tight* who said u could go?!
me-randy plz let me go!
ray-no *backs me up in2 wall n i wince n he backs up* tht hurts?
me-*nods head in pain*
ray-where
me-EVERYWHERE! but mainly my stomach. can i plz go now?!
ray-*lifts up my shirt n starts touchng my bruise*
me-*winces*
ray-so tht hurts 2?
me-yeah
ray-*gets dwn on one knee n looks at my stomach*
me-randy can i plz go now?!
ray-hold on *keeps looking at it* ur gnna be fine it'll go away in a week or 2
me-*looks at him confused*
ray-*notices my look n laughs* my dad's a doctor he teaches me ths stuff
me-okay so-
ray-dnt ask.
me-i waz gnna ask if i can-
ray-leave? i knw but 1st lemme do somethng
me-*looks at door hoping Chrystal will come in*
ray-*starts kissing my stomach n licking it n sucking it*
me-randy wat r u doing?
ray-*stops n stands up n gently presses hiself against me* Mariah i always likd u
me-?! u dnt act lik it
ray-*sighs* ik but only because u not knwng how i feel about u make me mad
me-lmao u could hav just told me cuz i knda lik u-
??_WTH?! RIAH IS HE HURTNG U?!
ray-*steps back a little*
me-*moves sideways* um...no we should get going chrys!
chrys-h3ll no!!!! was he hurting u?!
me-no!
ray-i ddnt i swear on my mom's grave i waznt
me-ur mom is dead?!
ray-yeah
me-my dad's dead
ray-he is?!
me-yep
chrys-oh boo hoo *grabs my arm n pulls me out*
awwww wat will hppn nxt?!
find out *evil laugh*
???-omg Ri!!!!!!
me-go away Rockie!!!!!
rock-im ur big sister! i cant go away! y wont u tlk 2 me?!
me-becuz he's back!!!!
rock-Randy?
me-Yes!
rock-did tht little b*st*rd do sumin 2 u?!-he did im gnna kill him! im gnna kill him i swear it on my daddy grave!!!
me-plz dnt do anythng thts gnna make it worse!!!!
rock-okay sis but if he hit u lik tht again, im gnna kill him
me-lmao okay im gnna take a shwr
rock-okay lil sis *kisses my forehead* nite
me-nite!
the nxt day at school (lunch)
my pov
ive been avoiding randy 4 the whole day n i changed seats in science with mickie n i could tell randy waznt hppy im looking out 4 him but im still freakng out
???-Ri r u okay?!
me-Um...yeah Chrys im good
chrys-okay wel imma head 2 class see u l8r?
me-yeah i bttr get going 2 bye! *i walk the hallway and see ppl pointing n laughing about me n trwng stuff on me so i run into the girls bathroom until class starts wen evyone out the hallway thn i leave. all of a sudden, someone pulls me into an abanodened classroom* WTH?!
???-STFU!!!! Y DID U MAKE ME SIT BY MICKIE?! OF ALL PPL HER!!!!!!!!!!!!
me-Randy?!
ray-no its santa cluse who tha h3ll do u thnk?
me-i ddnt knw i waz gnna change seats with her! i just askd 4 a new one!!!
ray-well ur gnna regret tht!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *starts beatng me up*
me-randy stop plz stop! stop! im sorry! plz!!! no!!!
ray-*keeps hitting me*
me-*tries 2 run away but he grabs me n sits me dwn on a desk*
ray-wth u thnk u going?!
me-i-i-im tr-tryng 2 get 2 cl-class
ray-nope i got u ths whole period!
me-im sorry i ddnt mean it i ddnt knw!!!!!!!!
ray-idgaf. remember wen i said i would rock ur world? and not in a good way?
me-*nods my head*
ray-well im thnkng about doing just tht
me-*i had 2 thnk of somethng 2 get his mind off of it* w-why were those ppl laughing at me in the hallway?!
ray-oh nothng really only because i told ur deepest darkest secret
me-no u ddnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-h3ll yeah i did
me-randy get off me i hav 2 go!
ray-or wat?! u cnt do anythng!!!!
me-im not feeling good rite now plz get off me!!!!
ray-no *punches me n i fall 2 the ground*
me-*it hurts. it defenitly hurts if u were in the pain i am rite now, u would knw. it hurts because ths haz been going on 4 a long time, aftr school, b4 school, DURING school evrywhere n im sore frm all the beatngs but mainly in my stomach. thts where thy hit me the most n i got a bruise the size of a basketball (no really its tht big!!!) i grab my stomach n just lays there 4 a second cuz its killing me!!! i would rather die thn go thrgh ths pain
ray-well get ur a$$ up!!!
me-*not really looking anywhere* i-i-i cant
ray-*grabs me by hair n pulls me up*
me-*okay NOW im really hurting!*
ray-u cnt go cuz i stll got 15 minutes of u n im gnna use tht time
me-plz dnt im beggng u!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-wimp! *beats me up the rest of the period n leaves me there*
me-*has enough streangth 2 call Chrystal n she comes get me n take me home*
me-Chrystal im gnna be okay
chrys-h3ll no Mariah! im not leaving u alone!!!
me-well fine can u come sumwhere with me?
chrys-okay
me-*leads her 2 dance studio n we dance 2gthr n hav fun n all my pain goes away*
chrys-imma be rite back i gtta do sumin 4 my mom.
me-okay
chrys-*looks worried* r u gnna be okay?
me-yeah i feel bttr now
chrys-*hesitates n sighs* okay brb! bye
me-bye! *goes back 2 dancing 5 minutes l8r HE comes in*
me-*stops n quickly gets my stuff n run past him but he grabs my arm* plz randy im not tryng 2 get hurt i just wnna go home! plz let me go!
ray-y?!
me-i dnt feel good
ray-it ddnt look lik tht wen u were dancing
me-thts becuz u werent here
ray-*givs me a serious look* dnt put blame on me u askd 4 all tht
me-ik but can i go? *im shaking really bad now n im scared n i wnna go home 4 ths boy make me kill myself*
ray-r u okay?
me-um...yeah j-just wnna go home
ray-no really r u okay?
me-y-yeah im good
ray-*pulls me closer 2 him*
me-*hesitates*
ray-come on im not gnna hurt u
me-i-i-i uh...i knw but i still need 2 go
ray-plz?
me-uh...*looks at door* um...o-okay
ray-r u hurting?
me-uh y-yeah
ray-where?
me-*looks at him confused* y r u being nice all of a sudden?!
ray-idk im just...i dnt knw
me-well my stomach n my face n evrywhere else
ray-*tries 2 lift up my shirt*
me-*steps back* wth r u doing?!
ray-im tryng 2 see the bruise on ur stomach
me-o-okay
ray-*lifts up my shirt n immeditaly puts it back down n looks away* i did tht?!
me-not just u othr ppl 2
ray-but it was mainly me
me-idk
ray-im sorry
me-U?!
ray-4 evrythng. evn in 5th grade
me-im sorry 2
ray-u dnt hav a reason 2 be
me-yes i do
ray-wat is it cuz idk
me-4 mkng u break up with Alyson
ray-she wntd 2 break up with me anyway
me-and i hlpd her u guys were a great couple! n i messed tht up!
ray-not u. me
me-*sigh* randy im just sorry 4 evry bad thng i did 2 u evn if i ddnt do anythng im sorry
ray-okay but r u sure ur gnna be okay?
me-yeah *gets of floor* i guess im gnna get home now
ray-*gets up n grabs my arm really tight* who said u could go?!
me-randy plz let me go!
ray-no *backs me up in2 wall n i wince n he backs up* tht hurts?
me-*nods head in pain*
ray-where
me-EVERYWHERE! but mainly my stomach. can i plz go now?!
ray-*lifts up my shirt n starts touchng my bruise*
me-*winces*
ray-so tht hurts 2?
me-yeah
ray-*gets dwn on one knee n looks at my stomach*
me-randy can i plz go now?!
ray-hold on *keeps looking at it* ur gnna be fine it'll go away in a week or 2
me-*looks at him confused*
ray-*notices my look n laughs* my dad's a doctor he teaches me ths stuff
me-okay so-
ray-dnt ask.
me-i waz gnna ask if i can-
ray-leave? i knw but 1st lemme do somethng
me-*looks at door hoping Chrystal will come in*
ray-*starts kissing my stomach n licking it n sucking it*
me-randy wat r u doing?
ray-*stops n stands up n gently presses hiself against me* Mariah i always likd u
me-?! u dnt act lik it
ray-*sighs* ik but only because u not knwng how i feel about u make me mad
me-lmao u could hav just told me cuz i knda lik u-
??_WTH?! RIAH IS HE HURTNG U?!
ray-*steps back a little*
me-*moves sideways* um...no we should get going chrys!
chrys-h3ll no!!!! was he hurting u?!
me-no!
ray-i ddnt i swear on my mom's grave i waznt
me-ur mom is dead?!
ray-yeah
me-my dad's dead
ray-he is?!
me-yep
chrys-oh boo hoo *grabs my arm n pulls me out*
awwww wat will hppn nxt?!
find out *evil laugh*
