Author's note:)
Hey guys!:) So, I'm picking up from my LAST story, and if you don't know what that one is, just type in "Rodrick love stories and otha rodrick stuff." Sorry for my bad grammar in the past:/ I shall do better!:P Haha, well, okay, hope you guys like this chapter. HERE I GOOOO!! ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!! Lol. On with the story, now..
Rodrick's POV.
I woke up. Room was a complete utter disaster. I felt like shit, like I was about to die. I needed to work this out with Lauren. I couldn't be without her. I got off my ass, got my keys, and went to my van, slamming the door so loud that the neighbor across the street checked out his window to see what it was. He gave me a stern look, and I just glared at him. I peddled out of the driveway, on my way to Lauren's. She was probably back from Danielle's by now, it was 5:00 PM, the time she usually stayed there till, if she wasn't spending the night, which she told me she wasn't.
Before I started yelling at her.
Damnit. I felt tears rush to my eyes again, tears streaming down my face. I made the person I love more than ANYTHING or ANYONE in this WORLD cry, all because I was being an asshole. I was only four minutes away from Lauren's house. That's when.. My van broke down. I kicked the pedal as hard as I could, making the van shake. "SHIT!!!" I yelled, hopping out of my van, tripping as I always do. I checked the tires. "Tires are fine.." I thought to myself. I looked at the gas meter.
Empty. "Fuck this shit." I whispered to myself through gritted teeth. It was POURING down rain, too. I didn't care though. I ran the rest of the way in the pouring rain, to Lauren's house. I didn't care if I got a cold or something. It was worth it to make things right with my baby girl. I finally arrived to her house, and knocked on the door. Lauren's mom, Karalyn, answered the door. "Hi, Rodrick! Lauren is up in her room. I'm glad you came, she seemed upset, but she wouldn't tell me what was wrong.. My my, did you walk here?" I looked down at my sopping wet clothes. "My van broke down on the way here, Ms. Ashlyn. And I know why she's upset.." I said ashamed. "May I please talk to her?" I asked. She smiled. "Of course, dear." I nodded, and made my way up the stairs, and knocked at Lauren's door. "Go away. Whoever it is, go away." My heart sank. She sounded like she had been crying. Hard. "It's me.." I said as I opened the door. She looked up at me in pain, and shock. "Leave. Just leave.." "Can we please talk this out? Lauren babe, I'm SO unbelivebly sorry about earlier. I was being a total jackass. You know how protective I get of you, though Lauren. When I got off the phone with you, I was a mess.... Please, Lauren.. Forgive me. I love you." Lauren just stared at me for a while, I was getting lost. in those beautiful big green cat like eyes. I almost leaned in to kiss her, until she stopped me. "Rodrick. Don't. Rodrick, it's not only what happened earlier, but sometimes, you are a little to obsessive. Which is fine. But when you yell at me like THAT over something like me hanging out with Danielle? Rodrick, I DO put of everything for you. I DO hang out with you 24/7. I devote myself to you all the time. Rodrick.. What I'm trying to say is.." I felt myself choke up. My eyes started to water, tears streaming down my face all over again. "Lauren.. Please, baby, NO!" I said, taking her soft delicate tan hands into mine. "I think we should take a break. Rodrick, I love you, but I think it would be best." She said, taking her hands away from mine. My body froze. I could feel myself panick. I felt as if my whole world and everything that matters to me was crumpling down right before my eyes. I started crying into my hands. "Lauren.. I'll be better, I'll do anything you like, I can improve, Lauren, PLEASE-" She cut me off. "Rodrick, plese just leave. It will be easier for me. I nodded. I stood up, stumbling as I did so. I stood in her doorway. "I love you. No matter what... Hey, are.." I tired to pull myself together, but it was so hard. "Are you going to still be in the band?" I said, my voice cracking when I said it. "I think I should quit the band for a while. You know, maybe a couple weeks or so? Until this all settles down.." I nodded. "Okay." I said, barely being able to talk now.
But in my mind, this would never ever settle down for me. It would hurt.. Forever. I ran out the door, finally bawling my eyes out. I had left my van on a curb by someones house. I pulled myself together, and went to the person's door and knocked on the door. "You got any gas?" I asked them when they opened the door. The guy gave me a pity look. "Car break down, son?" He asked. "Right in front of your house, sir." I said, trying not to cry about Lauren again. "Your in luck." The guy said, coming out a couple minutes later with a tank of gas for my van, and filled it up. I told him thank you, and went to my van, and went home.
Not being able to sleep, or stop crying for the rest of the night.
Couple hours later..
Allysa's POV. (Friend of Lauren and Danielle's)
I was on Facebook, going through news feed, when I saw... The unthinkable.
Lauren Ashlyn is now single.
I almost fell out of my seat. "WHAT!?!?!?! HUH!? BUT.. HOW. THIS IS CRAZY." I commented. What the HELL happened?? I thought. I read the comments.
Tailyn Johnson. (Another one of their friends.)
Dafuq, man:( You guys were like, the best couple ever.
Ward Abernathe: No wonder Rodrick isn't answering his phone. Guys going to be a wreak for.. Rest of his life.
Lauren Ashlyn: Thanks, Ward. That made me feel amazing. -__-
Danielle Jacobozzi: I'm sorry, boo:( I'm here for youu.!!<3 And Ward, not helpful..
Ward Abernathe: ... Not helping Rodrick, either
Lauren Ashlyn: Thank you, Dani:) It's a hard time right now. And Ward. No comment. Legit.
Danielle Jacobozzi: I know it is, hun:(
Makayla Manson: WHAT. HAPPENED.
I stopped reading there. This was INSANE. I was about to text Lauren to ask what the hell happened, until I was called for dinner. Ehh, I'd ask later..
Lauren's POV.
I sat on my bed listening to "Breathe" by Taylor Swift, while drawing on my sketchpad. I hummed along to the lyrics.
"Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road, I try to swerve..
People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out..
Nothing we say is going to save us from the fall out..
And we know it's never simple, never easy,
Never a clean break
No one's here to save me,
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand..
And I can't
Breeeaattthheee, without you, but I have to.."
And so on. I regretted breaking up with Rodrick, but somehow, I felt like it was needed. Maybe it is. Who knows. All I know is I can't shake this guilty/sad/confused/shocked feeling off of me.
Wow. I just don't know right now, man:/
HHEEEHHHEEE! Whoa. Intense... Hahaha, so, comment what you thought! And here is what Lauren looks like.. I changed her appearance:)
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I'm probably end up changing her hair in the future.. P.S, this is the AMAZINg, LedaMonsterBunny!!:D Haha:P Well. Baiiiii!! Bye! Lol.
Hey guys!:) So, I'm picking up from my LAST story, and if you don't know what that one is, just type in "Rodrick love stories and otha rodrick stuff." Sorry for my bad grammar in the past:/ I shall do better!:P Haha, well, okay, hope you guys like this chapter. HERE I GOOOO!! ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!! Lol. On with the story, now..
Rodrick's POV.
I woke up. Room was a complete utter disaster. I felt like shit, like I was about to die. I needed to work this out with Lauren. I couldn't be without her. I got off my ass, got my keys, and went to my van, slamming the door so loud that the neighbor across the street checked out his window to see what it was. He gave me a stern look, and I just glared at him. I peddled out of the driveway, on my way to Lauren's. She was probably back from Danielle's by now, it was 5:00 PM, the time she usually stayed there till, if she wasn't spending the night, which she told me she wasn't.
Before I started yelling at her.
Damnit. I felt tears rush to my eyes again, tears streaming down my face. I made the person I love more than ANYTHING or ANYONE in this WORLD cry, all because I was being an asshole. I was only four minutes away from Lauren's house. That's when.. My van broke down. I kicked the pedal as hard as I could, making the van shake. "SHIT!!!" I yelled, hopping out of my van, tripping as I always do. I checked the tires. "Tires are fine.." I thought to myself. I looked at the gas meter.
Empty. "Fuck this shit." I whispered to myself through gritted teeth. It was POURING down rain, too. I didn't care though. I ran the rest of the way in the pouring rain, to Lauren's house. I didn't care if I got a cold or something. It was worth it to make things right with my baby girl. I finally arrived to her house, and knocked on the door. Lauren's mom, Karalyn, answered the door. "Hi, Rodrick! Lauren is up in her room. I'm glad you came, she seemed upset, but she wouldn't tell me what was wrong.. My my, did you walk here?" I looked down at my sopping wet clothes. "My van broke down on the way here, Ms. Ashlyn. And I know why she's upset.." I said ashamed. "May I please talk to her?" I asked. She smiled. "Of course, dear." I nodded, and made my way up the stairs, and knocked at Lauren's door. "Go away. Whoever it is, go away." My heart sank. She sounded like she had been crying. Hard. "It's me.." I said as I opened the door. She looked up at me in pain, and shock. "Leave. Just leave.." "Can we please talk this out? Lauren babe, I'm SO unbelivebly sorry about earlier. I was being a total jackass. You know how protective I get of you, though Lauren. When I got off the phone with you, I was a mess.... Please, Lauren.. Forgive me. I love you." Lauren just stared at me for a while, I was getting lost. in those beautiful big green cat like eyes. I almost leaned in to kiss her, until she stopped me. "Rodrick. Don't. Rodrick, it's not only what happened earlier, but sometimes, you are a little to obsessive. Which is fine. But when you yell at me like THAT over something like me hanging out with Danielle? Rodrick, I DO put of everything for you. I DO hang out with you 24/7. I devote myself to you all the time. Rodrick.. What I'm trying to say is.." I felt myself choke up. My eyes started to water, tears streaming down my face all over again. "Lauren.. Please, baby, NO!" I said, taking her soft delicate tan hands into mine. "I think we should take a break. Rodrick, I love you, but I think it would be best." She said, taking her hands away from mine. My body froze. I could feel myself panick. I felt as if my whole world and everything that matters to me was crumpling down right before my eyes. I started crying into my hands. "Lauren.. I'll be better, I'll do anything you like, I can improve, Lauren, PLEASE-" She cut me off. "Rodrick, plese just leave. It will be easier for me. I nodded. I stood up, stumbling as I did so. I stood in her doorway. "I love you. No matter what... Hey, are.." I tired to pull myself together, but it was so hard. "Are you going to still be in the band?" I said, my voice cracking when I said it. "I think I should quit the band for a while. You know, maybe a couple weeks or so? Until this all settles down.." I nodded. "Okay." I said, barely being able to talk now.
But in my mind, this would never ever settle down for me. It would hurt.. Forever. I ran out the door, finally bawling my eyes out. I had left my van on a curb by someones house. I pulled myself together, and went to the person's door and knocked on the door. "You got any gas?" I asked them when they opened the door. The guy gave me a pity look. "Car break down, son?" He asked. "Right in front of your house, sir." I said, trying not to cry about Lauren again. "Your in luck." The guy said, coming out a couple minutes later with a tank of gas for my van, and filled it up. I told him thank you, and went to my van, and went home.
Not being able to sleep, or stop crying for the rest of the night.
Couple hours later..
Allysa's POV. (Friend of Lauren and Danielle's)
I was on Facebook, going through news feed, when I saw... The unthinkable.
Lauren Ashlyn is now single.
I almost fell out of my seat. "WHAT!?!?!?! HUH!? BUT.. HOW. THIS IS CRAZY." I commented. What the HELL happened?? I thought. I read the comments.
Tailyn Johnson. (Another one of their friends.)
Dafuq, man:( You guys were like, the best couple ever.
Ward Abernathe: No wonder Rodrick isn't answering his phone. Guys going to be a wreak for.. Rest of his life.
Lauren Ashlyn: Thanks, Ward. That made me feel amazing. -__-
Danielle Jacobozzi: I'm sorry, boo:( I'm here for youu.!!<3 And Ward, not helpful..
Ward Abernathe: ... Not helping Rodrick, either
Lauren Ashlyn: Thank you, Dani:) It's a hard time right now. And Ward. No comment. Legit.
Danielle Jacobozzi: I know it is, hun:(
Makayla Manson: WHAT. HAPPENED.
I stopped reading there. This was INSANE. I was about to text Lauren to ask what the hell happened, until I was called for dinner. Ehh, I'd ask later..
Lauren's POV.
I sat on my bed listening to "Breathe" by Taylor Swift, while drawing on my sketchpad. I hummed along to the lyrics.
"Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road, I try to swerve..
People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out..
Nothing we say is going to save us from the fall out..
And we know it's never simple, never easy,
Never a clean break
No one's here to save me,
You're the only thing I know, like the back of my hand..
And I can't
Breeeaattthheee, without you, but I have to.."
And so on. I regretted breaking up with Rodrick, but somehow, I felt like it was needed. Maybe it is. Who knows. All I know is I can't shake this guilty/sad/confused/shocked feeling off of me.
Wow. I just don't know right now, man:/
HHEEEHHHEEE! Whoa. Intense... Hahaha, so, comment what you thought! And here is what Lauren looks like.. I changed her appearance:)
link
I'm probably end up changing her hair in the future.. P.S, this is the AMAZINg, LedaMonsterBunny!!:D Haha:P Well. Baiiiii!! Bye! Lol.