Seconds, minutes, hours, days I sat next to Emmett, holding his hand, wishing and praying every minute the same. That he will be all right. But nothing happened. I cried, screamed and yelled from frustration. Sometimes I sat for hours, just sobbing his name. Carlisle did a few tests, but he still didn't know what happened with his son. Edward and Alice kept searching but no results came out. They only knew that he was alive, he was there somewhere. Jasper left because he couldn't bare the pain, coming from Emmett. Poor Jasper didn't had to bare only Emmett's pain, but ours too. Mine was far way the worst, he already admit that. Bella tried a few times to shield Emmett from the pain, but it didn't work.
Nobody was the same anymore. Alice was only sobbing that it was her fault she didn't saw it coming. Edward was worse, he was just searching into Emmett's mind. Esme was crying and scared that she would lose one of her sons. Carlisle felt guilty that he couldn't find out what was wrong with my Emmett. Bella was same as Edward, worse. Emmett was always making fun of her, but we all knew that deep inside she loved it. After all he was the big brother she always wanted. Renesmee was afraid that she would lose her favorite uncle. The poor girl has to see us crying and yelling all the time. I had compassion with her. Mutt (Jacob) was trying to comfort Renesmee. Seth and Leah left. Like Leah said: "We come back when you guys are in a better mood" I was furious after that comment. Jasper and Edward had to hold me down so I wouldn't attack her. But, we also knew that they felt pity for us.
I kept asking myself what happened that day in the woods. I mean, Emmett gave light? How can somebody - including vampires - give light? Why didn't I ran earlier to Emmett? I knew that giving myself the fault was stupid and it wasn't helping Emmett, but I couldn't help it. I felt so miserable. My other half was in pain. I didn't felt whole anymore, more empty.
'Wake up, please,' it was the third day and Emmett was still unconscious. It was a weird thought. A vampire being unconscious? The worst part was that it never happened before. Even Carlisle, who lived for centuries, didn't know how to make Emmett better. How to wake him up. In all his centuries, didn’t he find a book about it? Something like: “How can I cure up a vampire after he gave light in the woods and fell unconscious on the ground?” 'Emmett, I beg you for the millionth time, don't leave me,' I sobbed. I raised his hand to kiss it. 'I love you,' I whispered against his hand. 'I love you more than the world itself, isn't that reason enough to wake up?' I pleaded him.
The door flew open and Carlisle walked in. 'Rose, I'm sorry, but you have to go. I want to some more tests if you don't mind,' I wanted to stay but it was about Emmett's healthy. I sighed and wanted to walk away but Carlisle grabbed my wrist. 'Rosalie, I promise you. Emmett will survive,' he said to me. I bit my bottom lip and nodded. Carlisle let go of my wrist and I walked downstairs.
'And?' Renesmee and Bella asked me the same time. They looked at each other and I saw them sharing a small smile. I just shook my head and sat down on the couch.
'He's going to be okay, Rosalie,' I frowned at the person next to me. To be honest, I didn't saw him. 'I know that we never had a good connection with each other, but I know too how much you love each other. If it was you lying there,' Jacob sighed. 'I would say the same,' he said quietly.
'Thank you, Jacob,' I answered him quietly. I hated it to admit, but I had respect for Jacob. He and Bella became friends in the period my family and I left. He was the one who let her smile and who tried everything to pull her out her depression. And suddenly we were back and Bella choose Edward immediately over him. One of his "enemy". After that Bella had a daughter of Bella and became one of us. I think it was a painful time for him. I guess that Renesmee made everything good. I had a thought of me being depressed like Bella, I tried to push that thought away. Of course, with no success. I wanted to smile but I couldn't. Like I couldn't smile without Emmett.
After a half hour Carlisle came back. I looked hopeful at him but my hope faded when he shook his head. I sighed and walked to mine and Emmett's bedroom. I took Emmett's hand in mine and started to pray and wish again that he was going to be all right - like the previous billionth times before. I sat there for a few minutes when someone entered the room. I didn't even took the effort to look who it was. I guess it would be Edward, who read my mind. Or Alice who came to say me that she suddenly had a vision of Emmett, dead. I shivered at that thought.
'Three days in a row,' Jasper suddenly said sadly. I looked surprised up at him. I didn't saw him coming back. 'Yeah, I came back,' Jasper stumbled. 'You need me and I need you,' I nodded and looked back at Emmett. Jasper closed his eyes and placed one hand on Emmett's head. 'I can't make the pain less,' he said. 'I'm trying Rose,' I didn't reply. It was quiet for a few minutes. 'The pain is getting less,' Jasper suddenly said surprised. I looked up at him.
'What do you mean?' I asked him surprised. I hoped with every cell in my body that he wasn't wrong. Emmett had to suffer three days of terrible pain, it was about time that it was getting less. I squeezed Emmett's hand after kissing it lightly.
'I don't know,' Jasper's eyes were still closed. 'I still feel a horrible pain, but not as much as before,' Jasper opened his eyes and walked to the door. He opened it and shouted: 'Carlisle, Edward!' he walked back with them following him.
'What is it Jasper?' Carlisle asked immediately. He walked over to Emmett.
'The pain is getting less,' Jasper answered his father. 'It's still worse,' he added. 'But not as much as a yesterday or the day before yesterday. I'm still trying to calm him down or to make the pain less, but it isn't working,' Jasper sighed frustrated.
'Okay, thank you, son,' Carlisle said to Jasper. 'Edward, can you read his mind?' he turned to Edward. 'I know you couldn't before, but maybe because the pain is getting less...' Carlisle couldn't finish his sentence because Edward interrupted him.
'Yes and no,' Edward said quietly. Yes and no? What the fack did he mean? It's or a yes or a no! Yes, I was getting pissed off, this whole situation was so frustrating. 'I don't understand it too, Rosalie,' Edward said. 'I hear him scream and then nothing, like before. Then I hear him scream again and then nothing,' Edward brushed his fingers frustrated through his messy, bronze hair.
'Screaming?' I swallowed, trying to hold a dry sob. With no success. 'Why is he screaming?' I sobbed. 'What is wrong with my Emmett?' I cried. I crossed my arms at the bed and laid my head on them. 'Come back to me, Emmett,' I pleaded. 'Please, we need you. I need you.
'Wait a second...' Carlisle said quietly. Suddenly he turned towards the door. 'Alice, come please,' he said. Alice was within a second in the room. 'I guess you already heard what Edward said,' Alice nodded slowly. 'Well, if Edward can read his mind, maybe you have flashes of his future,' okay, Carlisle was a hero.
Alice nodded and closed her eyes. He face went blank, what only meant one thing: she had a vision. I almost jumped from surprise. After a few seconds she opened them frustrated again. 'I can see flashes,' she started careful. Okay, okay, keep going, keep going. 'I saw something, something what is frustrating me completely.'
'That can't be true, Alice. That can't!' Edward suddenly said incredulous. Obvious reading her mind. I always hated this kind of moments. Alice and Edward where sharing something with their "bond" or whatever you called it, and we didn't know what was going on.
'Is somebody going to explain us or what?' I snapped at them. This was about my husband. I wanted to know every detail of that freaking vision of Alice!
'I saw Emmett,' gosh, really? 'But he was...' Alice searched for the right word. 'Different?' it sounded more like a question. I frowned at her. 'He wasn't pill white... or incredible strong...' I didn't know where this was going. 'In fact, he was weak and had a light tinted skin color,' suddenly Alice looked me straight in the eye. 'Rosalie, I saw you, holding your breath,' my eyes widened. 'Emmett had a beating heart and blood was running through his veins,' Alice shook her head. 'It was so blurred!' she sobbed. 'Rosalie, Emmett was human!’
I shrieked. Suddenly I heard a heart beating next to me and I smelt blood. I looked shocked at Emmett. He opened his eyes and I gasped when I saw a pair beautiful brown eyes looking at me.
Nobody was the same anymore. Alice was only sobbing that it was her fault she didn't saw it coming. Edward was worse, he was just searching into Emmett's mind. Esme was crying and scared that she would lose one of her sons. Carlisle felt guilty that he couldn't find out what was wrong with my Emmett. Bella was same as Edward, worse. Emmett was always making fun of her, but we all knew that deep inside she loved it. After all he was the big brother she always wanted. Renesmee was afraid that she would lose her favorite uncle. The poor girl has to see us crying and yelling all the time. I had compassion with her. Mutt (Jacob) was trying to comfort Renesmee. Seth and Leah left. Like Leah said: "We come back when you guys are in a better mood" I was furious after that comment. Jasper and Edward had to hold me down so I wouldn't attack her. But, we also knew that they felt pity for us.
I kept asking myself what happened that day in the woods. I mean, Emmett gave light? How can somebody - including vampires - give light? Why didn't I ran earlier to Emmett? I knew that giving myself the fault was stupid and it wasn't helping Emmett, but I couldn't help it. I felt so miserable. My other half was in pain. I didn't felt whole anymore, more empty.
'Wake up, please,' it was the third day and Emmett was still unconscious. It was a weird thought. A vampire being unconscious? The worst part was that it never happened before. Even Carlisle, who lived for centuries, didn't know how to make Emmett better. How to wake him up. In all his centuries, didn’t he find a book about it? Something like: “How can I cure up a vampire after he gave light in the woods and fell unconscious on the ground?” 'Emmett, I beg you for the millionth time, don't leave me,' I sobbed. I raised his hand to kiss it. 'I love you,' I whispered against his hand. 'I love you more than the world itself, isn't that reason enough to wake up?' I pleaded him.
The door flew open and Carlisle walked in. 'Rose, I'm sorry, but you have to go. I want to some more tests if you don't mind,' I wanted to stay but it was about Emmett's healthy. I sighed and wanted to walk away but Carlisle grabbed my wrist. 'Rosalie, I promise you. Emmett will survive,' he said to me. I bit my bottom lip and nodded. Carlisle let go of my wrist and I walked downstairs.
'And?' Renesmee and Bella asked me the same time. They looked at each other and I saw them sharing a small smile. I just shook my head and sat down on the couch.
'He's going to be okay, Rosalie,' I frowned at the person next to me. To be honest, I didn't saw him. 'I know that we never had a good connection with each other, but I know too how much you love each other. If it was you lying there,' Jacob sighed. 'I would say the same,' he said quietly.
'Thank you, Jacob,' I answered him quietly. I hated it to admit, but I had respect for Jacob. He and Bella became friends in the period my family and I left. He was the one who let her smile and who tried everything to pull her out her depression. And suddenly we were back and Bella choose Edward immediately over him. One of his "enemy". After that Bella had a daughter of Bella and became one of us. I think it was a painful time for him. I guess that Renesmee made everything good. I had a thought of me being depressed like Bella, I tried to push that thought away. Of course, with no success. I wanted to smile but I couldn't. Like I couldn't smile without Emmett.
After a half hour Carlisle came back. I looked hopeful at him but my hope faded when he shook his head. I sighed and walked to mine and Emmett's bedroom. I took Emmett's hand in mine and started to pray and wish again that he was going to be all right - like the previous billionth times before. I sat there for a few minutes when someone entered the room. I didn't even took the effort to look who it was. I guess it would be Edward, who read my mind. Or Alice who came to say me that she suddenly had a vision of Emmett, dead. I shivered at that thought.
'Three days in a row,' Jasper suddenly said sadly. I looked surprised up at him. I didn't saw him coming back. 'Yeah, I came back,' Jasper stumbled. 'You need me and I need you,' I nodded and looked back at Emmett. Jasper closed his eyes and placed one hand on Emmett's head. 'I can't make the pain less,' he said. 'I'm trying Rose,' I didn't reply. It was quiet for a few minutes. 'The pain is getting less,' Jasper suddenly said surprised. I looked up at him.
'What do you mean?' I asked him surprised. I hoped with every cell in my body that he wasn't wrong. Emmett had to suffer three days of terrible pain, it was about time that it was getting less. I squeezed Emmett's hand after kissing it lightly.
'I don't know,' Jasper's eyes were still closed. 'I still feel a horrible pain, but not as much as before,' Jasper opened his eyes and walked to the door. He opened it and shouted: 'Carlisle, Edward!' he walked back with them following him.
'What is it Jasper?' Carlisle asked immediately. He walked over to Emmett.
'The pain is getting less,' Jasper answered his father. 'It's still worse,' he added. 'But not as much as a yesterday or the day before yesterday. I'm still trying to calm him down or to make the pain less, but it isn't working,' Jasper sighed frustrated.
'Okay, thank you, son,' Carlisle said to Jasper. 'Edward, can you read his mind?' he turned to Edward. 'I know you couldn't before, but maybe because the pain is getting less...' Carlisle couldn't finish his sentence because Edward interrupted him.
'Yes and no,' Edward said quietly. Yes and no? What the fack did he mean? It's or a yes or a no! Yes, I was getting pissed off, this whole situation was so frustrating. 'I don't understand it too, Rosalie,' Edward said. 'I hear him scream and then nothing, like before. Then I hear him scream again and then nothing,' Edward brushed his fingers frustrated through his messy, bronze hair.
'Screaming?' I swallowed, trying to hold a dry sob. With no success. 'Why is he screaming?' I sobbed. 'What is wrong with my Emmett?' I cried. I crossed my arms at the bed and laid my head on them. 'Come back to me, Emmett,' I pleaded. 'Please, we need you. I need you.
'Wait a second...' Carlisle said quietly. Suddenly he turned towards the door. 'Alice, come please,' he said. Alice was within a second in the room. 'I guess you already heard what Edward said,' Alice nodded slowly. 'Well, if Edward can read his mind, maybe you have flashes of his future,' okay, Carlisle was a hero.
Alice nodded and closed her eyes. He face went blank, what only meant one thing: she had a vision. I almost jumped from surprise. After a few seconds she opened them frustrated again. 'I can see flashes,' she started careful. Okay, okay, keep going, keep going. 'I saw something, something what is frustrating me completely.'
'That can't be true, Alice. That can't!' Edward suddenly said incredulous. Obvious reading her mind. I always hated this kind of moments. Alice and Edward where sharing something with their "bond" or whatever you called it, and we didn't know what was going on.
'Is somebody going to explain us or what?' I snapped at them. This was about my husband. I wanted to know every detail of that freaking vision of Alice!
'I saw Emmett,' gosh, really? 'But he was...' Alice searched for the right word. 'Different?' it sounded more like a question. I frowned at her. 'He wasn't pill white... or incredible strong...' I didn't know where this was going. 'In fact, he was weak and had a light tinted skin color,' suddenly Alice looked me straight in the eye. 'Rosalie, I saw you, holding your breath,' my eyes widened. 'Emmett had a beating heart and blood was running through his veins,' Alice shook her head. 'It was so blurred!' she sobbed. 'Rosalie, Emmett was human!’
I shrieked. Suddenly I heard a heart beating next to me and I smelt blood. I looked shocked at Emmett. He opened his eyes and I gasped when I saw a pair beautiful brown eyes looking at me.