I was laying in bed thinking about Collin as usual. I want just to let my sadness and madness out but not through crying. I was sick of cry! I got up put on my skinny jeans, a bright pink Element shirt, and my Etnies skate shoes. I was going to let everything out through skateboarding. I grabbed my backpack and headed for the door. I walked down stairs to the living room, no one was there. I looked out the big window in living and looked out. Everyone was outside injoying the sun. Everyone sparkled, it made them even more beautiful! Alice and Jasper were sitting in chairs soaking up the sun. Esme and Carisle were sitting close to Alice and Jasper. Emmett and Rose were sitting next to Esme and Carilse. Edward and Bella were laying the grass. Jacob and Nessie were in the grass rolling a ball back and forth. Then I saw someone coming out of the woods. It was Seth! I hadn't seen him forever. I picked my board up from the corner and went outside. Seth was talking to Alice and Jasper. Hey ya'll, enjoying the weather. I went up and hugged him. How are you? He asked. I'm great. I said sarcasticly. How about you. I asked Seth. I'm good. "Are you going skateboarding?" asked Seth. Yeah, I am. " Where are you going to skate at, asked Seth." I thought I would go into town and see if there is any where good to skate. "Okay, can I come and watch you?" asked Seth. Yeah, you can come! So with that we took off to town. "What are you laughing at?" Seth asked. I was thinking about how I'm having trouble keeping up when your just walking. "oh sorry Seth said". Don't be, it helping me with my speed. I said. We found an empty lot with some nice pavement. I was practicing my ollie ( a jump). I was about to land the ollie when my back foot landed on the tail causing me to land on the 2 back wheels, whiched cause me to fall back. Right has I was about to hit the pavement Seth caught me. Woah, thanks for catching me Seth. NO problem, where is your hemit? I guess I left it when I saw you walk out of the woods. Oh okay. I am going to try it a couple of more times, its taking me forever to get down this ollie. You're going to try it again after you almost hit the pavement? Yeah, I don't need fear keep me from doing this ollie. You never have any fear of anything! Oh yes I do. You just don't know any of it! Tell me some, Seth said a little to excitedly. Well, of course I have a fear of getting hurt really bad when I skateboard, vampires coming after me, and umm i was stumpling becoming a vampire. I looked up at him. It's going to be okay. Seth, no it is not. I am going to be in pain for days! My pain threshold isn't that strong! I'm scared to death. I have less than a week! I thought my life was going to be perfect. I would have the perfect boyfriend and life with my family and friends but it's not going to turn out that way! I don't know what to do. I can't run, the volturi will find me. I told him in one breath. He hugged me, I dropped everything hugged him back. I was trying my best to hold back my tears but they kept coming. Some kids were coming to the empty lot. It was a skate park and I didn't even relize it. I took a break from crying and a break from doing ollies. I decided that I would work on my drop in on the mini half pipe. I got a couple of guys to help me with it. They told me to lean my wait forward but not to much and slam my board against the ramp. I fell and skint my leg. I tried again and did the samething and skint my leg even more. Before I knew it was time to go home and eat dinner.
Before we went home we went to the store. I needed to fix my self up before. I was also scared of vampire bites. You think I would be use to vampire bites since I have been biten twice already. "okay, you need some gauz, neosporn and some guaz tape Seth said as he was hitting his finger with his other finger". Do you think the come in colors I asked. "I don't know but we can look for some Seth said". We found the guaz. What color should we get I asked excitedly? You mean you not us. Said Seth. The blood that was dripping down my leg was now drying. Here is some lime green quaz Seth point out. Awesome let's get that! Do you think I will get in trouble? I asked Seth kind of caustiously. "Umm, Alice might get worried since she saw you fall and we didn't come straight home Seth said". Yeah I guess your right, I hope she not to mad she might smell my blood and drink it! Nah, Alice would never do that Seth said assuringly. Yeah your right! What would tall do if Emmett was drinking my blood, how would yall get him off of me I asked shyly sort of. Next we got some neosporn. Umm, I don't think we would ever have to. Emmett loves having you has a human sister. He was so mad when you cam home crying. "We bad to stop him from going to punch the snot out of Collin Seth said". I sort of flinched at his name. He saw a turn towards me and told me he was sorry. Seth it's okay, I am wanting to just get on with my life. Collin can do whatever he wants, I don't.... I couldn't day it, it was a lie, I did care. I was about to cry, it hurt so much. Let just get this stuff and go please. "It's going to be okay Seth kept telling me". we went outside to find a hose pipe so we could get the dried blood off my leg. I took my shoe of and then my sock and started rinsing my leg off. It hurt so bad. I showed a little pain. He got done rinsing my leg off and then rubes some neosporn on the hug scrape. The scrape hit right below my knee were it bends and went all the way down to the middle of my shin. Where did you learn to wrap like that? I asked Seth. "Umm I have don't know he said". I could ride my board that well cause I couldn't bend my knee to push with. It was all so hard to keep up with his walking, Seth walked sort of fast. I attached my board to my backpack and he carried me all the way home. "Thank you for going with me, I told Seth". "No problem, glad I could help Seth said". I fell asleep on his back when he carried me. Seth was so warm, I couldn't help it.
I woke up when we were walking up the stairs to the living room. Thanks for the ride I wispered in Seth's ear. He sat me down on the floor. I walked and tryed not to limp but of course the vampires knew everything, they could see and smell it. It was kinda annoying and Seth couldn't keep the conversation about my fears from Edward. Of course Edward told Alice and she told everyone else. They were probably just worried about me. I was very senitive to that conversation. Carisle came up to me and asked " if he could check the wound". I told him that I did everything that need to be done but he was my dad/doctor so he was worried. I cave in and let him. He was glad that Seth went with me and so he could fix me. I skipped dinner and went to bed. I was tired, not just phyically but metally. If that made since. I woke up 2:00am. It was horrible. I was walking toward the stair case when I heard Rose and Emmett talking. Rose I'm worried about Zoe. Emmett was worried about me, he would lie to me and never tell me that he was worried. "Don't be, shell be fine Rose said of course". I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and went back to bed which lead me to go back to sleep.
Before we went home we went to the store. I needed to fix my self up before. I was also scared of vampire bites. You think I would be use to vampire bites since I have been biten twice already. "okay, you need some gauz, neosporn and some guaz tape Seth said as he was hitting his finger with his other finger". Do you think the come in colors I asked. "I don't know but we can look for some Seth said". We found the guaz. What color should we get I asked excitedly? You mean you not us. Said Seth. The blood that was dripping down my leg was now drying. Here is some lime green quaz Seth point out. Awesome let's get that! Do you think I will get in trouble? I asked Seth kind of caustiously. "Umm, Alice might get worried since she saw you fall and we didn't come straight home Seth said". Yeah I guess your right, I hope she not to mad she might smell my blood and drink it! Nah, Alice would never do that Seth said assuringly. Yeah your right! What would tall do if Emmett was drinking my blood, how would yall get him off of me I asked shyly sort of. Next we got some neosporn. Umm, I don't think we would ever have to. Emmett loves having you has a human sister. He was so mad when you cam home crying. "We bad to stop him from going to punch the snot out of Collin Seth said". I sort of flinched at his name. He saw a turn towards me and told me he was sorry. Seth it's okay, I am wanting to just get on with my life. Collin can do whatever he wants, I don't.... I couldn't day it, it was a lie, I did care. I was about to cry, it hurt so much. Let just get this stuff and go please. "It's going to be okay Seth kept telling me". we went outside to find a hose pipe so we could get the dried blood off my leg. I took my shoe of and then my sock and started rinsing my leg off. It hurt so bad. I showed a little pain. He got done rinsing my leg off and then rubes some neosporn on the hug scrape. The scrape hit right below my knee were it bends and went all the way down to the middle of my shin. Where did you learn to wrap like that? I asked Seth. "Umm I have don't know he said". I could ride my board that well cause I couldn't bend my knee to push with. It was all so hard to keep up with his walking, Seth walked sort of fast. I attached my board to my backpack and he carried me all the way home. "Thank you for going with me, I told Seth". "No problem, glad I could help Seth said". I fell asleep on his back when he carried me. Seth was so warm, I couldn't help it.
I woke up when we were walking up the stairs to the living room. Thanks for the ride I wispered in Seth's ear. He sat me down on the floor. I walked and tryed not to limp but of course the vampires knew everything, they could see and smell it. It was kinda annoying and Seth couldn't keep the conversation about my fears from Edward. Of course Edward told Alice and she told everyone else. They were probably just worried about me. I was very senitive to that conversation. Carisle came up to me and asked " if he could check the wound". I told him that I did everything that need to be done but he was my dad/doctor so he was worried. I cave in and let him. He was glad that Seth went with me and so he could fix me. I skipped dinner and went to bed. I was tired, not just phyically but metally. If that made since. I woke up 2:00am. It was horrible. I was walking toward the stair case when I heard Rose and Emmett talking. Rose I'm worried about Zoe. Emmett was worried about me, he would lie to me and never tell me that he was worried. "Don't be, shell be fine Rose said of course". I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and went back to bed which lead me to go back to sleep.