that's when i finally stopped daydreaming about the past.
i knew that spectra is keith or was once keith. i remembered all those signals that he'd been giving me. he was pretty feirce in battles when we were younger. i got fustrated when i loss. i remembered one clear day when gertrude and i stopped by his lab and then i saw it. it was some type of monstorous bakugan. it had 3 heads and i heard a loud explosion of fire and smoke from it. although, keith and i didn't battle with bakugan, we battled by using our powers. both of us used the pyrus attribute although it seemed like his was stronger then mine. i could remember that i loss every single battle, or i'd just quit.
well' today, we were fighting in the heart of new vestroia. i didn't want to fight spectra but i was going to anyway, because the battle brawlers resistance has taken care of me and i'm doing it for them. they have done so much for me that i won't back down from this. besides, i still feel the pain of how keith abandoned me. the way he ran away from not just me, from mira also. in a way this battle should avenge that. i realized that i'm battling keith. but I ♥ him. i don't want to hurt him, but after what i did, i guess i have no choice the old keith is dead and gone.
i remembered when i was on his ship, the conversation that we had a few months ago at the dinner table:
"Long time no see, Asahina" he started.
he takes off his mask.
i begin to blush.
"why did u become like this keith!" i ASKED
oh Asahina, you don't know me and you won't understand," he said shrugging his shoulders
DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED I CAN'T BELIVE YOU. YOU ABANDONED MIRA AND NOW YOU WANT TO TAKE OVER NEW VESTROIA WHAT DO YOU WANT THAT POWER ANYWAY FOR?
HE SMILED AT ME AND SAID
for power's sake of course, what's wrong with that?
i stood up from the table with the anger in my eyes.
you are just a monster spectra. i can't believe you ... you heartless greedy monster! i have seen mangas and animes about villians that have personal problems and are actually good in the heart, but i have found nothing good about you you are just so..heartlesss but you are keith so that means that the keith that i knew was deep inside a heartless greedy powerseeking monster on the inside as well there is nothing good that you have done how can a person be so evil yu abandoned mira and i and ran off with gus and your father and you guys have become the most evil beings on this planet i can't believe you... power-seeking, greedy heartless guy.I HATE YOU!
spectra put on his mask again. i heard some shuddering in his voice.
we'll se about that when u rule with me you just need time to think.
i ran out of the dining room, and in the hall way i ran into gus.
what is his problem i asked myself. i fekt the tears flooding my eyes. i can't believe thathe was someone that i...loved
watch where you are going! he yelled
sorry, i quickly said as i ran into the room.
why keith why have you become this... i aked myself. this is not like you how could this happen? WAS it because of your mother's death?
then i remember something that gertrude had told me while she was visiting the battle brawler's resistance:
Asahina, gertrude started, i think keith really likes you.
no way' i quietley mumbled why would he like me?
well, she said, when i was kidnapped by gus in order for them to lure you, i overheard spectra talking with gus about you i think
gus: so you love her
spectra: why does it matter, she hates me anyway.
gus: you shouldn't be wasting your time on her anyways. she isn't worth it
spectra: she IS. i shut myself away from her, because i didn't nknow to handle my own problems. but to think that she is still going in that phase makes me feel like the worst person in the whole world. i told her things that i shouldn't hhave tol her. she is right i am heartless and greedy and evil.
gus: is that why you usually make me fight her? master spectra
spectra nodded.
gus: are you ever going to tell her that you love her?
spectra says nothing.
well, gus said, rudley interrupting my thoughts. let's fight!
i found it ironic because i had only fought spectra a few times once ever sinc i had came to new vestroia. was it because he didn't want to hurt me? i hope so. i mean its not like i want to hurt him but what he has done forced me into this position anyways.
i stepped onto the rock thingy ma bobber.
as gus stepped forward, spectra put his hand over gus shoulder:
this fight is between her and i" spectra said.
gus nodded his head and moved backward.
get ready to lose, i sheeply said.
i'd rather die than lose. he said with deep seriousness.
right then my heart skipped a beat.
why did he just say that? i asked myself. dd he say that so that i wouldn't want to fight him?
i did remember times where the first time that we battled prior to this, he was always close to losing. it was always like as i was about to win, he'd bring out something that would crush me everytime we fought, ut always seemed like he didn't to, for the majority,i usually fought gus.the conversation that gertrude told me about, does that mean that he does love me? well spectra i do ♥ u. do you think that it is easy for me to be fighting you? how do you think i feel about this... if u do love me? i don't want to fight you, but under these circumstances, i have to and i;ll try my best not to hurt you in the battle
oh spectra i do not want to fight you but you leave me no choice.. get ready to lose.
i knew that spectra is keith or was once keith. i remembered all those signals that he'd been giving me. he was pretty feirce in battles when we were younger. i got fustrated when i loss. i remembered one clear day when gertrude and i stopped by his lab and then i saw it. it was some type of monstorous bakugan. it had 3 heads and i heard a loud explosion of fire and smoke from it. although, keith and i didn't battle with bakugan, we battled by using our powers. both of us used the pyrus attribute although it seemed like his was stronger then mine. i could remember that i loss every single battle, or i'd just quit.
well' today, we were fighting in the heart of new vestroia. i didn't want to fight spectra but i was going to anyway, because the battle brawlers resistance has taken care of me and i'm doing it for them. they have done so much for me that i won't back down from this. besides, i still feel the pain of how keith abandoned me. the way he ran away from not just me, from mira also. in a way this battle should avenge that. i realized that i'm battling keith. but I ♥ him. i don't want to hurt him, but after what i did, i guess i have no choice the old keith is dead and gone.
i remembered when i was on his ship, the conversation that we had a few months ago at the dinner table:
"Long time no see, Asahina" he started.
he takes off his mask.
i begin to blush.
"why did u become like this keith!" i ASKED
oh Asahina, you don't know me and you won't understand," he said shrugging his shoulders
DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED I CAN'T BELIVE YOU. YOU ABANDONED MIRA AND NOW YOU WANT TO TAKE OVER NEW VESTROIA WHAT DO YOU WANT THAT POWER ANYWAY FOR?
HE SMILED AT ME AND SAID
for power's sake of course, what's wrong with that?
i stood up from the table with the anger in my eyes.
you are just a monster spectra. i can't believe you ... you heartless greedy monster! i have seen mangas and animes about villians that have personal problems and are actually good in the heart, but i have found nothing good about you you are just so..heartlesss but you are keith so that means that the keith that i knew was deep inside a heartless greedy powerseeking monster on the inside as well there is nothing good that you have done how can a person be so evil yu abandoned mira and i and ran off with gus and your father and you guys have become the most evil beings on this planet i can't believe you... power-seeking, greedy heartless guy.I HATE YOU!
spectra put on his mask again. i heard some shuddering in his voice.
we'll se about that when u rule with me you just need time to think.
i ran out of the dining room, and in the hall way i ran into gus.
what is his problem i asked myself. i fekt the tears flooding my eyes. i can't believe thathe was someone that i...loved
watch where you are going! he yelled
sorry, i quickly said as i ran into the room.
why keith why have you become this... i aked myself. this is not like you how could this happen? WAS it because of your mother's death?
then i remember something that gertrude had told me while she was visiting the battle brawler's resistance:
Asahina, gertrude started, i think keith really likes you.
no way' i quietley mumbled why would he like me?
well, she said, when i was kidnapped by gus in order for them to lure you, i overheard spectra talking with gus about you i think
gus: so you love her
spectra: why does it matter, she hates me anyway.
gus: you shouldn't be wasting your time on her anyways. she isn't worth it
spectra: she IS. i shut myself away from her, because i didn't nknow to handle my own problems. but to think that she is still going in that phase makes me feel like the worst person in the whole world. i told her things that i shouldn't hhave tol her. she is right i am heartless and greedy and evil.
gus: is that why you usually make me fight her? master spectra
spectra nodded.
gus: are you ever going to tell her that you love her?
spectra says nothing.
well, gus said, rudley interrupting my thoughts. let's fight!
i found it ironic because i had only fought spectra a few times once ever sinc i had came to new vestroia. was it because he didn't want to hurt me? i hope so. i mean its not like i want to hurt him but what he has done forced me into this position anyways.
i stepped onto the rock thingy ma bobber.
as gus stepped forward, spectra put his hand over gus shoulder:
this fight is between her and i" spectra said.
gus nodded his head and moved backward.
get ready to lose, i sheeply said.
i'd rather die than lose. he said with deep seriousness.
right then my heart skipped a beat.
why did he just say that? i asked myself. dd he say that so that i wouldn't want to fight him?
i did remember times where the first time that we battled prior to this, he was always close to losing. it was always like as i was about to win, he'd bring out something that would crush me everytime we fought, ut always seemed like he didn't to, for the majority,i usually fought gus.the conversation that gertrude told me about, does that mean that he does love me? well spectra i do ♥ u. do you think that it is easy for me to be fighting you? how do you think i feel about this... if u do love me? i don't want to fight you, but under these circumstances, i have to and i;ll try my best not to hurt you in the battle
oh spectra i do not want to fight you but you leave me no choice.. get ready to lose.
