Samantha 22

I stayed in bed for exactly three days and it was boring. I had nothing to do and the more I read or watched anything about surfing the more I wanted to go surfing. My leg didn't hurt as bad as my shoulder did. I got shot in the lower part of my leg and then in the shoulder. I didn't see Matt at all those four days I was awake. I started wondering where was he and was he going to tell my secret to anyone. I had all of these questions running through my mind and I couldn't stop thinking about them. I finally had to get up and see if he was still here. That alone just made me curious, not seeing him for four days but I could hear him. I was the only one really breathing besides Matt, Renesme, and Jacob so it couldn't be that hard to find him. I just listened closely and figured out that Jacob and Renesme were at Renesme's house and then I heard a heart beat and Someone breathing a little bit further away in the woods. I walked into the woods and saw a house. It still looked formiliar to me and then it hit, this was my house when I was a little girl. I walked inside and no one was around, so I walked throughout the the house gazing upon every little detail. I came to my bedroom, it had pictures of mom and dad and then there was one of Oakley and I. I sat down in the floor against the wall and stared at the picture of Oakley and I. I sat there for longest and decided that I would take the photo back to the house and set it by my bed. I walked into Oakley's room and it was quit similiar to mine but boy-ish. I glanced back into mom and dads room and saw sleeping on the bed. I walked into the room and watched him sleep. I sat down in the floor and begained to think about how the whole imprinting thing works. Maybe girls can't imprint, I mean look my dad imprinted on my mom and Jacob imprinted on Renesme and Leah well she ended up falling in love with someone. I guess I just got my hopes up about me liking Matt because the feelings were dying down a bunch. I got up and went back to the house. Emmett was lying on the couch with Rose right next to lying on his stomach. They were just staring into each others eyes. I can't wait tofall in love like that. I thought to myself. I didn't want to interupt them with the while staring so I went into the kitchen and made me something to eat. I didn't know what I wanted so I looked around and saw some PopTarts. I heated them up in the toaster and poured me a glass of sweet tea. Sweet tea was my favorite drink it was so good specially if you heat it up and put lemon in it. I finished my PopTarts and them I went upstairs. I slept the rest afternoon and when I woke up it was dark. I could see the moon shining through my window, it seemed so beautiful outside. Everything that had happen over the week just seemed to melt away when I looked outside. It was still freezing outside when I opened my window. I went to my closet and pulled out my hoodie and my sweatpants. I climbed out my window even though I knew everyone could hear me. I knew I wasn't suppose to be running but that was the only way I could clear my head when I couldn't surf. I jogged to La Push and went to the beach. I sat on a log for a little bit and then started jogging back towards the house. I was running pretty fast and it took me  no time at all to get back. I didn't go in the house I just sat on the front steps and thought about how my life had changed how Oakley's life change. I knew he had a girlfriend but I never met her before. Isn't that sad my brothers girlfriend I don't know who she is or anything. Emmett came out the door a little bit later. 
Hey, what are you doing? He asked. 
Thinking. I said. 
It's cold out here, you should go in. He said. 
I'm fine. I'm getting use to it. I said. 
Getting use to it or getting hypothermia. He stated. 
Don't know. What ever takes over first. I said. 
Sam, go inside. Your going to get sick. He said. 
I'm fine. I need to take care of myself and stop feeling sorry for myself. I said. 
Sam, you don't have to take full responsiblity for youself. We're all here for you. He said. 
I'm 17 and I haven't ever had a boyfriend or even a date for that matter. The last guy I thought was it turned out to run away from me. Just like everyone else. I said. 
The right guy will come along in time. He told me. 
I know but when I need someone now. I said. 
Samantha, these arethe kinds of things that only make you stronger. He said 
Yeah maybe or maybe these are just thing to tare me down. I said. 
Samantha. Your going to be fine. He said. 
I just nodded my head. I didn't feel like talkig to anyone right now. I had school tomorrow morning and I needed to get through the day without having problems. I wanted a normal day without having a emergancy visit to Carlisle. There are so many things I would love but I'm not goig to get to do any of them. The sun soon begin to rise and I knew that Alice and Rose were going to be wanting to dress me up. I wanted to have one more run before school, so I got up off of the stairs and took off towards La Push. I ran there and then I ran back dice there wasn't anything to see but the beautiful cliff that most people went cliff diving off. I walked cautiously over to the edge of the cliff and looked down the water was a weird shade of blue. I could all the way to the bottom. Before I could even think about twice about jumping, I felt my legs push me off the cliff. I dove into the water and it was freezing cold. I didn't feel like swimming all the way tithe beach so I climbed back up the cliff. I don't have a good sence in height judgement so I don't know how high it was. By the time I got up the cliff and jogged home, I was freezing cold. I walked in and Emmett ran up to me and asked me what happen. I told him a brief story but not all of it. I went upstairs and took the hotest shower. When I got out Alice was in my room, smilig a lot. 
Alice, what is it? I asked.
Well living with a wolf has gotten my new power working. Sh told me. 
Really? What is it? I asked. 
I can see the future around wolves now. She said.
That's cool but why are you smiling so big still? I asked. 
Your going to have an amaizing time at school today. She said. 
Good. I said. 
What's wrong? She asked. 
Nothing. I said. 
Nothing truely was bothering me anymore. I had thought eerything through and I had accepted the facts about life so I was better. 
Okay, if you want to talk you know where to find me. She said. 
Alice finished my makeup and then Rose came in and picked out an outfit. 
After Rose and Alice finished getting me ready the put me infront of the mirro. Even though I was in sweatpants and a hoodie, I looked cute. My hair was curled in long ringlets and my makeup was amazing. 
Y'all should like go into fashion. Yall can make anything look good. I said. 
We had some help from a beautiful neice. Rose said. 
Thanks guys but I'm late yet again. I said. 
Drive carfully. Alice shouted. 
Okay. Thanks. Bye love y'all. I shouted fromthe garage. Jasper and Emmett were standing standing by my car that was preheating. 
Yall are the best. I said.
We know. Emmett said as I was getting in. 
Thanks love y'all. I said.
I drove to school just like normal. Everything was normal until lunch time. I sat down at my usual table by myself, like I usually did. After a few minutes of sitting down, this really hot guy comes over to me. 
Can I sit here? He asked. 
Yeah, sure pick any chair. I said. 
Thanks. He said. 
He sat down one chair across over from me. He had blonde hair, beyond amazing blue eyes and the most gorgeous smile I had ever seen. He was wearing bluejeans with a sweatshirt that had swimming in big letter. 
I'm Samantha. I said. 
Nice to meet you, I'm Sam. He said.
I chuckled a bit and he gave me a weird stair. 
Sorry, I have people call me Sam all the time. I said. 
Oh okay. He said. 
Your new here, right? I said. 
Yeah, I'm from Savannh Georgia. He said. 
Cool, I'm orginally from Coconut Grove, Florida. I said. 
That's cool, when dis you move here? He ask. 
A couple of months ago. I said. 
Are you and your family enjoying it here? He asked. 
Umm, my parets sent me here. I said. 
Why? If you don't mind me askig. He said. 
I was surfig a lot and getting injured very often. I tried stayig out of the water but it was so much a part of my life that I kept surfing and they got mad. I said. 
Oh, I'm sorry. He said. 
Don't be. I'm living with some family that I'm very close with. I said 
How are you liking this cold place sofar? I ask. 
It's okay. I like warm weather though. He said. 
Yeah me too. I said. 
The bell went off and thay ment it was time for gym. I decided though that I would skip gym and go surfing. 
See ya. I said. 
Bye. He said. Wait, what class do you have next? 
Gym, but I'm skipping.  I wispered.
Where to? He asked. 
Surfing. I said. 
Your lucky. He said. 
Do you have a board and wet suit? I asked. 
Yeah. He said. 
Let's go. I said. 
Okay. He said. 
He gave me the directions to his house and told me his mom wasn't home so it would be easy to get his board without getting caught. I had a little voice in my head saying don't go surfing what about you shoulder. I totally ignored though.