some days i wake up and think to myself am i goin to have a great day or a bad day most of the time it is bad days and heart ache but i get through the days one by one very slowly. when i think about death i think is it time or is it just ppl trying to get u to kill urself.i never feel loved but there r a few ppl that r there for me there the hard times in life and im goin to mention there names because there rlly special to me cherry when im down and need a hug ur here for me when we talk its great its like i no u when i rlly dont,carly ur awesome ur my friend forever and that will never change,hunk(shadow)ur a great person i look up to u i see the we talk to each other and its funny because u make me smile when i never smile im always crying or im just in a bad mood now there is a special person that i love her name is nyte i look at her and look deep in her eyes and shes beatiful,outgoin,smart,funny,hot,everything that makes me smile when i first met nyte i fell in love but i didnt no if i was ready i talked to her a few times and she was great so i feel love from these freinds but other ppl i feel hated some ppl say go kill urself and sometimes i do want to just end life and go to hell but i dont want to go to hell i want to go to heaven with my family a lot of ppl say ignore the ppl who hurt u in life but i cant ignore it i still get hated on in real life but to all those ppl outside this screen just let me tell u somethin i fight back for my love ones and if u mess with them u will see the real side of me but here today i woke up feeling happy knowing my day is going to be ok and its goin to be fun and i wont let ppl stomp on me like always right now im just to happy to care what ppl think of me its childish and if u think about it when u tell ppl to kill themselfs some ppl do because they cant take the hurt or the heartache or the pain so they want to die thats me i want to die so bad but i have family that needs me and friends that need me right now but i will alwats think of death and love one of these days im goin to be gone but right now i need to stay strong and think about the gud stuff in life
some days i wake up and think to myself am i goin to have a great day or a bad day most of the time it is bad days and heart ache but i get through the days one by one very slowly. when i think about death i think is it time or is it just ppl trying to get u to kill urself.i never feel loved but there r a few ppl that r there for me there the hard times in life and im goin to mention there names because there rlly special to me cherry when im down and need a hug ur here for me when we talk its great its like i no u when i rlly dont,carly ur awesome ur my friend forever and that will never change,hunk(shadow)ur a great person i look up to u i see the we talk to each other and its funny because u make me smile when i never smile im always crying or im just in a bad mood now there is a special person that i love her name is nyte i look at her and look deep in her eyes and shes beatiful,outgoin,smart,funny,hot,everything that makes me smile when i first met nyte i fell in love but i didnt no if i was ready i talked to her a few times and she was great so i feel love from these freinds but other ppl i feel hated some ppl say go kill urself and sometimes i do want to just end life and go to hell but i dont want to go to hell i want to go to heaven with my family a lot of ppl say ignore the ppl who hurt u in life but i cant ignore it i still get hated on in real life but to all those ppl outside this screen just let me tell u somethin i fight back for my love ones and if u mess with them u will see the real side of me but here today i woke up feeling happy knowing my day is going to be ok and its goin to be fun and i wont let ppl stomp on me like always right now im just to happy to care what ppl think of me its childish and if u think about it when u tell ppl to kill themselfs some ppl do because they cant take the hurt or the heartache or the pain so they want to die thats me i want to die so bad but i have family that needs me and friends that need me right now but i will alwats think of death and love one of these days im goin to be gone but right now i need to stay strong and think about the gud stuff in life