"Hey the mall's about to close we're gonna go. You coming Aubree?"

"Nah." I say looking away from them then back. "Alexander is supposed to be coming to pick me up."

"Well..." One of my friends says looking towards the other then back to me. "If your sure."

"He should be here any minute." I say.

Two hours later was when I started to walk home. Leaves on the trees fell while I walked and I turned to look as a car stopped beside me. "Need a lift?" He asked looking at me I should have took this as a sign to run away.

"Yeah please." I say. What happened next should have yet again shot off alarms in my mind. He took me to his place. Sitting on his sofa I stir my lemon tea and watch as he crosses to me.

"Your beautiful." He says kneeling infront of he running one hand through my hair the other resting on one of my breasts lightly squeezing.

"Haah thank you" I say in a soft moan. Slowly I try to stand but he just ends up picking me up. A few minutes later I am tied down to the bed by my wrists and feet and being pounded...hard...

"Is that everything?" The police officer across from me asked. I nodded. This has been my life for the past few weeks answering any of the questions that the police or the therapist I am seeing ask me. What I didn't know until my last doctors appointment was that I was a few weeks pregnant.

The doctor feels my stomach then looks up at me with a worried face.

"Is something wrong?" I ask after noticing this.

"Aubee did you know you were pregnant?"

"I'm not pregnant...No way..." I tell them.

"Were you having any sexual activity recently?"

"Well yes but it was unwanted sexual activity."

"Thats still sexual activity." The doctor says standing, "I'm going to have to ask you to take this" He says turning to face me and hands me a pregnancy test.

"A pregnancy test?...Really?" The doctor nods and I stand. "Alright fine. Where's the bathroom?" I follow th doctor down the narrow halls of examination rooms to a door with a male and female sign on it.

"Just put it in the slot in the wall then alright sweetheart?" He tells me opening the door and holding it for me. I slowly nod and go in and take it. A few days later I get a calll...and the doctor was right. I was pregnant.

And that was it. Thats what changed my life now forever. I slowly rose as the police officer did and took one hand out of my hoodie pocket to shake his. Afterwords I just shoved it right back in and walked home. I had not told my mom and dad yet that I was pregnant but knowing my luck they were bound to find out soon.

"She should be here any moment." My mom says to Alexander while cooking dinner.

"Thanks Aubree's mom" He says softly smilig.

"Please, call me Amber." My mother says turning to look at him while stirring something in a large glass bowl.

"I'm home." I say walking into them.

"Hi sweetheart," My mom starts. "how was school today?"

"Oh it was...ok" I shrug. I smile as Alexander stands and holds me from behind.

"I love you" He says softly into my hair before kissing my head.

"I love you too, Alexander." I say turning to face him and give him a hug. Thank goodness I wasn't showing yet for two reasons: One my parents don't know, and second I haven't even told Alexander I was pregnant. Both knew about the rape, especially Alexander cause he was the one who found me in the alleyway afterwords, but they all knew what happened. "Alex," I look at him. "I need to tell you something..."

"Sure what is it?" He asks looking at me with curious eyes. I take his hand and lead him up to my bedroom. I close the door behind us and sit down on the bed beside him.

"You know how I was raped right?" Alexander nods. "Well...," I sigh softly. "I'm pregnant." When I say this I noticed he turned pale and looked as if he was going to faint. "Alexander you want some water or something?" I ask fanning him.

"N-no I'll be alright" He says looking at me. "I'm just shocked...You didn't deserve to be raped and now your carrying that man's child." I nod softly. "Are you keeping the baby?"

"I was planning on it." say sitting with my hands folded in my lap looking down at them. Alexander drapes his arm over my shoulders and I look up at him.

"I'll help you love."He says kissing my head. I close my eyes.

"Thank you" I say in a hushed whisper.

"Your welcome" he says slowly kissing me. I blush and start to kiss back. Alexnder beaks it and I look at him. "Mmm mozzarella." I blush.

"I-I'll brush my teeth"

"I dunno...I kinda like it." He says pulling me into another kiss

The first trimester flew by like a breeze. I had no problems with that trimester. Now the second trimester, That was filled with the following:

"Aubree?" Alexander asks hearing gagging noises and goes to her. I kneel infront of the toilet with my arms rested on the seat. My hair semi goes into the bowl and I am shaking. Soon Alexander realizes I was vomiting and rushes to me. Concerningly he leans close to me so his lips are by my ear, while rubbing my back and holding my hair back away so it isn't in the toilet bowl any more.

"I-I'm fine..." I say coughing and spitting.

"You sure?" Alexander asks standing now still holding my hair back looking at me over my shoulder.

"M-mhm" I say a few seconds before I start vomiting again. Alexander looks away in disgust.

Another example:
"honey do we have any peanut butter?" I ask laying on the couch.

"I thought you hated peanut butter"

"I'm just craving it. Can you please get me a jar...and a spoon?" Alexander looks at me kinda funny bu soon after gets me a spoon and a jar of peanut butter. "Thank you" I say as I open the jar, put some peanut butter on a spoon, and eating it. Alexander just nods and sits by me rubbing my stomach.

When I first felt my baby kick it didn't hurt, but by the time my third trimester came it was really starting to hurt me. I would get the daily kick in the ribs, or in the bladder, which called for embarrasing accidents in public which Alexander had to help me get calmed down after. By the time my 8th month came I was starting to get nervous.

"It's going to be ok." Alexander says rubbing my stomach. I am a week past my due date and the doctor had said if this happened I would have to get a cecarian section.

"I have to get surgery tomorrow Alexander...Surgery." I say about to cry looking at him. "I didn't want it to be that way I wanted it to be natural." Now I am actually crying.

"There there." He says holding me and rubbing my back. "Lets just get some sleep."

I managed to sleep but not very well. It was 5 am before I knew it and I was on the drive to the hospital. He managed to keep me calm the entire ride there. I was glad that he was my boyfriend, he is very supportive of me.

"I love you" he says pulling up and helping me out of the car.

"I love you too." I say closing the door behind me. We walked into the hospital holding hands and heading to labor and delivery. When I got there I laid down in the hospital gown, cap, and booties they make everyone wear when going into surgery. Although I hated it, Alexaner somehow made it enjoyable. When they told me it was time to go back I was sad that he couldn't come back for the five minutes while I was getting prepped back there. After those five minutes were up I smiled as he was allowed in. The lights were bright in the room and the air was cold. Everything in the room was cold. I smile and look as Alexander sits by me in doctor scrubs and face mask and holds my hand.

"Your going to feel a cut on your stomach ok?" One of the doctors ask about to start the inscision.

"Y-yeah" I say trying to stay calm. I didn't even know the doctor did the inscision until he told me he was working to get deeper inside of me to get the baby out. In about ten minutes both Alexander and I heard a cry.

"It's a boy!" The doctor says giving him to one of the nurses, who cuts the cord and goes to clean him up. I smile teary eyed at Alexander and smile more as Alexander pecks my lips. Alexander takes the baby as the nurse hands him to him and smiles. Slowly he lowers him until he is laying right by my head.

"Hi baby boy." I smile.

About fifteen minutes I am back in a recovery room and holding my baby. "Hi Alexander. Welcome to the world."