30 hours. That's how long I had to live. The doctors had warned me that this day would come about 3 years ago. But I didn't believe them. They've said it before, several times in the last 3 months, and yet it never did happen. But this time, everything was real. Reality had fianlly hit me. I was going to die. That was it. That was the last time I would ever doubt myself again. People surrounded the outside of my hospital room. But no, not my dad. He could care less. I'm only 17, geez Dad. The least you could have done was call me or send me an email or something. But I didn't know until last week. He had disapeared. The last someone ever saw of him, he was leaving Los Angeles, on a plane to Chile. Didn't make any sense. My parents had gotten divorced when I was 12, right about when I got sick. The disease then spread rapidly throughout my body, making me feel weaker and weaker with each step of the way. I have a disease called Ebola, a highly deadly disease. It can't be cured. I didn't know I had it. But why me? I'm just a simple girl from Idaho, who lives on a potato farm, and practically live off potatoes. We don't grow them anymore, because my dad was the farmer, and, as you all know, he left. He was our last hope at getting money in for my insanly high medical bills. But he left. And I'm kinda glad.
There was a bond created,
As I felt the deep warmth
Of my friend's face against mine
Her heart pounding against my shoulder.
The feeling of the two of us,
Together at last,
Undivided,
Felt so good,
I never wanted to let go.
I wanted to hold on to him
Forever.
He was an amazing person
Who always teased me,
Cheered me up all the time,
And, of course,
Always took my side.
He was an unique person,
As he was never the one to be bragging,
But always the one who teased me.
Now,
No one else ever did this.
This was truly the work of
Someone special.
I will never let go of him.
I will never run away from him.
He is mine.
And will always be.
Both of us,
United.
As I felt the deep warmth
Of my friend's face against mine
Her heart pounding against my shoulder.
The feeling of the two of us,
Together at last,
Undivided,
Felt so good,
I never wanted to let go.
I wanted to hold on to him
Forever.
He was an amazing person
Who always teased me,
Cheered me up all the time,
And, of course,
Always took my side.
He was an unique person,
As he was never the one to be bragging,
But always the one who teased me.
Now,
No one else ever did this.
This was truly the work of
Someone special.
I will never let go of him.
I will never run away from him.
He is mine.
And will always be.
Both of us,
United.
Get your hands up in the air
Like you just don't care
We're rockin tonight
So I'm not givin anything else a think
Tonight
Cause we're rockin the floor
Bust out your dance moves man
The DJ's got the music
Up
All the way up
So everybody say yeah
YEAH!
C'mon get it louder
YEAHHHHHH!!!
Can't hear ya!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
C'mon we gonna get the crowd
Wild tonight
Right here at the dance floor
Yo
So bring your hands up
In the air
Cause this is the only thing
We're carin about tonight bro
Get the crowd wild
Get your feet up
And
Break it down man.
Cause the DJ said so.
Like you just don't care
We're rockin tonight
So I'm not givin anything else a think
Tonight
Cause we're rockin the floor
Bust out your dance moves man
The DJ's got the music
Up
All the way up
So everybody say yeah
YEAH!
C'mon get it louder
YEAHHHHHH!!!
Can't hear ya!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
C'mon we gonna get the crowd
Wild tonight
Right here at the dance floor
Yo
So bring your hands up
In the air
Cause this is the only thing
We're carin about tonight bro
Get the crowd wild
Get your feet up
And
Break it down man.
Cause the DJ said so.
There is strength in my heart.
I have looked for it
For decades now.
Yet I have not found it before.
Now I have.
It will get me over every obstacle,
Every region,
Every country.
It makes me proud
To see this.
To see my strength
Laying there,
Waiting for me.
And me only.
This type of strength
Is called courage.
Perseverance.
Perseverance is the best type
Of strength possible.
And I have it.
Yes, me.
Never before,
Will you see me cower within the shadows
Again, like before.
I have changed.
And I am sure you will see that.
I have strength in my heart.
I have looked for it
For decades now.
Yet I have not found it before.
Now I have.
It will get me over every obstacle,
Every region,
Every country.
It makes me proud
To see this.
To see my strength
Laying there,
Waiting for me.
And me only.
This type of strength
Is called courage.
Perseverance.
Perseverance is the best type
Of strength possible.
And I have it.
Yes, me.
Never before,
Will you see me cower within the shadows
Again, like before.
I have changed.
And I am sure you will see that.
I have strength in my heart.
Nobody understands me,
So what's the use?
One day
I say I am busy
And they misunderstand me.
Life is not all about
Betrayal,
Breaking up,
Dumping each other
Across the cold cement floor,
Is it?
I don't believe so.
And the fog is never getting out.
Each day,
There is just more and more
Fog.
Oh, happy day.
No one understands.
What's the use being alive
When you feel like you are away
From the world,
Separated
Like we were when we were little kids?
Life is not about any of that.
Life is about forgiveness,
Respect,
Love.
Learning how to tolerate one another.
Nobody understands
What I feel
Or what I think everyday.
So what's the use?
One day
I say I am busy
And they misunderstand me.
Life is not all about
Betrayal,
Breaking up,
Dumping each other
Across the cold cement floor,
Is it?
I don't believe so.
And the fog is never getting out.
Each day,
There is just more and more
Fog.
Oh, happy day.
No one understands.
What's the use being alive
When you feel like you are away
From the world,
Separated
Like we were when we were little kids?
Life is not about any of that.
Life is about forgiveness,
Respect,
Love.
Learning how to tolerate one another.
Nobody understands
What I feel
Or what I think everyday.
and the people throwing them bones just out of their reach,
laughing and finding satisfaction in it ?
Do you know the dog who still wags his tail when ever they pet him
and the people who think him stupid for it '
not seeing the kindness and good in him.
Do you know the dog who only wanted love
and the people who named him ingrateful for it ?
Telling him to look for it himself.
And do you know the dog that broke the chain
and the people he attacked ?
They punished him for it.
But I will no longer be that dog.
I will no longer let you abuse me.
I will not give you my love.
I will fight back
This is about my "friend" and the way she`s been treating me.